Day 8 Afternoon
-
The meeting with girl left me with a very warm feeling. We talked about everything, walked in forest park. I bought a few pastries and they were good. Weather was good, not hot and no raining.
-
We were sitting on bench and passing by females gave me «that instinctual eye-contact, which can’t be confused with something else». U3 gives much more to think about.
-
«Energetic confidence» I think that this is right word for state created by U3. It is very natural.
-
I have no fears showing others my new aura but… I think I got triggered by some old issue: «why I’m bothering with being attractive to girls instead being a social god?» I know that those words belong to somebody else. As a psychologist I got used catching those «looks normal, but» thoughts from my clients. And now it is my turn. I guess I need to contact my supervisor. Interesting form of resistance, isn’t ?
-
Being close with girl, I univocally sensed her arousal, it was instinctual, involuntary one because we were talking about unrelated topics.
-
I think I will stop with two loops today, not three. Two loops of U3 gave me a very pronounced and sustainable state which not fades out till the night.
More later.