im not happy that i kinda lost what i like in terms of music, 3 weeks ago that thing was so hard, now it sounds dull lol,
but thats not the point here i want to make, i will keep pushing no matter what
cuz im going through and listening through tracks on bandcamp, and nothing is interesting me so far, so i was like fuck it imma keep digging more,
im sure things will open up and i will know the answer soon
I was experiencing serious recon with limit destroyer. I don’t know why but I feel its understandable if you have a lot of limits to destroy. It wasn’t until I removed it before I started getting very productive. Back then I was listening to Emperor, Mind’s eye and Limit destroyer. I replaced limit destroyer with Quantum limitless
I thought about replacing limit destroyer
But it seems like a wonderful sub, but i havent noticed anything new at all from it
Biggest highlight was reducing fear from my subconscious, lots of fear got reduced
Maybe LDU is the cause., i thought of maybe God like masculinity as a replacement or paragon to fix some health issues,
But surely i havent noticed anything new with limit destroyer at all, ive been running it for 6 months now i think or 7 months
im playing some game and im cursing a lot,
i removed LDU from my playlist now for good, for some reason i have a feeling that its causing my delay of progress. so its ascension now solo, maybe for a week or two to see how things feel after removing LDU
the recon was awful tbh, it manifests as not feeling the music anymore, which is deadly to me tbh
if things progress better in the next 2 weeks with ascension, i will add RM to my stack this will be good 
Posture feels amazing today, i feel as straight as a tree
It feels nice
i kinda feel like a bullet lol
Im back into feeling the music, i love it.
Guess ill dump the shit out of LDU sorry buddy
i thought about replacing it with an ultima, but idk i will see how things work out, i wanna prioritize RM and finish QL stages,
So maybe adding rm later, then adding QL in the next months
Observation:
I noticed that the urge to debate people to prove myself that im right has slowly demolished, i just keep laughing at their posts lets say on reddit or wherever and never really care
Damn what if the plot twist was that All along LDU was shitting on my progress for about 6 months, and now I’ll ascend to space cause I removed it
i feel more disciplined hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
MAUWHHAWHAHWHAS, 
Some recon today and frustration with my parents today
Before i never experienced this with my parents or anything, since ldu is out things are moving thats interesting
I notice when I stopped using Limit destroyer I stopped having recon and started seeing results. Mainly cos I already knew the limits I wanted to destroy so what I did was I ran rebirth ultima just to see a new path and take it. So maybe you might just go through the same experience I passed through
I will not be using any healing subs like ldu or anything
Ill go back to manuel healing with breathwork or anything
I think. My situation is just like you, i see great things from removing it. I think its the best decision
this recon felt very weird and very subtle small anger, and frustration
im very very happy that i ditched LDU i have a good feeling about the move that i did,
Don’t get me wrong. Healing subs are cool esp when you know what it is you are trying to heal
not feeling great today, my sanctuary has let me down
Woke up feeing great, havent had this in quite some time
I seem to always woke up kinda tired
Freaking ldu was causing me lots of trouble i guess
i think im becoming more disciplined, as i am observing who i was before, i think my will power got increased pretty well
im gonna add RM tmw to my stack, although i want to add QL and finish the stages,
but i feel it can wait until i settle on a good terms with what i have in mind
holy shit im very excited for RM to add into my stack again,
this is amazing, things will turn into the better <3
Less vivid dreams, better sleep quality since i dropped LDU
Before i would see a vivid dream every night literally,