Yep, trying to get out and have the best life. I think SubClub is the catalyst for things to get going. starting with Healing.
I am using Untouchable rn cus i knew i would need it.
Codename: Umbra, correct me if im wrong but it seems more like protection from threats and if i make it to a point where the ppl in control see me on their radar that would be perfect but for now thats not likely.
Dragon tongue sounds good i might use it in a future phase of my subliminal journey. rn im purging and healing.
Song of Joy, i was planning to make a positive optimistic custom in the future with sanguine and throw this could be a part of that.
Thanks for the reply, it’s comforting to know there are more ppl out there who can see things clearer than the average person. I feel like there are gems in any large population but you can’t really tell if they know unless it’s brought up.
I keep trying to hold back and sugar coat or give easier to digest info but often when a subject is opened up then its difficult to hold back telling the hard to digest info. I think I need to learn how to navigate through those convos without making it so I need to explain something and change the subject whenever needed. I think over time I naturally will figure it out. Hopefully
Reminds me of a quote and i’m paraphrasing,
“It’s not about if you are brainwashed, it’s about how much.”
It was rough for me too, I was in denial for a long time and from that I understand if I bring subjects up it can be too painful for others to accept. Also, some ppl just aren’t ready this lifetime. No need. They just have chosen their path and don’t care to change it. They built too much momentum to redirect their life and thats completely understandable.
Same. I catch myself again and again having my world view effected by these even music and movies and shows as well. Although I still indulge in those, not news. It doesn’t matter what views u have. These programs show u this is what you think, believe, hate, fear and complain about. here is the “evidence”. we r right and they are wrong. Just look at the “evidence”
I’ve been debating to switch Elixir with GLM kept going back and forth. I want to maximize results and GLM might actually be better. I wish I could make a custom with both but i’m guessing that its too much.
I could alternate but wouldn’t that hinder the results and be inefficient to switch back and forth. I’m thinking to get the most it has to be consistent for a long period.
This is making me strongly consider switching to GLM next cycle and run it for a long time
Why is that? I was thinking healing is a great foundation to start with. and I can handle recon with my life situation rn so I want to go deep and run DR as well as all the others LD, LBFH, Regen, Elixir, Sanguine, rebirth. Been planning to do just healing for a long time at least a year. maybe 2+. DR the whole time. I want a deep cleaning. But I’m sure after enough healing I would have a different mentality so that could change.
Can you dig deeper into that? What I mean is why do you really want so badly to help everyone around you? I get that we want humanity to evolve and prosper, but from an ego perspective, what makes your or my way of seeing life superior to someone else’s? Aren’t we all entitled to live our lives the way we want it?
Just throwing some mind Yoga out there. Maybe try looking into forgivness practices and mindfulness with foregivness? I did that for a while and it helped me a lot to forgive myself and lessen my anger. I also learned that everytime I try hard to change others or things out there, I’m figthing with the truth of what’s actually here and now. By learning to accept whatever is as it is here and now, I started to feel a lot better because I was not fighting with it. And then I started working on myself and living here and now with my thoughts and actions, and simple just be and act the way I want the world to be like.
The world is in an infantile state ATM, and our leaders are running around like traumatized little teenagers. What the world needs is that we grow up, and that is everyone’s own responsibility. We all have to do it ourselves. It’s like on the airplane when the oxygen masks fall down, you put on your own before helping the children, because if you pass out, who’s going to help the child?
We complain about the wars in the world or how politicians fight with each others. But if we cannot even be friends with our own neighbors here at home, or behave in general, how are we going to expect our leaders to change? Before we complain about or neighbor’s lawn, maybe we should check the status of our own first?
I remember when I used to study a lot of marketing and the psychology behind it, and all the BIAS’es in our brain. It’s simply too painful to most to change their believes, and that’s why the biggest lie are right infront of us. But also knowing about these BIAS’es makes me have a greater understanding for other’s ignorance, because I know that even my knowledge of it, I still get caugth in daily.
That sounds like a killer combo. I say try it out and then see how you react and maybe then start tinkering with a custom.
I just think that DR mixed in with more than one other healing title has a tendency to get overwhelming. If I would do that I would alternate between cycles, because even LBfH has a lot of healing elements to it. The way I see DR is as a very broad and complete healing title, and adding several other more focused healing titles makes it a very daunting task to run. An example would be running Khan together with GLM and Primal. A bit overkill I think, doable, but Khan already covers all that.
I like the concept that some users has been doing here on the forum where then combine DR with a sub that covers something like wealth or masculinity. Like DR + EoG or DR + GLM as examples.
I keep going deeper into it. I understand getting frustrated over something that doesn’t really matter and just is toxic for me and others.
Ppl get along with alternate views and beliefs. It’s an ego thing for me. I want things from others and because of that I care more about what they think. If I was more independent or had a more abundance type mentality I would not overreact much. I think having GLM in my stack would help me with that. I’m going to switch it with Elixir in my next cycle.
Washout day 3
I realize I have a deep fear of making enemies that holds me back from wanting success. I’ve seen some terrible stuff happen to the most innocent ppl and I’m afraid to be on powerful ppls radar so I become less motivated to be the best I could be. I just want to enjoy my life. If DR doesn’t get this I could check out other titles. Idk If something like PCC would help or not in the future.
Im really liking my stack rn
Custom with LD and LBH, DR, & GLM
LD destroys any limitations like I cant heal this or that. Or I can’t make everything I want happen. I think its good for an anti-recon effect for not believing I can heal or change something. Nothing is impossible.
LBH is great feel good sub. self love, self care, self appreciation. I can learn to accept myself and my situation no matter what level I’m at. It also works as anti-recon because deep wounds can come up that are hard to accept and LBH shows me that I don’t need to resist it. It should also help balance the masculinity of DR and GLM.
DR is DR. It uproots and covers pretty much everything for healing
GLM covers ambition and discipline. Helps me push forward to take more action. This will help me create the life I want.
DR Cycle 1
listening to Custom ZPv2 and GLM ZPv1 rn
I keep wanting to plan out a better and better stack questioning if I should make changes. Theres so many things but i’m sticking with what I have rn. I wish GLM had a little limitless cus I think i’m goin to do a lot of studying. My priority is more of a healing focus not learning tho.
Wanting to change my stack is my most in my face recon rn.
I think DRST1 has already started breaking down beliefs. I normally work on my beliefs but it feels lately that there are these subtler, harder to see shifts in my phyche that are just handed to me. or presented to me. like;
Hey, this mentality u have. Look, this is going to go away. Heres a glimpse of how it will be. (and I see a different perspective but it’s too weak to be my own yet.) Stay on this path and you’ll understand this on a much deeper level.
I think something is changing but idk what it is or what to expect.
My discipline has gone way down. It’s like I don’t care. I feel like everything is going to fall into place and workout. Normally I was driven by fear but the fear is fading away or at least not effecting me the same. I don’t feel as much pressure on my shoulders. I was always the most disciplined when motivated by fear. I need a new fuel source to take action. Hopefully GLM will give me that.
I also feel like i’m becoming less held back internally. Feels like in due time I will not hold myself back externally but who knows how, how much or how long it will take. I just need to continue with the stack.
I totally relate. Seems like since DR cleared a lot of fear, my discipline left as well, but I think it’s evolving slowly. Curious to see how GLM affects you as I have yet to run it.
past few days i have been sick. i felt more ambitious due to GLM but due to being stuck at home not being able to do much i let myself go. compulsive comfort seeking behavior. i realize i dont have much to do that is healthy and productive at home. i can exercise. or study/learn something. but i dont have the capacity to fill all my free time with those activities. there are other good things to do but it requires pushing myself to do things that i don’t want to do and don’t really feel are beneficial or enjoyable. i need to figure out things i can do. or ways that i cant sit around with a bunch of free time not knowing wat to do next.
the extra ambition is great. i ended up focusing it on the things that i care the most. i was expecting to use it to work more but i didn’t work. now that i’m no longer sick i can focus on work.
i was almost going to do Paragon this cycle but im feeling better and im glad i dont have to waste another cycle without DR
Feeling like I make progress but also stagnant going in circles. I have these small realizations pretty much every day. I’m hoping it will change something externally not just internally. I think it is but it’s not obvious enough. IDK what it is that is holding me back. I feel there is too much ahead of me too much work and I just have to keep at it everyday.
I’ve been studying manifestation. It could be the missing key but right now what I’m manifesting is contradictory and probably why I feel like I’m going in circles. It’s hard to let go of the way I think and try to solve things. Idk if I am ready yet to just let go and surrender to the wish fulfilled. I can go in and out of being in that state but I keep wanting to return to the state before.
I made a custom an hour ago and messed up by missing a module in the build.
I submitted a support ticket, messaged Saint and posted my support ticket number on a forum thread to hopefully make it a priority because its a time sensitive issue.
Does anyone know who to message to take care of this?
Worried I wont get my custom mistake I made fixed in time. I keep bumping my posts in the forum and checking my support ticket. I hope they haven’t started on my custom yet.
Running DRST1 rn. I can’t change my journal name now so when I change my stack I’ll need to make a new journal.
The next 2 listening days are scheduled to be DR. Looking forward to see how it feels without alternating each listening day.
Man my desperation for change is chaotic. I go to such extremes with so much confusion and mind games. I tired of going in circles.
I want a mind blowing epiphany more than ever. I want to pivot my life in a totally different direction.
I can’t waste any more time repeating the same things. I want change, adventure, the ability to succeed and enjoy it. But for now study, work, eat, DRST1 and visualize what I want to be.
If my mind had momentum its turning directions. idk if things are going to be different or not but something feels different. idk wat it is. wat im focusing on feels less important to think about and is only harmful to me to waste time focusing my attention in the wrong direction. I hope this is something real or lasting and not just something that will come and pass.
I cant rename my journal and i am going to use a custom in the next cycle so im going to probably make a new journal.
I have a lot more confidence having conversation with ppl. Idk when this started but theres a definite difference between the quality and smoothness of conversation I had before and have been having while listening. Idk if it’s when I started DR or before that. But this cycle I have been having the best convos and the more I think of it I think its DRST1.
Weird that I focus on the negatives or not bring as much attention to the positives. Why is it ok to be negative about things but ‘inappropriate’ to be positive. Somehow if something is positive it has to be logically justified much more thoroughly than the negatives. It would be healthier to be the opposite. Why do I do that? Maybe everyone I know does that and I picked it up as a social norm.
I was impatient for results throughout the cycle. I knew I had to just wait it out. I want big profound obvious changes but I think it’s more incremental. I am different that before for sure. The hardest part is just the rush to get to where I want to be. Time and focus was my hangup. If only I could be more efficient and be able to focus all the time. I’ve been working out most days and I worked a lot in a way that felt more natural. I think that is GLM. I was hoping it would help with discipline to not engage in comfort seeking behavior but I have been indulging a lot. This is something I really want to fix. I want to live a default disciplined lifestyle. Things are changing slowly(fast for the sub-less) and it will all work out.
I had some shifts and I’ve been cleaning and organizing a lot. I’ve cleaned things that have been untouched for years. I am cleaning out and organizing my digital world too. I feel like my cleanliness and organization and other simple things like my clothing choice is a reflection of my mental and spiritual health. I’m questioning how I dress in the context what would be healthiest.
I have been thinking about the Alchemist and how I think it would be good for me. I’m spiritual but lost the intensity to practice like I used to. It used to always be painfully forcing myself to do what I think I should be doing. Thats not my mindset now. Context is everything.
I have to gain back my ability to focus and be happy without a bunch of external things. I’m always chasing a fix. It could be food tv my phone getting high etc… I would love to be able to just sit still and be content. or to read a book stay involved in that reading undistracted.
I keep getting nagged by my mind and its like a conflict I just don’t want to have. I want to have a simple understanding and clarity of will and desire. This means I need to be focused on internal fulfillment regardless of anything else.
I could live in a mansion or a beach or a prison and it would change how happy I am drastically. But if I am centered with a meditated and controlled mind I can be happy in any of those places. I have desires that hurt to imagine not having them fulfilled but thats all an illusion. I can be happy with or without it. I just need to fix my mind.
I am lacking discipline in the areas that I was intending but i’m definitely experiencing changes. I have motivation and ambition. I am more focused on the important things I WANT to focus on and not the important things I think I should be focusing on.
I feel really optimistic about the future outcome after im done with DR. I had to take action and act almost like i wasn’t listening to the subs especially DR. If i wasn’t taking action I feared i would be in recon and not get the results i wanted.
I have more confidence and comfort around ppl. I had mental shifts that detached me from things on a mental level. physically I feel healthier than i should be. At times I ate terribly but its like my body and mind is just more resilient and energized.
I am more content with my life and more present in the moment than more often. I feel like I have shedded a lot of psychological weight and im lighter in a way i cant articulate rn.
