Chase’s freewriting journal

After reading the new microloop guideline and the replies by Saint, I decided to make a commitment to it. Just did my first ever microloop (30s). Since last year I haven’t had a regular or fixed listening routine, I think it’s good for me to have one now. It almost came as a relief to my mind as full loop with many rest days in between is harder than shorter loop with less rest days to it. At least it seems to be the feedbacks I am getting.

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Well I was so sure that 30s was a piece of cake and now I am having reconciliation. I feel like it has got more to do with my past full loops being released with the crack that is microloop if that makes sense. I am currently feeling anxious, easily triggered (e.g. sensitive to noises) and slightly overanalyzing. I kept thinking/trying to fil the gaps in the microloop guideline. For example, I was thinking when recon if one should further lower the exposure or increase rest days or both of them, if yes for how long etc. Also if one was in recon for sub A but not sub B, since both subs were meant to have the same amount of exposure, would it mean sub B be held back by sub A? How about if sub A reached say 7m but then a new sub was added, would it mean A had to go back to 30s to match the new sub?

Then a thought popped up and told me to “do” instead of overthinking any of that. All these overanalyzing mean little in real life, all I need is “just do it”; I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it and anything else before that is just my mind playing armchair philosopher.

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Still on 30s. Originally I considered moving on to 1m but after reading Saint himself was on 30s with his subs I decided to stick to 30s for another session or more, depends on the amount of recon. The recon I am feeling is less than the last session, though clearly it is here.

I am not rushing to higher loop; I am determined to do it properly this round with fixed schedule (discipline) and pay attention to what, when and how recon is brought up (clarity). I have a clear goal of what I want to achieve out of EoG1-to reinvent myself fundamentally. The background, the upbringing, the brainwashing, the experiences etc. don’t matter, they no longer define what I am or what I can do, and I am as fortunate and capable as any big shot. With EoG1 I am not looking for wealth ideas or opportunities, they exist in my life because they are the incidental effects of me being a fortune person if it makes sense. In fact EoG1 installed a few keywords in me: shake off and shave off, beyond and transcend.

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