DRACARYS! - Raphael's Primal Ascended Dragon Journal

lol trying to picture, wow not something you want to meet on a battlefield

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@NinjaFox - Would make a cool stack/custom journal name :grin:

Day 14: Sunday (Week 2)
Rest Day

  • It was a rest day in terms of subliminals but boy was it busy. Took out a lot of house trash that we couldn’t move back to India and was tired by the end of the day

  • Interestingly, I didn’t feel like complaining about doing such work. Previously, it would have just felt like a waste of time. But now it just felt like necessary work

  • Part of the wonders of Dragon Reborn is how it helps you deal with your physical trauma. A big example is the issues with my eyes. When before I would be hesistant to do things that are difficult because of my eye issues, now I do things regardless of how tough they are. I am giving myself less excuses to not do things even if it could be done by someone else (whether it involves moving outside a lot or whether it involves doing things that require a lot out of my eyes). This is good because it means a resolution of my insecurties regarding my health issues and the ability to overcome challenges which is the right mentality for a Dragon Reborn

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What did Mind’s Eye do for you? You can point me to a post of yours so we don’t derail Raphael’s thread

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@subliminalguy - Wouldn’t mind at all if @RVconsultant replied here about his experience with Mind’s Eye. Am curious about it too

@Lion, he tagged me in his own journal with the answer

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Thanks man!

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And thanks for the link to make it obvious for @Lion

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Thanks for the reference, @subliminalguy

@RVconsultant - Excellent. As promised, it improved your visualization skills. Did it improve manifestation too?

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I can’t prove it. But I wonder.

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Day 15: Monday (Week 3)
Dragon Reborn ST1 x 3

  • No discomfort or headaches after increasing the loops to 3 per night

  • Had a sore throat building up through the night but it went away in the morning

  • Only a moment’s reconciliation during the evening when I got suddenly pissed-off at a particular person for emailing 1 pdf file instead of splitting it into 3 files inspite of having told him to do so the last time. But the anger passed quickly and I settled down as if nothing happened

  • Had an urge to watch porn and masturbate but while I started watching the first video, it felt pretty fake for me to proceed with what I was doing. So I just stopped and did something else more productive

  • Maintening OMAD is tough on DR for me. Although am eating less than usual, am hungry enough to break the diet. No issues. Baby steps

  • Just like a lot of Dragon Reborn users have mentioned in their journals, I feel more and more myself day by day. More comfortable in my own skin. I don’t really feel like beating myself up over my mistakes and the past doesn’t haunt me now that I think about it. Less shit in my baggage. When this power of self-trust and self-acceptance coalesces and contrates into a certain amount, one feels confident while at the same time know that one can improve. This is just the first step but it’s one giant leap for Raphael-kind

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Dragon on, fellow sibling-hood member!

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Thank you, @RVconsultant. Giant leaps for Dragon-kind to you too. And long flights of course.

Monitoring for reconciliation. Aren’t those pressures in the head a ^&$@?!

I some times wonder if this might be a sign of over training. Either with subs or going to the gym.

Gosh darn people not making my wish their command.

Have you considered the Stop Porn and Masturbation, Eye of the Storm, or Stronger modules?

I’ve been doing something similar, time restricted eating. Some days I actually have to remember to eat. Other times, I feel so hungry. Have you read any fasting books by Dr Jason Fung MD?

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On DR the headaches are very mild because I only increase the loops by 1 every week. And because I take rest days. Also I feel that my month of consistently running Elixir Ultima and Regeneration prepared me very well for Dragon Reborn

For me it is usually a sign of the change in weather. But I don’t get the cold too easily because I take cold showers everyday and because of my mostly clean diet

Hell yeah :grin:

Yup yup. I had Stop Porn and Masturbation in my custom. It works very well

I haven’t read his books but am pretty well versed with the concepts of intermittent fasting. I had even done OMAD for 8 months (January to August 2020) and it worked very well for me

How has your confidence, self-esteem, discipline, and ambition improved on Dragon Fire?

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@Hermit

Self-esteem: rising steadily due to the removal of self-disgust

Discipline: growing organically. Somedays nothing. Other days improving because now I don’t mind doing things that are boring but necessary

Ambition: my dream of being a digital nomad feels more possible. Difficult things don’t deter me as it used to and even if am just taking baby steps into making my desires come true, there is no fear anymore. Just a sense of wonder and determination

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Day 16: Tuesday (Week 3)
Dragon Reborn ST1 x 3

  • Had some beautiful dreams in which I was speeding up and down a vast concrete valley on one of those new fangled two wheeled thingies. It felt exhilarating and free to just drive it for what seemed like forever. The dream turned out even better when I was suddenly carrying a young woman on my shoulders (who I somehow knew I was dating in the dream) and as we were on the way to someplace, we came across two hot looking twins (one blonde and another brunette for some reason) who were giving me those delicious “come get me” looks. Later, I ended up saving these same girls from some danger and it ended with…ahem multiple happy endings

  • The day was pretty productive. Got loads of work done even though there were obstacles in the way, I was able to push through without feeling either tired or exhausted

  • Talking about “exhausted”, survived on just 6 hours of sleep AND didn’t feel the need to nap in the afternoon. Energy wasn’t high. It was more like “I had enough energy for the day plus a bit extra”

  • I dropped the OMAD diet, instead eating through the day but in very tiny portions. This was easier to do and more fun without feeling that I was starving the whole day and stuffing myself at the end of it

  • The most interesting part of the day was a woman who found me on facebook contacting me to know whether I was fine. She had called me out of the blue a couple of months back and when I asked her how she got my number, she didn’t explain but wanted to know more about me (it’s possible she asked someone who has my number). I just blocked her then and here she was messaging me from another number. I just replied with a couple of words. She looks pretty cute and it is possible that am becoming more desirable to certain people as I go through the Dragon Reborn journey. Maybe I have a stalker, who knows, but I felt as if am slowly getting some sort of celebrity effect that comes from being authentic. Like Keanu Reeves or something. Hey, @Azriel. I think you will find this last point very cool

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I do- thanks for the heads up :slight_smile:

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Day 17: Wednesday (Week 3)
Dragon Reborn ST1 x 3

  • Had this dream where someone called me up and told me “when you are done writing your book, call me. We will publish it”. Now lets make that dream come true

  • Not much to report today. A pretty normal day where I got things done and felt calm doing everything. No reconciliation at all today

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