Carth's Quest into the Quantum

Journals - Major Programs
#1

First! My stack:
-Ultimate Artist
-StarkQ [Terminus/Qv2 alternating]
-Emperor
-R.I.C.H. [Solace]

Quick Note:
I’ll be the first to admit that I have not been the best about keeping up with my journaling as I’ve embarked on this journey I started [on and off] in the fall of last year. I posted about my creative struggles when I first joined the forum, a brief recap:

I’m in a creative field and content creation plays a big part of that. I have been really letting myself slide in that department. I had some bad experiences that put me mentally behind and shot up my confidence and ability to create so the biggest things I’m looking for within these subs is to rewire things back (and be stronger) while relighting my fire for creativity in a way that not only inspires me but also is profitable.

Anyway the holidays were busy and I got in some loops when I could, but I’ve been putting in the reps 5 days a week since the new year, and the results have been staggeringly positive.

I joined an accountability group to help keep me actionable as I rewire my mind and I have not been this creatively productive in such a long time! I’ll give you all the highlights:

-I re-wrote a script that has been sitting in my drawer for 2-years
-Started networking, through the accountability group, and meeting people that align with my values and making new friendships/relationships.
-Fired up a new branch in my company and finding ways to innovate the pitch to stand out to potential clients and raise revenue.
-I just feel more positive as my mindset attunes to growth and potential rather than limitations.

I’ve lurked and studied around this forum as I had questions or wanted to see other people’s experiences, and I’m grateful to all of you for your research and openness to vulnerability as we all strive to be the best version of ourselves.

I’m writing this now to help keep myself accountable to update with more changes and attunements/realizations as they develop. Subliminals are powerful tools and I’m glad I have them in my arsenal.

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#2

Welcome back!

I think you are using the Qv2 and Ultima v2 1 hr files. The tech have now been updated to Solace masks and 15 mins files with the new ZP builds. You can find the new ZP files in your downloads.

Also, the new ZP build states having a stack of 3 titles max at a time (with a possible “booster type audio” coming later). Here are the listening instructions:

#3

Very interesting! I’ve seen some whispers around the forum about Zero Point. Just downloaded those upgrades and once I get acquainted with the proper listening techniques I’ll get those swapped out!

Thanks @Lion for the update and the link to the directions!

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#4

Thinking about it more @Lion I have one quick question with the ZP titles.

My stack is currently four, and after reading the directions I understand why a cycle would be limited to three, but would it be detrimental to rotate in the 4th title when the cycle restarts?

For example:

Day 1: Title 1, Title 2
Day 2: Rest
Day 3:Title 3
Day 4: Rest
Day 5: Title 4, Title 1
Day 6: Rest
Day 7: Title 2

And so on.

#5

This is not a cycle, my friend. This is the same as having a stack of 4 titles. Which will lead to overloading and reconcilliation.

What you can do is run Titles 1, 2 and 3 for 45 days as per the listening instructions. And then run titles 1, 2 and 4 for the other 45 days.

This will allow Title 3 to bloom while you are running Title 4 and vice versa.

To be frank, am not a big fan of this form of waiting to run a particular title but this is one option.

The other option is to remove 1 title for now and stick to only 3. And looking at your stack, you can remove RICH and still do fine since all the other 3 titles have wealth scripting.

EDIT: 21 days or 45 days per cycle is a point of contention and am too lazy to look up which is the correct one. Hopefully someone else can answer this in this thread.

#6

Ahh, yes. Thank you for the clarification, and I appreciate helping me narrow down which title could be put on the side as I run the upgrades.

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#7

Glad I could help. All the best!

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#8

I think that stemmed from this post by username SaintSovereign:

"It’ll be 45 days, but if I’m right, you’ll be able to switch stacks every 60ish days and get good results. So, for example, if you want to start a business, but you also want an outstanding sex life, you can run a business stack for 45-50 something days, washout for a week, and while the bloom from the business stack is kicking in, run a romance stack.

Obviously, this isn’t as potent as just running one or two titles exclusively, but this stack rotation method will let you slowly increase your OVERALL baseline over the course of a year, and you’ll see incredible results."

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#9

I appreciate the clarification, @Seeker. Thank you.

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#10

DAY 1 - Zero Point

Holy smokes, took Ultimate Artist and Stark out for a Zero Point spin this morning and…I was not prepared for the brain energy. I mean I’ve read people talking about the power of them but it was something needed to be experience to be believed.

I fire up Ultimate Artist and as I’m walking to the kitchen I had to lean against something because I felt woozy. The good news here is that with something as visceral as that I knew it had to be doing something.

I ended having to take a little mental breather before going into Stark, although I felt more prepared for that one.

The biggest takeaway for me today though is that my inner voice that spoke to me was…my voice.

You may be thinking that duh, Carth, of course it’s your voice. But the thing is whenever my inner voice speaks to me it’s a different voice other than my own, I don’t know when or how that started but it’s been something I just accept as normal…So when it was MY voice talking to me this morning, it really threw me for a loop.

I don’t know how leaning into Zero Point is going alter my results trajectory, but today is officially Day 1 finding out.

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#11

DAY 2 - Zero Point

It’s taken all my discipline to not fire up the ZP again today. “It’s just 15 minutes”, keeps taunting my mind.

But! Trust the process…

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#12

Day 5 - Zero Point

Did my loop of Emperor a couple days ago and just finished my loops of UA and Stark for today. Feel like I’m getting adjusted to the ZP programs, doesn’t feel as heavy in the head as it has in previous loops.

Still early in this first cycle so interested to see where it goes from here.

#13

Day 6 - Zero Point

Rest day today. Been thinking of how I can up the action side of the process as I sit between ZP sessions, really push through to the future I want to build. Thinking the answer lies in the script I’ve been developing, doing some more world building and focusing on other elements to really bring it to life. Couple all that with visualizations of the final outcome and where I want it to go.

So much to explore and figure out, both with ZP and this story.

#14

Day 7 - Zero Point

Ran Emperor, typically with my subs I try to blend in my journaling and some other creative writing and have it run in the background, but with ZP being 15 minutes I felt like I could sit in meditation and visualize as it worked it’s magic.

I’ve found my visualizations are getting clearer, which is great for the action taking and the manifestation I want to be implementing more into my routine. I feel like my mind has adjusted to ZP’s demands, not feeling the heaviness I have in loops past any longer.

Working through story elements has been getting easier, inspiration seems to be finding me these days rather than the other way around, which is good because what I’m working through creatively needs as much as I can get my hands on.

Thinking about the future of my creative endeavors and contemplating the next steps of the creative process. Part of me is considering swapping out Emperor for House of Medici after this cycle or the next as cultivating relationships will be key for what lies ahead.

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#15

Day 8 - Zero Point

A few hours after I recorded yesterday’s journal I just felt terrible, physically and mentally. Tough to know if it was the subs to any extent, but it definitely took a toll on me.

Glad today is a rest day before hopping back on the grind tomorrow with UA and Stark.

#16

Day 10 - Zero Point

Fired up the UA and Stark yesterday, felt a little more distracted than usual but still tried to meditate into the ZP and let it wash over me. I feel like I’ve been having an emotional purge this past week or so. Like cleaning out the mental gunk, and I think that has been part of this physical/mental exhaustion I’ve been experiencing. On the one hand it’s great, get that sh*t out of here. But on the other hand, the discomforting physical symptoms haven’t been that awesome. The subconscious is such a wildly powerful place, and I’m looking forward to having better reigns on that power for where I want to go in life.

Been getting a lot of feedback on the latest iteration of my script, the final piece came in yesterday. Been mulling over the rest I’ve gathered over this past week. Mostly positive stuff, which reminds me that my potential is there and that I’m so much more powerful in my craft than I even realize. The critical feedback has all been constructive and the people offering it up have all just wanted the best for the story, and that has been a positive experience in and of itself. Honestly there is an excitement, behind that layer of fear, to putting it all on the line and letting people see a work in progress.

Rest day today, but I’m going to take the time to sit in all the feedback and start putting pen to page as I tune up the story and give it the spit shine it needs.

On an unrelated note, been pouring through the journals here and it’s been great to read about other people’s journeys in this process. I meditated this morning on the importance of like-minded community, and being surrounded by ambitious people looking to be the best they can be and not settle is such a powerful tool in this life.

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#17

Day 11 - Zero Point

Ran my Emperor loop. Felt that blast in my brain again this time, but rode the wave and used the 15 minutes to visualize and chat with my inner subconscious about what I want and where I want to go.

Plotting out my course for the rest of the day and finding some actionable items I can do to push me further to my ultimate goals and clock in some recharge time to let myself be alive and reflect in the stillness of life.

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#18

Day 13 - Zero Point

Took it easy yesterday with my rest day and did some world building for my story. Daily momentum, however how small, is the goal to keep me moving forward. Ran UA and Stark, did them on opposite sides of the day to break up the mental programming, which seemed fine so I may keep moving it that way when its time to circle back.

It’s funny how change can sneak up on you. I’ve been thinking on my ZP journey, and even just my Sub journey in general, so far and I realize I’ve created expectations on what change should look like or feel like. But that’s not how it works.

I’ve moved more toward my goals in life these last few months than I have the last couple years. I don’t necessarily feel different, but I’m more productive and things are moving into place so I see tangible proof that things are evolving. It hasn’t been some aha! moment, but a gradual current that has been carrying me through actions.

It’s not better or worse by any means, progress is progress and I’ll take any and all of it, but that’s where my mind has been wondering as I finish up my Stark session for the day.

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#19

Day 15 - Zero Point

Ran my Emperor loop. Journaling has been a new addition to my morning meditations these last couple days. Typically I’ve kept a gratitude journal but felt like I should expand into pouring all my thoughts on the page and take things a little deeper. Clean out the gunk if you will to make space for the bigger and better thoughts and ideas.

In that vein, I’ve been expanding the world of my story, it’s amazing how much stronger the creative muscle can get with practice. The task of creation feels ever daunting, but seeing pieces fall into place is like an extra log on the fire.

I’ve also been putting more emphasis on my physical exercise these past couple weeks. Stripping excuses out of my vocabulary one by one, and hitting the pavement every other day. Right now it’s been primarily cardio heavy but I’ve been looking into some weight training programs and will be incorporating that into my non cardio days. The body and mind work hand in hand and I want both to be tip top as I carve my path.

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#20

Day 19 - Zero Point

Busy weekend with work, but still ran my UA and Stark loop and my Emperor loop this morning. Spent some good time in solitude the last couple days, something I need to do more. It felt good just being with my thoughts, and not just creatively but also with life. Not to mention it’s pretty nice to be beholden to no one’s schedule or time but your own.

No major epiphanies in the last few days, but the road is long and it’s persistence mixed with patience that creates any sort of lasting change. And so I drink deep from the cup of both and forward I move.

One step at a time.

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