Chronicles of Rardak: Throne of Bhaal

Recently I’ve been pretty tired due to working really hard for over three months. That may be the reason why I’m forgetful a bit and my mind is slower. On the other hand, it might have been caused by the neurofixing and neurorebalancing that is occurring in me thanks to QL1.

EB:ToG keeps helping me learn “the rules of life”. I’ve got a lot of insights on our nature and the way “the things” work.

Anyhow, I’m glad that I’ll be having well-deserved holidays next week.

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YAAAAAAAY

I’m so happy to see this.

I’ve been curious about this and I’m sure you will have amazing reports :slight_smile:

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Since I’ll be having holidays for one week I’ve decided to swap my custom and EB:ToG for True Social. I’ll be sticking to QL when listening to it. So here we go, the very first loop and then going to the Christmas party at the school. Then going by the sea on the morrow.

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EB:ToG has helped me clarify what I really want of life and define my core values more thoroughly. It forges my spirit in a fire that destroys my doubts and makes me unyielding when it comes to progressing on my path. It stays in my stack for a longer time for sure. I’ll be listening to it and QL1 today.

TS didn’t affect me in any tangible way but I listened to it only thrice.

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I got to the point where EB:ToG is making me feel “ancient” as if being a human was just a memory. I could just sit and watch the world around me changing without any thought or feeling. It’s like I forgot what being human is and entered some sphere that is reserved for… angels (?). However, there’s one thought that has kept coming back to me for a while. My desire, my need, my necessity to break the chains imposed on my masculinity. The need to restore it since it got trampled when I was a little boy who didn’t know who he was and even where he was.

Let’s enliven my journey with tapping into my very essence, tapping into my masculinity and its heritage. Let’s become more basic, more crude… more Primal.

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I listened to Primal last night and I already can tell that it’s kicked in as I feel even more relaxed and careless in social situations. On top of that, I’m getting urges to be primal and violent that are totally under my control. They feel quite pleasant, I must admit.

Last night I dreamed about joining a fascist organization and being a part of something much greater than me and much more… primal and powerful.

It seems to me that Primal has started communicating with my shadow and maybe even is trying to unleash it.

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As I expected, Primal has enlivened my life since my social interactions are way less serious and way more playful. Also, the attention I had been getting from my female students has increased significantly. I feel way '“lighter” than I used to when listening to EB:ToG. My mood is excellent and… it’s great to feel like “human” again. Also, my masculine essence has got denser. The essence in the form of calmness and solidity. Being just “a rolling stone” deep inside.

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Primal seems to be the most natural phase of the whole subliminal evolution after one is done with emotional healing and unbinding from the artificial limitations imposed on lots of men. Primal is indulging in the purest essence of masculinity and progressing to GLM seems to be the most obvious next step in order to refine what was given back to the one thanks to Primal.

I can still feel EB:ToG affecting me in the form of amazing introspection skills and great analytical skill boost. It helps me see more clearly how Primal is affecting me and what direction it’s driving me in.

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I stopped listening to EB:ToG a couple of days ago and it still drives me to many insights and conclusions. This time it’s related to running Primal and the whole idea of alpha and beta males. I say there are no alpha and beta males but men with minds and men with raped minds. Mentally healthy man is what society calls “alpha” and mentally “unhealthy” man is what it calls “beta”. Humankind hasn’t been working in the alpha and beta way (in the biological/primal sense) for centuries. Primal is the way to sanity.

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Do you have any experiences with mastermind/submodel alpha/ iq booster?

EB:ToG was a hard run for me, but the bloom I got afterwards was PHENOMENAL.

I think your results with EB are only just beginning, my friend :slight_smile:

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Even though I’ve rooted out a lot of nasty counter-beliefs and healed my major traumas I still need “patching”. The biggest gap I can see is related to the main topic Primal addresses - that is the essence of masculinity - calm and the control of my sexual energy. Since I started listening to Primal I lost my interest in using porn and even the idea of using it seems to me to be really strange. Anyhow, I don’t think I’ll be needing Primal for a longer time but it’s definitely a necessary step before progressing to the higher levels of my self-development.

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Primal is filling in the gaps in my core, strengthening it beyond everything I’ve tried so far. My internal power has increased significantly and I’m noticing that my external power cannot match it anymore, therefore, running Power Can Corrupt will be necessary in the nearest future. I need to create a new balance between internal and external power and I feel it cannot be done without PCC since I’m rock solid at my core but my “vibe” seems to be missing the X-factor, that is social game mastery.

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The stronger I’m becoming inwardly the stronger need of getting stronger externally I see. My outer reality doesn’t match my inner world anymore, in that regard. Running PCC is just a necessity, a must. However, for now I need to stick to running my custom and my stack and I believe I’ll be ready to switch Primal for PCC in 1-2 months. That’s damn quick patching Primal is doing for me right now. The urge to watch porn and fap has dropped to 0. I haven’t done that since I put my hands on Primal. Good.

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I feel and see a dissonance between my inner and outer power… I’m like a rock deep inside but outwardly I’m so “smooth” and “soft” when it comes to my behaviour. There’s nothing wrong in that but it’s kinda weird, being a badass inside but a prince charming outwardly.

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Why not switch to primal seduction? Get the internal power of primal amd external of sex and seduction

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Sex and seduction is oriented towards taking action in the sex and seduction field and that’s not a goal of mine since I’m married and I’m a high school teacher where the level of attraction I display has made a lot of my female students tell me they fell in love with me. I don’t want to get overboard with this, really. And what I need is the X-factor only PCC offers, that is improve my social game mastery. Only this can match the internal power growing in me so rapidly on Primal. Primal builds my internal power on the cultivation and control of my sexual energy. For example, I’ve never been able to control my sexual urges much but now it’s just so natural to keep them at bay. How can you take your life in your hands and build your dream life (Ascension) if you cannot stop flogging the bishop?

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It’s time to switch to QL St2. I’ll be running it along with my custom this evening.

When it comes to QL St1 I could definitely see and feel hormonal changes occurring in my body. I had too high a level of uric acid but upon changing my diet and listening to QL St1 my body started removing huge amounts of it and now it’s much better since my hallux doesn’t hurt anymore (that’s the first symptom there’s way too much of this acid in your body).
I feel refreshed and I’m eagerly waiting for what St2 is going to do to me. :blush:

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I ran my custom and the first loop of QL St2 this evening. Let’s see how it unfolds although I feel how taxing it is… that is, a lot.

Edit: I can definitely notice a cognitive boost. I listened to the loop around 2-3 hours ago.

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I haven’t reported it so far but the Hair module is doing wonders for me. I started using it along with Rogaine 5% (a hair serum) three months ago and the results are outstanding whilst the description says the first visible results usually show up in three months. I have plenty of baby hair now and some of it has turned “adult” already.

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I’ve been getting a bit recon recently, perhaps due to being constantly overworked for the past few months… Nothing serious yet nothing pleasant either. :rofl:

And that subtle menacing feeling, that accompanies me and indicates major shifts bound to occur in me, has been lingering at the core of my matrix for quite some time.

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Being totally relaxed, and a bit nonchalant if I please, in social situations has got so deeply ingrained in me that I just stopped seeing it as a result of running Primal as it feels as it had been always there. Primal has taken this to a whole new level. What’s interesting, I’m rock solid inside but very “smooth” and “soft” outside but I’m very strict when it comes to abusing my boundaries, expessing politely yet firmly that I shall not tolerate any of this.

Initially, I got hindered sexually in terms of my sex drive that dropped to almost “0” but now it’s got to a “new normal” where I’m not so insanely horny as I used to be and I have a good control over my sexual urges that was non-existent in the past.

A lot of women have made remarks on how handsome I am and how they like my nose, eyelashes, etc.

Quantum Limitless has given me more clarity when it comes to my thoughts and made them more manageable and efficient.

My custom keeps helping me develop my natural capacities, and the most pronounced is control over my feelings and reactions.

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