Day 10 - Zero Point
Fired up the UA and Stark yesterday, felt a little more distracted than usual but still tried to meditate into the ZP and let it wash over me. I feel like I’ve been having an emotional purge this past week or so. Like cleaning out the mental gunk, and I think that has been part of this physical/mental exhaustion I’ve been experiencing. On the one hand it’s great, get that sh*t out of here. But on the other hand, the discomforting physical symptoms haven’t been that awesome. The subconscious is such a wildly powerful place, and I’m looking forward to having better reigns on that power for where I want to go in life.
Been getting a lot of feedback on the latest iteration of my script, the final piece came in yesterday. Been mulling over the rest I’ve gathered over this past week. Mostly positive stuff, which reminds me that my potential is there and that I’m so much more powerful in my craft than I even realize. The critical feedback has all been constructive and the people offering it up have all just wanted the best for the story, and that has been a positive experience in and of itself. Honestly there is an excitement, behind that layer of fear, to putting it all on the line and letting people see a work in progress.
Rest day today, but I’m going to take the time to sit in all the feedback and start putting pen to page as I tune up the story and give it the spit shine it needs.
On an unrelated note, been pouring through the journals here and it’s been great to read about other people’s journeys in this process. I meditated this morning on the importance of like-minded community, and being surrounded by ambitious people looking to be the best they can be and not settle is such a powerful tool in this life.