I made entries about my customs previously but I intend this to be my journal.
A bit of backstory
I started with Dragon Reborn as my first Sub a year ago as I was already experimenting with subliminals on YouTube but they were mostly made by teenagers for teenagers so I wanted something more.
Went halfway to the Dragon path (it was tough so I used it along Rebirth) but started again when V2 came out, experimented with StarkQ a bit with good results (getting the interest of strangers on the street) but it wasn’t really what I needed at the moment so I stopped. Then I made a physical shifting/attraction custom (Love and Beauty Shock) this was before Wanted came out.
Stopped DR when ZP came out because I was super thrilled to use it, great smooth and gentle healing compared to the crushing Dragon.
I made a custom based on Music including Ultimate Artist and Reinassance Man (Euterpe) and right now I am listening to both of my customs along with Wanted ZP.
I finished my first 21 days following the instructions, gained great emotional healing, results from Euterpe mostly on songwritting and a bit of singing at the moment. Not physical changes (just a bit of better skin maybe) on the custom or Wanted, feeling very loved, but not really Wanted but I’ve been getting more attention from strangers sometimes.
I’m doing another 21 day run of Wanted and feeling very positive about it as the healing has been great so now it can start working on the physical side. I just purchased Ascended Mogul (this will help me with my art custom) so I can use when it’s upgraded to ZP and my second round of Wanted is over.
I’m emotionally in a much better place than last year when I was awfully depressed and started my healing journey. I had several self image issues growing up and in my early adulthood, there was a time when I couldn’t even see myself on the mirror.
I grew some confidence later on so I may have a bit of resistance on the love/attraction/physical but I remain hopeful. Thrilled to see and experiment all the wonders ZP has in store for all of us.
Thanks for reading
I’ll be updating when I feel like it lol