gonna start observing from now untill 2 weeks
with the new routine + if i see or notice some recon symptons or results cause honestly im suspecting that im stonewalling but at the same time i dont think i am,
but a couple of days ago i felt some emperor changes, so i dont think im stonewalling, maybe my results are super slow due to a heavy stack like mine? dunoooooooo
we will see how it goesssssss
i think i might be feeling some recon not so sure, but its really been a weird 3 months for me
but if its recon then its a good sign
i think im back on track?
Maybe
im experncing less fear, in terms of the effect of the emotion itself
fear is the main element that i face a lot, my subconcious sadly is filled with it sometimes since i was a kid
now im experincing it as less effective, just like when i first started listening to subs, i know thats Limit Destroyer Ultima work’s, lovely
Ahh good old fear. The fear of death! And the deeper you go into your fear the less you will find it is…
It’s there, it’s cute, it’s part of the human reality. And on the other side of fear is innocence, and that’s powwwaaa 
fear is the main blockage of love, elimate fear, you find love pouring out of your heart its our nature
a divine loving lost soul
Love the fear 
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Update:
i think thats a good sign that im not stonewalling and everything is going great!
i keep observing my fear and emotions within once they come up,
the effect of it is sooo small just like back when i started LDU and StarkQ , the fear went from 100% to 20% in terms of effects, such a small cute litle fear 
however i noticed this in the morning, but i have to face more situations that provoke that fear and then judge 100% that its very weak of an emotion in terms of effecting me
very lovely! im happy that im not stonewalling and that im good on my huge lovely stack!!!
EmperorQ+Quantum Limitless ST1+ RM+ LDU
thats a lovely stack
gonna update today if the fear thing is due to LDU, mama mia lovely pizzeria 
YES i am back on track 
observed more and i can defenitly thats LDU back on track baby
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also noticed some posture fixes but still not a perfect posture, but if i would do a wrong posture it would make me feel uncomfortable so its good!
still nothing new on emperor or QL, didnt notice quite improvments
seeing some recon today very slight and light but defenitly its recon 
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slight changes i would say? very minor but i can see things moving
hmmmmmm, i can totally sense Limit destroyer, fear now has less hold of me, before it was overwhelming, ive mentioned that couple of times before and i can confirm even more
the weird thing is
i dont think im noticing anything towards QL1 or Emperor? i sometimes have a theory on like a behaviour that it might be inspired by emperor, but nothing clear at all, im not even sure,
i stopped looking for results, im more observing on whats changing, to see and notice the smallest details
but honestly im not so sure about QL1 and Emperor
Limit destroyer and RM are definitely creeping up slowly and im re-gaining my past results before i did my washout which (made me lose my speed or progress in some-how)
but im no rush, i think my stack is heavy to be showing fast results, it needs more time just observe more
and no rush for results, as long as im seeing small details and recon, then im good to go, and i dont have to worry about stonewalling on my stack
Cause idk this stack might be dense and needs lots of time to show results since emperor is big enough and also QL1
QL ST1 is a healing sub. In a lot of cases healing subs will to some extend overshadow the other subs for a while. Most people have reported that on QL1 they dont actually feel many changes, it mostly works as a preparation for the next stages, so it makes sense that your results may seem less pronounced rn. That should change ones you get accustomed to QL1 though.