“If you spend all day judging people you have no time left over to love them.” - unknown
Good quote.
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I think that compassion is great and all, but it seems I just can’t really accept the average person, I always knew I was different, only lately did I find my difference as better, and “special” as the other commenter mentioned and reminded me.
I’ve decided I’ll dive deep into washout, lower loops to 5minutes, start meditating and microdosing shrooms.
I’m also thinking of going khan + khan black, or dragon reborn + khan black, but I probably won’t, need to ride SB + Primal out as it is giving me a lot of heavy, but needed, recon.
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I like that, only issue is that I’ve contempt for kost people, I do still love many though.
I believe you. You don’t need to actively change anything, to be honest. Just meditate on this, contemplate it in the back of your mind every once in a while, and the right balance will come.
If superiority is working for you then there’s no need to change anything at all. You have every right to judge people, lol. If it’s helpful for you and makes you feel identified with a higher class of people, then yeah, go for it.
I go through the same thing, I had a friend recently more or less judge me for not feeling enough fear/anxiety. He said it was “unrealistic.”
Ultimately, your confidence is a trigger for people. It deals with their shadow. They’ve told themselves they can’t be confident because the world is a scary place, they can’t be successful because the world is an unfair place, they can’t be happy because the world is a bad place. Then YOU come along, and either you prove that wrong on every element because you’ve overcome it all through your mindset… OR EVEN WORSE, you CONFIRM their stories…
*See?! the world IS unfair, HE HAS EVERYTHING and I don’t"
Either way, you’re triggering them.
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Ultimately this is your journey and what you feel is right for you. You can swerve compassion or you can see it as an area to grow into. I just think it’s a good thing to keep in mind, a lack of compassion outwardly for average will inevitably result in internal criticisms towards yourself as well.
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How can you improve? If you want to, here’s some things to consider.
1) Nobody likes someone who’s life is perfect all the time. VULNERABILITY might be something you need to learn to display, sometimes. It’s an influence tactic, if nothing else. But it doesn’t have to be about how your life is terrible. Do you EVER feel fear, or anxiety, even if you can move through it quickly? Talk about that a tiny bit.
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“I was feeling some fear around XYZ project I’m taking on last week but I was able to talk myself out of it by reminding myself I just need to put in the work.”
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“I’m really working on building better relationships with my parents, I know they’ll be gone one day, and I love spending time with them, does that ever worry you?”
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“Man honestly, I’m frustrated seeing you so obese, you’re my friend, I care about you, I know you could change your life, and I’m not telling you what to do here I’m just telling you it makes me scared/worried to see you like this. Does it ever worry you too or how do you feel?”
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None of these require you to be stuck, have a victim mindset, blame the world, have a shitty life. They’re just a different kind of conversation.
2. Reflect on any areas in your life that you are NOT as confident as you truly believe yourself to be, or where your confidence could be more certain, more grounded, more calm. I think when you said “is it really so bad xyz…” that came from not being 1000000000% confident in that. Maybe 99%. But not 101%.
3. Consider Love Bomb or LBFH.
This obviously seems to trigger you because of the lack of self-love, so, obviously, you’re getting triggered by SOMETHING to do with self-love. Maybe it is 100% their self love, nothing more, but in the world of projections it’s understood that we only get triggered by what we’re not 100% confident in, ourselves. I don’t think you’d be disgusted and fueled by them unless you thought that there was at least a small chance that, unless you take massive action, you might become just like them. That’s what might be triggering you.
Khan AND KB, with or without Dragon Reborn, seems OVERKILL for this issue. Khan overall is SUCH A GOOD TITLE and the healing in it is second to none, so, after a while of running SB + Primal, you could switch Primal out for Khan. They’re their own beasts, now, but a lot of the OG Khan scripting was actually from Primal (or maybe it’s the other way around)… they both deal with healing beliefs.
4. Run only 90s of each title for 1-2 weeks.
- Each ZP title is structured like a mini 4-stager. Within 7 minutes, you’ve listened to the entire script. We know that for SURE. So something around the 90s mark MIGHT correlate to “Stage 1” of each title, the healing component. You’ve frontloaded the script many many times so it’s in there, blooming and washing out. Maybe now, both to accommodate less exposure since you’ve over exposed yourself, but also, just to focus on healing this stuff specifically, you could try running 90s loops to get exposure to the healing component specifically, just for a week or two.
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Maaaan if only I could voice message here, you got telegram? anyone got telegram here?? shoot me a dm if so on @Pigeontan
I’m good, thanks for the offer though.
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What you can do is record your voice and then upload the link of the recording. I almost did that on subclub forum once because I felt the exact same thing haha
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I also think khan black specifically is very enticing, I want that sexual liberation and I’m not sure I quite have it.
How do you know this? Has this been confirmed?
yes it’s been confirmed
Read the whole thread. It’s a goldmine of revelations about ZP.
Now, since we were going to reveal this in the new instruction manual anyway – Zero Point powered subliminals have “break points” in all the scripts that contain the totality of the whole, but within that one section, and the following “break points” build upon the last. In essence, each ZP title is a mini-four stager. So, to start out with a microloop and focus on that while building up over time, is MUCH MUCH more effective than trying to do the entire whole at once.
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This is not just recon. This is your own shadow emerging. The fact that you recognize it, however, is a good sign and you can consciously work through it, just as you’re doing. Just recognize that everyone is on their own journeys, and at the end of the day, just trying to live in a very disconnected and difficult world.
Also, microloops and washout. You’ve been running hard stacks at full length, which we keep advising against.
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I have been, however I’ve switched to half loops, may switch to micro loops or bigger day breaks between loops after washout.
notes post meditation +0.27g of shrooms:
"This path right here. Is this the one? How do I know, how can I walk down upon it knowing it may fail? I’m not invincible, am I?
I wonder if by the end we’ll meet again, this path I’ve taken is filled with scars and bruises, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’m you.
I want to become better. I want to truly connect to women, but it feels as if there’s an impenetratable ice wall between me and them. Where do I even begin? Who do I trust? Even positive signals lead to nothing, and yet sometimes negative signals are there just to mask the underlying attraction… Nothing about it makes any sense.
I want to change, but I can’t change if I don’t have a clear goal, and it seems that with every woman I meet that goal is ever changing. It seems that every small misstep will make them leave. Walking on eggshells.
I do want to change, I truly do, I truly want to connect with women, but it feels that to do so I have to sacrifice myself in the process, to overexert myself over and over again, and yet the other side barely reciprocates. Is it hatred towards them? I don’t know. Maybe so.
Why is it never the other way around? Why is it always the man that has to initiate and suffer rejections? Why is it so acceptable? It feels disgusting.
I do not find enjoyment with women, nor do I find it with men, or humans in general. It takes a very special person to enter my heart and to make me feel something, anything, really.
How am I supposed to love and forgive when there’s nothing but constant spikes along the way? I’m me, but it seems that even that is not good enough.
It’s easy for me to cut off people. Far too easy. But then I end up all alone. So what’s the point to this endless loop? I just want love. One woman. One path. One life. "
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Haha I imagine it’s SB giving you thoughts like that. WB and Primal alone would have you more aloof/carefree/easy-going. Where I live there actually aren’t many obese people. There’s actually lots of attractive and in shape people with lots of money, so I can’t relate 
Nothing in SB would cause a superiority complex. Contrary to the ideas of some edgy individuals, Discord and Reddit circles, being “superior” and glorifying “darker” traits to the extreme simply represents a lack of understanding of the vast expanse that reality actually is.
SB is an exceptionally positive subliminal, and as with all of our titles, it attempts to help promote a sense of respect for people - even if that is through simply leaving them alone and letting them be.
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yeah women have a ton of insecurities and crazy huge fears of being rejected/abandoned, they are humans too you know. but the problem is that your average woman out there is drowning in options so they don’t really have to put any effort. another dude will show up in like maybe 5 mins. the standards have risen WAAAY higher. 30% of men are virgins btw (studies show). most of the time i’m like “why do you have to self sabotage?” “why do you feel not worthy?”, sometimes i get annoyed at them but i can’t save nobody.
what’s crazy is that if you go to east europe, latin america or africa girls don’t self sabotage, if they like you they just go with the flow. they are feminine and trusting and soft. the actual problem is daddy issues in the west because of the rise of feminism. creating trust issues in women and demonising men. women are super tramatised in the west and because they are so afraid of their safety they pick higher status men to make themselves feel safe
get out of my head brother. that’s exactly how i feel, it sucks. they are just little girls that are afraid of being hurt. they need some love
you feel rejected and unloved by them, same here. that’s something to heal
- see above 2. honestly bro if you can, travel to a country where women are feminine and love and respect men, here in the west it’s just meaningless hookups and they think they are queens. there;s no connection. women’s standards have skyrocketed also. thank feminism for destroying the relationships between men and women and the family. so yeah it’s not about you. make a tinder of an overweight girl and see how many matches she will get. answer: more than a male model. yes, it’s true
nowadays it’s all about creating a high status instagram then it’s super easy. but still meaningless hookups with low value masculine women. solution: get the f out of the west
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