DRR1 Washout Day 3
Had a short cry today again. This time I realized one issue that I wouldn’t have if I didn’t come to crying. I have had a very hard academic journey so far and on top of that even after having graduated 2 years ago I still feel directionless with respect to career. I don’t know where I want to end up. But that one guilt that had always been there is of being a burden to my family.
While I don’t have any idea on the direction of my life right now. The one thing that I know for sure is I want to be financially independent and stop being a burden to my family.
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DRR 1 Washout Day 5
I always thought of myself as someone who likes to save money which is why I never really tracked my expenses until now. Yesterday I decided track expenses of this week just to see what picture it paints, and my god! I spent so much. The thing is since my payments tend to be small it created a perception in my mind as if I am saving money but that is not the case. I am a big spender.
I think I will make tracking my finances a habit from now on.
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DRR Stage 2 Washout
I did 2 cycles of DRR 2 because I didn’t feel anything in the first cycle. But in the 2nd cycle I was able to keep up with nofap for 11 days! It is the longest I have ever done. And it wouldn’t have been possible for me pre-DRR. Pre-DRR (stage 2) it would have been a miracle if I was able to keep up with nofap for 3 days, that’s it. I wouldn’t last any longer than that. This is really a miracle.
Going to start with DRR stage 3 from 5-6 December because I’m going through a season change flu. Nothing a few loops of Paragon wouldn’t solve.
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DRR has done its job. I have been without any PMO for over 22 days now!! For me who couldn’t go two days without it, this is nothing sort of a milestone. My current target is 90 days. It doesn’t take much effort now. Though I do sometimes watch porn out of compulsive behaviour but I don’t fap to it (want to get rid of this too). I hope I make it.
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Damn that’s great to hear, bro!
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Thank you bro!! 
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