Ok, this is weird. I’ve read through the Q store multiple times, but that module name didn’t sound familiar. I even looked for it after you mentioned it, and didn’t see it. Yesterday, while doing a loop of Beyond Limitless Ultima, I read through every module, and…
there it was.
I recognized the image for the module, but for some reason I must have skipped right over the name and description when I looked previously. I can’t imagine why, but evidently I did.
I noticed the same thing happened with Information Releaser. When I was paying attention yesterday, I caught myself moving my eyes right over it and saying “…nope…” like I was intentionally avoiding it.
I know there’s something buried in my mind, I caught a glimpse of it at the meditation program last year. One of the sessions was using qi gong deep breathing and a visualization exercise to go back in our minds to a time when we experienced an event that is still affecting us. (I forget the exact wording the facilitator used, it was more eloquent than that).
I had the briefest flicker of being very young, 2-3 maybe, and someone was taking something out of my hand. Pulling, tearing, stealing away from me… I didn’t want to let go. That brought up such a crazy powerful feeling of sadness and anguish that I started sobbing, in the middle of the room. (That was pretty typical for that week, it was designed to root out every negative thought and trauma we’ve ever had and reconcile with them/release the emotion. But to give you an idea of how intense that specific part was, even as I’m sitting here at my desk remembering it, I started feeling the same way.)
But here’s the thing.
I have no idea what the memory was. I tried to dredge it up to get it out, but I just heard a voice, my own as a child presumably, screaming “no!!!” and it dove back under the surface of my consciousness. It was the most agonizing despair I’ve ever felt. More even than when I’ve lost pets and grandparents, more than the worst romantic breakup. And I still don’t know what it was about. I have no conscious memory of anything like that happening to me.
I did a qEEG theta meditation session after that and looked for the memory, but all I could find was the little kid version of me, crying uncontrollably. I knelt down and just hugged him until he stopped, then he walked away and disappeared. When I was back to full consciousness, the tech opened the pod and helped me out, and then removed the scalp electrodes.
That was nearly a year ago, I still don’t know what it was about, and just thinking about the memory is enough to get my eyes watering again.
It’s weird, I didn’t even share that with my wife, and yet here I am posting it on the internet… but where else would people understand such an odd event? 
Fire or Saint Sovereign would have a better answer though. I’m interested in this as well. 
