Hey guys, I’ve realised this has been a stepping stone to get over for a while but now I’m at the point where it needs addressing…
I go about my day and genuinely feel like no one is like me. No one knows what I know (subs and the lies of society) and has the same views. People my age are able to have fun (in this instance drink and talk about TikTok or sports). I’m awake and want to talk about real stuff, but everyone isn’t about that, especially at my age (early 20’s).
I think partly why I haven’t moved forward in networking and making friends is because of this way of thinking. I literally feel like an alien compared to everyone that is happy to just go along with society like in a bubble.
I’m too far away from all this, I’m not sure if it’s half me thinking I’m better than them because I understand certain things about how reality works that obviously to the average person, I’d just sound like a crazy person talking about subs and whatnot. But I just want friends who don’t change subjects when I talk about something I genuinely am interested in. It’s easy to say, Oh just run Inner Circle right, but i haven’t got enough slots in my stack for that.
Has anyone got any solutions or feel the same disconnection to people?
Because I’m just worried I’ll be alone or have to constantly be catering to everyone else’s way of viewing the world without being able to live what I know is true.
Thanks in advance.