Building Stark 2.0 - BLACKICE'S Q Custom Journal

I just started with my wealth/productivity custom. I am liking the combination of the two together as I feel they make a great pairing.

The only healing module I have in the custom is ARES(God of War).

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From what I understand your saying, I’ve had similar reactions, when I’m sometimes surprised to feel a level of fear and doubt at the prospect of a big opportunity or change- I’ve come to see it’s actually incredibly healthy, when embraced or there is no self-judgement of it.

In my case this doubt/ fear is essentially saying ‘you have the potential to fall short of an ideal and incredible opportunity you have, be wary’. That’s a good thing-its a good edge, for me at least :slight_smile:

When I embrace this it gives me energy to engage the new opportunity more powerfully than before.
Because subs don’t cause us to transcend to transcend our humanity, but have a more powerful relationship to it. And stress/negative emotions are an aspect of being human. (distinct than healing trauma)

I’ve come to see it’s not fear or doubt under the surface as much, even though its ‘negative’ its actually energy, edge, incentive in proportion to the challenge or opportunity I am being presented.

And I’ve actually experienced this newly on Emperor, before I would be indifferent, because it didn’t matter, I could not see myself as someone who could take/handle that opportunity so I was apathetic but more ‘fearless’.

In my case the fact that I have a level of fear/doubt is because I believe I am someone worthy of that opportunity, and that is a good thing. This may or not be the case with you, but it felt relevant to share.

And in any case congratulations again on the Stark Promotion!

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I’ve got a little of the “fear of succeeding”, but only in the sense of having a bit of imposter symdrome to the extent that I might not be as good as someone else thinks I am and I’d let them down.

In this case, the fear was that “we need to talk” meant something bad… how often is it good??

Back when I was dating, I had a much more pronounced fear of loss, which didn’t exactly make me super attractive to the girls I was seeing. Any time there was a disagreement about somerthing, or she didn’t want to hang out, or she took a longer than usual time to respond to a text, I’d get worried. In fact, I specifically referred to it in my mind as The Fear, because it was that specific.

There was one specific day, several years ago, when for whatever reason, my iPad started recovering images from iCloud… so it was like a slideshow of photos that I’d very intentionally deleted, showing me the girl who was no longer in my life… still a bit of a sore spot, even though I’d started casually seeing someone else (this was 4+ months later). I texted the new girl, and asked if she wanted to hang out the coming weekend, and she said no, she had some personal stuff to take care of. I asked if there was anything I could help with (she had recently moved, so I figured maybe she needed to get some new stuff, or move things around etc). No, she said, she needed some time alone to figure out some personal stuff and she’d text me when she felt like hanging out again.

The Fear hit me like a ton of bricks, that I was going to be alone forever. Also, a huge sadness. I thought things were going well, just a couple of nights before, she had come over for dinner and we ended up making out on the couch for a couple of hours, so I thought things were going pretty well!

Turns out, she was dealing with an issue with her new landlord and just didn’t want to involve me, and we ended up hanging out that weekend after all. And the weekend after that, and then soon pretty much every day. A year and a half later, we were married. :grinning:

So, the hold that The Fear had on me regarding my romantic life is gone… I no longer have any worries that I’m going to be left alone because she doesn’t;t want me anymore. That was a huge relief, of course.

(While still on the topic of relationships, I do still have the occasional bad dream (nightmares, in some cases) about another girl that I was involved with about 10 years ago… man, she was terrible. I was really foolish to not see the multitude of red flags there. Ugh!)

The only time The Fear shows its ugly face anymore is with financial situations. When I was single and in my 20s, it was ok if I was poor… I’ve just turned 40 a few weeks ago and have a family to support, so the prospect of financial disaster is a much larger threat now.

I’ve had repeated assurances from the “higher ups” in my organization that they won’t let the company fail, that no matter what happens I won’t be turfed out on the street. In fact, the notion that I even worry about those things is puzzling to them, and perhaps a bit impractical. (I’m on the board of directors, and also own a sizeable chunk of the company, after all…)

And yet

I still have a deep seated fear of loss… of security, of freedom (financial, or otherwise) and I now firmly believe it’s holding me back from taking certain actions.

I seem afraid to fail, even if failure for a specific thing would be nothing more than a minor inconvenience or setback. I’m fighting against this, and have a driving ambition as a result, but it’s restrained.

I NEED to eliminate this fear, this sometimes paralyzing fear of loss or failure. From EVERY aspect of my life.

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I misunderstood, I realize the fear was from -the ‘we need to talk’ speech, and the implications of taking on something totally new, like what if you lose everything?

It sounds more like something from the past that could use emotional healing rather than what I am referring too.

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I believe
new beginnings
I am
Ares
Blue Skies would all be great modules to support with this

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Here’s what I’m thinking… seriously I’m like a kid in a candy store here, and with the knowledge that more modules are dropping in the next week or so, I’d better pick ones now lest I’ll be forever deciding. lol.

I’ve maxed out each at 3 cores, total of 20 modules.

Wealth/Productivity Custom - The Stark stack

Cores:

  1. Stark - Of course
  2. Quantum Limitless ST4 - Enhanced Intelligence
  3. Ascended Mogul - Boost to productivity and business mindset

Other Modules:

  1. Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy - Obvious :slight_smile:
  2. Financial Success Reality Shifter - Obvious :slight_smile:
  3. I.Q. and Cognitive Booster - Smarter is good!
  4. Overdrive - This feels like a good match as well
  5. Productivity Unleashed - Obvious :slight_smile:
  6. RAIKOV - I want to model greatness
  7. Carpe Diem Ascended - Essential
  8. DEUS - Essential
  9. Informaticon - Essential
  10. Lion IV - Essential
  11. Naturalizer - Essential
  12. Omnidimensional - Essential
  13. Pragya - Essential
  14. Deep Sleep - Essential
  15. Joie de Vivre - Essential
  16. Gratitude Embodiment - Essential
  17. Yggdrasil - Looks good to me!

Healing Custom

Cores:

  1. Regeneration - Healing
  2. Survival Instinct - Feeling safe
  3. Quantum Limitless ST1 - Removing blocks and emotional trauma, plus prep for a future QL custom

Other Modules:

  1. Carpe Diem Ascended - Essential
  2. DEUS - Essential
  3. Informaticon - Essential
  4. Lion IV - Essential
  5. Naturalizer - Essential
  6. Omnidimensional - Essential
  7. Pragya - Essential
  8. Deep Sleep - Essential
  9. Joie de Vivre - Essential
  10. Gratitude Embodiment - Essential
  11. Yggdrasil - Looks good to me!
  12. Negativity Displacer - Transform negative emotion into positive emotion? Hell yes.
  13. Iron Frame - Standing my ground in stressful situations. Yes.
  14. I AM - This one really resonates with me. No pun intended, really.
  15. Blue Skies - I think I need this one.
  16. Attachment Destroyer - Go away, fear of loss! :wink:
  17. Natural Winner - Seeing any failures as an opportunity to learn, definitely good.

With each of these I would also run Sanguine Ultima, and I’ll likely get Rebirth and Beyond Limitless Ultimas too. Sanguine could work with both, whereas I’d run BLU with the Stark stack, and Rebirth with the Healing stack. Although, is Rebirth Ultima still needed if Regeneration Q is already used?

There’s a lot of crossover between these 2 customs, my hope is that it will help them 'play nice" with each other and support the unique goals. That will be the same with all of the customs that I do, as I feel certain modules are crucial regardless of the sub focus/goal.

I really appreciate all the feedback so far, any thoughts on this latest iteration?

I think you should be looking more into the stages of Ecstasy of Gold, instead of AscMogul or Regeneration.

Seriously. :+1:t2:

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The Stark stack is super dense. QL Stage 4 is basically QL stages 1-3 + additional scripting to optimize them all, Ascended Mogul is of course Ascension + Mogul, and Stark itself is a “big” subliminal to run.
So technically speaking you got 6 cores in one custom. Nothing wrong with that at all, as long as you can process it all without major reconciliation that makes you want to change subs.

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For which custom?

I picked AscMogul for the reported fast acting wealth & productivity boost in my Stark custom and and Regeneration for the healing custom. I did look at EoG ST1 for both as well but felt it didn’t fit in either one well enough to bump one of the other cores.

I intend to do a much deeper wealth sub in the future; with EoG, Sultan, Tyrant, etc.

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Indeed!

I thought about that as well, and originally planned to do Limitless instead of QL ST4, which I am still open to. I’ve done QL ST1-2 already so I think I can do it, but I’m ok with changing it if advised to do so.
As for AscMogul, from what I know of it, it would give a short term boost while Stark et al do their longer term changes in the background.

6 cores equivalency does sound heavy, though I’ve been running Stark Q Terminus alongside Sanguine Ultima for a little while now without any issues, and would only be running these subs each once a week or so to start.

Thoughts?

Maybe look into these:

Jupiter
Tyrant
Inner Voice
Stress Displacement
Ares
Februus

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Thanks for the suggestions! :smiley:

Re: Jupiter - I’ve got tons of results enhancement modules, including Yggdrasil, so I think I’ve got the manifestation stuff covered, or am I missing something here that makes this one a better option? Same question goes for Februus and the limiting beliefs.

I’ve got Tyrant saved for a future custom where I go really deep on wealth (and probably alpha as well), as I think it would fit best there.

I like inner voice and ARES, they are definite maybes for my healing custom! I’m already maxed out for modules so I’d need to remove one for any new one I added. I have a lot of crossover, any suggestions for something I might not need in my healing sub, as it’s already in my Stark sub?

I don’t see anything called Stress Displacement, though I’ve already got Negativity Displacer… is that the one you were thinking of?

Just bought Beyond Limitless Ultima, excited to try this one!

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I’ll be doing a custom with negativity displacer, I’m really excited about this one.

From what I guess-The way it works is like in that moment when your boss said ‘let’s talk’-and you had whatever reaction you had and then it leads you to an ongoing emotional state or concern-with negativity displacer than initial moment of concern/fear/doubt disappears and your filled with a positive emotion in dealing with the current situation. then when you look back on the situation you start fortifying and building up a deeper new view of yourself and how you handle things

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Exactly! My first thought was “oh crap, it’s bad news!”, which is forgivable given the odd situation. With Negativity Displacer, I’d much rather my mental response be “Cool, maybe he’s got some really exciting news to share that my EA isn’t cleared for yet!”

Ironically enough, he did share some news that I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone about, relating to another person in the organization…

I just would like that reaction to have actually been the one I had, instead of abject panic and imagining worst case scenarios all the way there. :laughing:

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Its a good fit then! Really curious to hear your feedback on this one. I won’t be getting my custom with that one for a few weeks.

Sounds like you’re just present to a lot at stake for you and your family-so while your reaction and mind going to worse case scenarios, was not ideal, I personally, wouldn’t make too much off a judgement on yourself or your emotional maturity based on that -that said your taking the steps to become and show up more as the person you want to be-partially by buying a custom with negativity displacer :slight_smile:

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Considering that there are no refund for customs, I’d start “small” and work my way upwards ie Limitless in place of QL Stage 4.

But, you know best. If you are certain that 6 cores (technically) will work, then go for it.

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Not really sure if I’d agree with this premise here. Do note that EmperorQ (OG) had at least 4 cores in it. If you check the sales page:

And Yes, EMPEROR ALSO Contains the ENTIRE Scripts of Ascension, Mogul and Sex Mastery X, and “Quantum Limitless Lite.”

And then people were stacking this with other subs like PCCQ, Inner Circle, and other major titles.

Although, maybe add Mosaic to better fit everything?

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For Jupiter -

For Februus -

For Stress Displacement - I believe it is on page 16. “Stress has negative effects on our spiritual, mental and physical health. It is no wonder that we unconsciously attempt to relieve stress in so many different ways. Now there is an efficient way of doing so, by easily removing all feelings of stress and replacing it with positive feelings.” This may not be needed if Sanguine is helping already or if Negativity Displacer does as Azriel mentioned.

I think Ares will deal with the cause of any particular fear that may come up for any given situation allowing Inner Voice to help you power through with your own positive reinforcement.

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I think it will be ok, but I don’t know for sure, which is why I asked. :slight_smile: I’m totally fine going with Limitless vs QL ST4. Whether I do QL now or later, I’m good with either. I don’t want to try for too much too quick, so maybe I will go with Limitless to start, instead of QL ST4. I would be stacking that with Beyond Limitless Ultima.