I saw one of the scariest nightmares of life, oh god it was terrifying and creepy and all sorts of disturbance
Holy shit i woke up terrified how could be a dream happen like this?
added RM to my stack yesterday, its now
1x Ascension
1x RM
im feeling great, and its looking very nice from one loop
much more feelings towards the music, i had some good morning singing and dancing while im making my smoothie
played my playlist yesterday and i feels some recon today sadness or i kinda feel overwhlmed that i lost my way of life,
but i know its just cleansing now, so low emotions doesnt mean bad things always
I just woke up and the feeling like wanting to sleep more and more became present,
I used to have this feeling a lot in the past,
Its been 5 days since i added RM to my playlist,
So maybe its just getting used to the new sub, however, until now i think i havent noticed anything with RM, i saw some things but idk if it was it or it was just random
i feel like im trying so hard to like something far from what my heart sees,
i actually feel very lost, but i think i can see where i should go,
im kinda sad these days, my dad almost is turning against me, over this dogpiss vaccine,
im off university for about a term, and ill post pone this term, cause of this tyrant mandates
idk what to do in life, its really been getting me
FUCK BIG PHARMA,
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Alright, everyone — this doesn’t turn into a flaming war over vaccines. That’s what Reddit is for.
I’m really surprised you haven’t jumped on any ZP tracks yet, I thought you would at least run EZP asap 
Any reasons why?
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im just expressing myself over my journal, and my frustration of mandates in my country. i got a bit emotional today, not a very good day today
if someone adopts an opposing point of view of mine, thats their choice im not here to debate or do some reddit posting hahaha
im just expressing my thoughts since i have no where else to express them. i usually keep my twitter clean cause of the gov. so my journal is my way to go sometimes
i got really excited when they dropped, especially emperor
but i thought i would wait until theyre not previews anymore. or build more experince on Ascension Qv2 before jumping to emperor zp or ascension zp when it comes out
also things arent going the bestrn , so im having a rough ride lately so i dont want to mess up and switch with subs then check out emperor, then evoke more stuff, then later maybe ill want go back to ascension again and jump aorund,
i think that would hurt more
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wanna know what I think was the reason your results on Emperor Qv2 felt lacking to you?
I think because you were more aligned with StarkQv2 and couldn’t embody Emperor as much, and something like Rebirth would have helped you a lot since it mainly helps with embodying the “new” archetype more.
I think you will enjoy Emperor ZP regardless of when you use it, I never built any foundation with Ascension, so there’s that.
I hope everything gets better soon bro, if anything, I think you might do much better if you went with Chosen, and since we come from similar cultural backgrounds, I can tell you that Chosen does an amazing job.
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stark worked like a charm for me, the confidence and the social aspect, everything was awesome i really liked it
ascension has been pretty good, but theres nothing to report anymore lately only first week or so it was great or till 2nd week , the posture is on point which tells me its working. but i used to have really good workouts in the first week i had like an inner calmness thats pushing through the last reps
but it slowly faded away, you know what? i might try out emperor next month or the month after it, if my bassline doesnt go up
i mean i tried, i was taking action on a daily basis, so idk if the gelling thing is true or not, that theres some subs that no matter how much you run em you wont be happy with them, cause of the alignment with your personality
but yes i agree, i feel like im more of a stark, i love socializing and lots of things that it offers, but im not interested in fame
but emperor’s package is full on discipline and drive, and all that stuff that is most important than stark I WANT EMPEROR’S SAUCE 
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maybe daredevil ZP (when that’s out) with Mogul ZP would be better for you.
think about that stack and see what you think 
what exactly do you want the discipline and drive for? just work? working out? or life in general?
thank you man, it will inshallah 
fuck society bro hahahah if anything i dont want anything to do with them, man this culture and and society sucks ass,
let them rot and suffer hahaha, i want to build my own empire
and also you got me pumped with Emperor ZP or Ascension ZP so i might try them sooner than i expected
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my ultimate stack bro would be like:
Emperor or Ascension ( FULL SAUCED DISCPLINE STERIOD DISCPLINE AND DRIVE)
RM ( i cannot talk about how much i love it)
QLST4 ( BADA BOOM )
and im running rn, Ascension and RM. 1x loop each
im waiting to see how it feels and how the results are, cause its not like what i excepted until now, but maybe give it more time 
cause some of Ascension effects faded away,
worst worst case scenario if nothing works like i want it even emperor ZP, i will go back to Stark
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hahahaha come on man, I see you as a social leader, and when it comes to our cultures, we need connections, even if its to build our own empires.
i mean look at me, my end goal is to dominate Qatar’s Olympic Committee, build connections with pro athletes, and potentially create my own gym clothing brand in the future and take it beyond things like Gymshark, but we both know that connections would boost that goal’s speed by a lot.
vitamin W is important bro 
Chosen, Mogul and Emperor, all 3 will give you a good supply of those 
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hahahahahahh i cracked hahahah
man if anything, this society or culture will never be fixed even if prophet Mohammed came from the sky to fix things up. this society is dead
society needs about 300 years to get fixed. they act like animals i cant believe that i was born here
i think of these times as the dark ages of europe, but its arab dark ages
idk how it is for you in qatar, but man people here are such savages like animals its insane
i really wonder how is this possible
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that’s one of the main reasons for why I barely have any Qatari friends, but have friends from everywhere else
you keep people caged up with certain laws, while the rest of the world has its freedom, what do you think that would lead to?
bro i have 0 friends, literally. 0 O hahahahha i cant coupe with the average mindset here.
i used to have a couple of friends, but i had to move away from them to grow, they were a blockage to my growth but theyre really nice people
but all they do is smoke and watch movies, and get high and their not open minded at all, sometimes its disturbing but they were so nice of a people their souls are just awesome but i had to just disappear
its also arabs in general, but then i look at UAE and Qatar and im like maybe not , these guys are decent human beings, im not asking for incredible mindsets and so much openness and kindness here
the least thing you can act like a human being and have some manners, i swear theyre the same as animals
bro i swear once i get the chance to leave ill leave ASAP
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use Emperor ZP and bend your reality man