I’m wondering if anyone else has dealt with this. And I honestly can’t tell if it’s a symptom of overexposure or not.
So I’ll find a good microloop amount, run it consistently, then one day it’s like I just keep getting pulled internally. It’s like my ability to focus on the outer world diminishes and all energy is diverted internally. It’s not conscious, I can’t control it. it’s like a part of my mind is intensely focused on something else. For anyone who has ADHD it’s like hyperfocus, it’s like getting locked into something and being unable to switch gears. As far as I can tell, my mind is trying to solve an intricate puzzle or dissect things and it gets stuck. The problem is action doesn’t counterbalance it or relieve it for me. I just have to wait it out and eventually my mind goes back to not feeling like it’s being pulled in two different directions. Some days it can be so bad I just zone out for like 30 minutes or an hour. Like my brain is buffering and catching up.
Needless to say it’s pretty disruptive. I’m still trying to figure out how to avoid this from happening. My microloops are at 1 min so it’s not even that much. And it appears to be fine for a few days then it catches up to me. So I’m guessing there’s some weird overlap happening that’s delayed.