Noticeable effects: Day 25-33
- Been processing regret like crazy… I kept getting thoughts of losses popping up only to be replaced as fuel and motivation… Its this transmutation of negative memories and thoughts to positive fuel
Month 1 Review
Khan:
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This sub has been insane… Every day I see myself just cutting out bad habits. Still drinking coffee though… Next month im fasting so lets see how that impacts me
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My discipline and self control has been insane. My ability to withstand pain has been ridiculous… My sauna time has went from 20 minutes to 35.
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Stopped going out, cutting it out to once every 3 months to reward my self for my 90 days of work.
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My focus has been weird… I just look at my short term goals and I dont really care about the long term as I know if I keep improving and showing up… 10 years from now I’ll be laughing.
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Overall: 12/10… Khan has been more like OG Emperor for me… Intense focus, discipline fueled by an absurd sex drive. Next to my intial months of RM and Genesis. This is easily Top 3. And this is mostly TB…
Stark Black
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Been treated like damn royalty everywhere I go… Fame is the most noticeable thing I notice…
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Focus has been insane… Just diving super deep into research, books.
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Ideas generation hasnt been like OG stark…
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Overall: 6/10… Haven’t noticed anything too noteworthy in terms of my psyche on this that I want to improve on.
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Looking at this…
I gotta just double down on Khan. It’s giving me everything. It’s legit the best archetype for me to achieve my goals…
Been in perfect alignment. Drive and ambition off the charts.
Instead of stark black… Why not just do HoM + NR to expand on wealth side and entrepreneurship…
So I guess new stack is Khan + HoM + NR
Tonight just cried for hours man…
Like just all the suppressed feelings I’ve felt for these past 2 years which have been by far the hardest fall I’ve ever dealt with…
The failure of my dating life… The biz I lost… The city I love so much but not being able to afford to go…
Idk just cried at my potential man… 24 yet when I was 21-22 I was 10x more successful…
Just had to realize that it’s truly the man in the mirrors fault… my absolute reluctance to sacrifice and go all in has been the reason for this…
All of my past 6 years of work… Nothing to show for it.
I can lie and say I give it my all…but I didn’t… I didn’t work that hard. I tried to fill the void in my heart with sex and girls… Complete meaningless sex. Partying like a mad man… Fuck man.
Giving my all terrifies me… But now what terrifies me is not giving my all… The what ifs… The regrets that haunts me daily man… Looking at my past. Playing perfect scenarios…
If I’d been the man I am today I wouldn’t have lost her… If discovered biz earlier…
But That shit doesn’t matter. I can’t turn back the clock and replay those moments and choices.
I look back in my past… And I wouldn’t have dealt with any issues had I gave it my all and sacrificed the short term…
It’s like now… I always asked myself if I went to the NBA would I have been a legend or just an average player?
Well this is my NBA… Biz is all I got… I’ve never been talented at anything except it… I can’t keep running away.
Man Khan…
The lessons I learned… the transformation I’ve had…
I could write on for ages as this cycle ends but last night was I needed.
I’ve completed 2 cycles of TB and Total Reprogramming and I literally feel like just taking action like a mad man rn…
With that being said, I’ve just decided to switch to Stark Black…
I legit don’t care for dating. I WANNA GO ALL IN ON BUSINESS. This is the perfect business stack.
SB + HoM + NR + (Executive/Sanguine/GLM:Co as booster depends on the day)
My sacrifice for this is dating and girls. Unless a potential relationship candidate comes along… I’m not gonna seek it
No more self help books man.
No more spiritual books.
Just pure relentless action taking
I think more of your effect of Khan Stage 1 is influenced by Stark Black then you might be noting?
I think you may have realized this if your going all in on SB and not attribute the focus and discipline in full to Khan.
Or do you feel like Khan was more responsible for that? If your ambitious, drive, discipline and relentless focus on action was from Khan wouldn’t that support in going all in on business?
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My experience was that Khan 1 was actually pretty productive/motivating, where as Khan 2 had me feeling reminiscent of the OG, way to high of a sex drive/focus on dating to have the total production that I’m looking for. Nothing wrong with that, I mean it is the true objective of Khan, just still not ready for that.
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Yeah I think it may have been influenced by stark black as I ran it for that cycle…
Cause it was sooooo smooth.
My ability to focus and productivity is definitely Stark
Khan is discipline and sex drive for sure
Idk I need focus and productivity way more… SB is legit empire building
Khan is amazing but I don’t need a transformation rn… Like my guy I’ve cut out all vices and discipline has been insane.
I just notice I need that stark to truly get an edge. I don’t feel like a genius, I feel like a sexual tank if that makes sense…
That’s exactly the reason I’m putting Khan down rn…
I remember saint liked one of my comment when I said Khan is the sub you run when you “made it” and already have successful business and a nice lifestyle…
It’s not really an empire building sub when ur at 0 type of sub
And idk I just don’t care about women or dating ATM, unless an amazing girl pops up I just don’t care about it… Next 6 years of my life is just dedicated to work and biz
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I get that, I’m a bit disappointed.
I see the value in TB whether running Khan further stages or not.
I was really hoping the new version would be a more balanced for actually building and empire building generally. Potentially using that sex drive for ambition, focus etc.
I’m imagining Khan would be great, when you have the basic structure in place and it’s about elevating from there. I can’t imagine it’s just a ‘coast’ sub with a sexual focus. In theory it must have some drive to create, enhance, ascend. But the feedback seems to be that’s not the case
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New Khan TB can cause quite the rollercoaster of emotions, leading to a rollercoaster ride where I swing between intense ambition and productivity on good days, to experiencing deep grief in my chest that completely hinders productivity and makes concentration nearly impossible. No matter what though, Khan makes it impossible to indulge in bad habits, makes you highly aware of them and pushes you to cut them out of your life.
Sex drive is already heightened on TB. How you funnel that sexual energy is down to your beliefs though. For me, it has helped with making porn look bland and uninteresting, which means that it automatically saves my energy for creative/productive efforts. I think that a couple of cycles with Khan Black should automatically make you able to redirect your energy for the best possible uses in your life. Only issue is that I feel like both titles are heavyweights, so I wouldn’t want to run them together.
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That’s stark black… I noticed that feeling dropped as soon as I stopped SB
Khan is like lifestyle improvement type of sub. Makes you hella content and calm and Zen and in action taking mode and masculine AF.
Which is great. U can use those character traits to be successful in anything…
But I’m going all in on Startup, coding, UX/UI Design learning… Stark Black would give me that edge just cause it’s purely innovation and wealth and learning. Tailored for me…
And HoM + NR can’t replace SB… But SB + HoM + NR is ultimate entrepreneurship sub
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Update: Worked like 13 hrs a day… Just insane levels of productivity holy shit man.
Can definitely say this stack is like productivity steroids.
Now. As you may or may have not known I’m muslim so I’m about to fast ramadan starting next month.
I’ll be swapping out NR for Emperor Black. Depends on how next month may go I may decide to stick with Emperor Black for foreseeable future. I’ve been in a wake up - workout and work cycle these last 7 days. And I’ve been getting a ridiculous amount of progress in my startup, and learning UX Design
Going to Pause this Journal and come back to it in like 1 year or 2 years. I have never had so much clarity than now.
Ah, that’s too bad. I enjoy reading your journals since I am also on a Khan driven journey.
Ah sorry man, Just Khan has evolved me to such a level where I don’t even care about its goals or objectives anymore haha
I just committed to Celibacy even though I’ve been considering it for awhile now, and I dont even care about girls, its just my goals and business.
I went from needing and wanting a girl desperately to not even wanting one which is a true testament to the transformation ive had lmao
So now the stack I’m choosing has a heavy emphasis on aiding me with my startup, and RM will be ran on the vacation months
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That’s huge, man. I am far away from that kind of transformation. I am still in horndog land. I’m also getting into coding(data science) as well, but I simply don’t feel that huge drive of yours to put all my resources into business yet, which is why I’ve avoided the whole Emperor line of subs.
Anyway, best of luck! Ramadan Mubarak!
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Don’t get me wrong… I am incredibly incredibly incredibly incredibly horny. My sex drive is insane but I find it easier to channel that energy to get work done, and I notice that work gives me more dopamine in that state.
I just had sex with this girl, a few days ago, that I’m not 100% attracted to and it made me realize how overrated sex is when your not in love or super super attracted to the person. And then just made me realize that you have to achieve success as a man in order to get that girl of ur dreams. An amazing girl has like 10000 options, she could go on tinder and get a date tomorrow. We’re not the same…
Unless your a pro athlete, musician or actor. Success is how u get into that category. Where a chick will make you the exception.
I saw a post about how this chick would gladly share an nba player but wont let an avg dude cheat… cheating is bad, but how shes okay with cheating if its an nba player? damn man.