I have been gone for a hot minute in regards to posting in my previous journal Ascension with Primal. For two reasons. I was going through a lot internally mainly with shifting mindset, and two while I did love that stack and the results that came with it, I went back to an old stack that I ran for a few cycles before I started to really post on here and that was Emperor and Primal Seduction, for at least 21 days. Idk why but my subconscious absolutely loves the shit out of Emperor ZP, and I love the way it beats me down and builds me back up again, and again. I also have been using Rebirth along side of those two, and before I say what my schedule was I will state now that this was my own choice and I wont recommend anyone to do this, this is something that needs to be your choice. I listened to all 3 at 7mins each every listening day which is every other day as well as two days off in a row and I have had amazing results.
Between these Im goin to keep the results short mainly because I cant remember every detail, but to me with what I have experienced and remember the results have been ground breaking.
I am a lot more grounded and much more comfortable with who I am as a person, and a lot more confident with myself.
Have been putting myself out there more with women, not really much in terms of flirting and getting numbers but with that department I am taking baby steps. However a lot more women are approaching me and starting convos with me
Being respected a lot more
Having more of a leader vibe to myself. Also a dont F**k with me vibe.
Socially a lot friendlier and out going but can also enjoy my own time. So idk why Emperor gets shit on for being anti social, but I never felt that way at all
No need for validation, while it is nice I can validate myself.
My subconscious communicates with me in a way. It has helped with recon and allows me to figure out why this memory is being brought up, also has made me more introspective.
Starting to see toxicity in people, in the workplace, and other places and people in general and stepping away or cutting out those places and or people. One is actually work as well as leadership and will be leaving in about 6 weeks if everything goes as planned and just do side gigs while I finish the last few months of school.
Speaking of negativity, most of my life I had a very negative mindset and over the years I have been slowly adopting a more positive mindset. These subs have helped out tremendously and I have been at the point while I havent had a super positive mindset I have almost gotten rid of my negative mindset and when that internal struggle ended I found peace and was finally able to relax for a bit. I started to do a skin care routine, a new hair routine, started to dress nicer, started shaving too. A few people have stated I look younger now and my skin is glowing. I have felt much better about myself and actually mean it when i say I love myself now.
Now my new mission is to cultivate a positive mindset even more and use positivity to take action, and complete goals rather than a negative mindset that I have relied on for so long lol which I will admit is a bit of a challenge but it will benefit me greatly.
I have started a new stack last week and in the next post I will specify what and why I chose these specific Subs