Building my path (RoM + RoS + HS)

29/05

This morning I had the best study session in a long time, I felt focused and didn’t get tired and I love this effect, it makes me feel like I never stopped using QL.
I don’t have much to report, sadly I don’t remember my dreams for a couple of weeks and I woke up tonight at 3:33, it never happened to me

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30/05

I know it’s only been 2 days but I love this sub:

  • I feel light, productive and more willing to do anything
  • I feel happier and able to handle stress
  • I sleep less, before I slept 9-10 and I felt like it wasn’t enough, now I sleep 6-7 hours and I feel ready to face the day
  • It’s destroying my desire to watch porn/masturbation
  • More motivation in general
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What sub are you referring to in this post

You’re right I didn’t mention it, I have started Genesis and will only use this for at least 90 days

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So you’re only running Genesis at the moment? Rom, Ros and HS are not being listened to anymore?

I’m glad you like Genesis so far.

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Yes in fact I wanted to change the title but it won’t let me change it. The objective of the diary is always the same, I changed the sub and the way of acting

01/06

Genesis is that sub that you feel right away

  • Both in regards to productivity and cognitive improvement
  • Negative thoughts (sometimes even loops) end quite quickly
  • It helped me save money (I had to cancel a trip but it was non-refundable, I contacted the hotel who listened to me and gave me my refund)
  • My mother gave me money because I helped her a lot during this time when she wasn’t well and I had to replace her at home
  • People are kinder to me
  • More energy and motivation
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02/06

Yesterday I was able to test myself in the social sphere, and it was wonderful. Last night I went out with some friends and talked a lot with new people (even girls), with people I know and old school mates, I was very sociable and as a shy guy who doesn’t talk much I didn’t expect to go so well last night.

I’ve noticed that I need to learn to speak and express myself better but practice will help, I felt very normal yesterday, totally in the present and thinking of nothing else, people liked talking to me and all this made me very happy.

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03/06

  • I continue to get healings mostly with my social issues, it definitely helped me to act more instead of withdrawing into myself. The more I am with people, the more I feel at ease, I feel steady healing compared to earlier this year when I was with people but felt the same anxious emotions next time.

  • Yesterday a girl I know said that when she sees me she feels immediately happier, I express joy to her, but in general people seem to get along very well with me.

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@LovingEmperor

Also in my experience, people are more open to starting a conversation. For example, today I forgot to add in my journal that when I was in line to pay for my stuff in a grocery store, two old men interacted with me (one was telling the other if I was his nephew & the other one asked the other if I was his son) while joking with each other.

So it looks like Genesis helps you make social interactions lighter & funnier.

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Definitely this, I used to worry about how to start a conversation or how I should continue it, now it’s all natural; the rewritten Libertine and Love Bomb auras helped a lot, both to meet new people (especially girls) and because people are comfortable with the aura of love bomb, it’s a perfect combination.
I read the genesis objectives today, almost all of them have already manifested and has yet to finish the first cycle.

Glad your Genesis journey is going strong too bro! :muscle: :heart:

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05/06

I keep feeling more and more confidence and I feel that many things inside me are changing, it’s probably the sense and need for adventure inside me, I’ve become more attracted to things i haven’t done and never had (for example relationships, i also feel more attractive and confident)

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@LovingEmperor …and the best thing it’s to think you just started the Genesis journey. Imagine what’s going to happen if you let it run for x weeks/months…

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Can’t wait to find out, sometimes it gives me the David Goggins mentality, I feel that I have to work hard and I have the energy to do it.
I was also fantasizing about a custom one, you could do just about anything with the Genesis core.

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06/06

Today unfortunately I didn’t pass my exam, I had a few days to study it and I was destroyed, as if this failure had really hit me deeply, I don’t know why, I’ve always had the mentality “it’s not a problem I can always do it again”, but not today, I felt so much anger.

After a few hours I calmed down, I’m much better and the only thing I want is to do much more than I had planned, I went from anger to having a flame inside that repeats that I have to give more, I have to amaze myself because i can really achieve so much, i feel i need this failure because its telling me i have to break these limitis

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Amazing mentality. Please give me some of that! :laughing:

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Thank you so much mate, I’m sure by the end of your journey with Khan you will have so much more than that :muscle:

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09/06

In the last few days I’ve noticed that I’m challenging myself

  • I notice it especially when I train and this has given me excellent results,I am improving a lot.
  • With studying, this also makes me more productive and when I take breaks I read a book (I’m reading “Black Swan” by Nassim Nichols Taleb), I’m optimizing the breaks
  • In general I feel less stress, even in social interactions that drained my energy even before going out

@RVconsultant Could you please close this journal?