Total Break down is digging deep into the heart of my traumas that stemmed from my pathological relationship with my father who would abuse me psychologically on a daily basis since I remember well into my mid thirties (I’m 40 now). Only last night I dreamed about standing up to him, accusing him of abusing me and breaking me, and I grappled with him. My anger was cool, and there was no fear of him in me whatsoever.
SSX is an amazing sub when it comes to conversing with women and interacting with them. Whatever you say or do they respond to you in a positive way. I see a huge shift in how I talk to them or behave towards them, however. It’s only when I consciously try to reshape what’s flowing out from within me when the results get diminished, yet not significantly. I suppose those are only some old mental habits trying to get in my way. Anyhow, that happens really rarely.
SSX helps me express my real self with no constraints, the sense of freedom and the power of self-expression are otherworldly, and I just charm people on the spot. It also helps me unleash my shadow in a social way, and that’s immensely therapeutic for me and really appealing to others. Without a shadow of doubt it’s the best sub I’ve ever run when it comes to tapping into my true self and my real potential.
Just after posting this I opened OKCupid app and found this message:
She’s the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever texted online. It looks like a manifestation to me.
Another manifestation.
Only 15 minutes ago, I though of one gorgeous woman I texted a couple of days ago, but I played it cool by defying her romantic expectations or I would say postponing their imaginary realization, and she seemed to get upset and then she played cold for a couple of days. I’ve just opened the app and there was a message from her waiting for me. Cool. Let’s resume my training in seduction with her.