Budewr’s journal

[Budewr]

@yousirnein

I mentioned spartan since it is probably used in emperor and primal seduction to increase passive attraction. I would assume that this is ares + fat burning.

really? i didnt know that at all,

@yousirnein

Did you create or start a workout routine while on emperor,

on emperor i wasnt working out regularly and my gym membership was finished, but during my washout i signed up again at the gym, i was doing body weight exercises at home when i was running emperor but it wasnt consistent

@yousirnein

and is this the 10% results you talked about?

not sure what you mean, the results the i wrote today were from ascension cause i played it for the first time last night

emperor results maybe you can find them up in my journal, from august 1 till November 7 i played emperor

then did a 16 day washout, then i played emperor maybe twice then just yesterday i started ascension : D

[Budewr]

@Budewr

also, its just my first day on ascension, im very happy and grateful
but what will make very happy is that those experiences are consistent

cause first time i played emperor,when i woke up i felt like inner fire inside and incredible desire for greatness

but that soon left and never came back

so im not gonna get super super super excited about ascension, actually i am but i will try to control myself, cause its just the first day

and over reacting is always not good

but im grateful

@yousirnein

and is this the 10% results you talked about?

ah you mean this? no that was like just a feeling that passed after the first day , my 10% results of emperor are very transparent and very invisible. i am more confident id say after running emperor, but not so much but it improved my confidence a bit

also other things that i cant recall cause they weren’t so obvious you know? my run wasnt great thats why i cant specifically recall improvements

[sid]

@Budewr

but what will make very happy is that those experiences are consistent

With any subliminal Consistency happens when you have an outer structures to sustain your results .
Don’t look for consistency if you don’t build smth in the physical world . feelings are awesome thoughts are awesome . But a total life changes happens when you have OUTER STRUCTURES.

This advice is from someone lived in his mind for to long … change will happen when you apply your thoughts into the reality .

Examples for outer structures.

• job/career /business start smth and continue with it
  -. Self awareness and action is the name of the game and Ascension will help you tremendously.(you may start teaching any skills you have , volunteer , the possibilities are endless ,
• put yourself in new situations / learn from a mentor
• go to places /events where you meet new people . Create new friends.
• depending on your life situation you may move to live a lone.
• do new things / have a new experiences / challenge yourself .
• go find a love and enjoy your time with .

Excellent start Ascension sub will be your turning point

[Budewr]

@sid

With any subliminal Consistency happens when you have an outer structures to sustain your results .
Don’t look for consistency if you don’t build smth in the physical world . feelings are awesome thoughts are awesome . But a total life changes happens when you have OUTER STRUCTURES.

Yes my friend i agree, i was doing all that on emperor btw, i was pretty much doing lots of action and i have a structure that i follow and a routine

And i go to meetups and meet new faces every weekend, so i was pretty much doing that but idk with emperor

So im still with mindset, but ascension will hopefully be wayy better with consistent results with effort that i put in

Thanks bro again

[Budewr]

bro, i woke up from a dream that im fighting someone almost to death what the fuck dude, i was in the supermarket then this guy annoyed or something and i wanted to fuck the shit out of him

man these dreams HAHHAHA

[Budewr]

Damn it feels good when the mind has no saying into my actions

I went to a rockwool factory 30 mins from where i live, took some rockwool acoustic for my new studio and now im at the carpenter, and it feels just fine

A regular me would feel not so good, i hate doing tasks but now its fine

Holy shit im very excited for today that im gonna playa ascension overnight

You know youre excited when your waiting for the next day to happen so you can play the sub overnight

[Budewr]

I just woke up and im definitely feeling something in my body

Its 5 am now, waking like a champ to a new day

Im feeling a very slight light energy of confidence within,

Also i had some dreams with ascension about me solving a rubic cube and being super smart dont know if this is related

But im feeling some energy inside my body slight one, maybe its the confidence just like emperor that i felt before

I will report more back to see how is ascension helping with my day

[Budewr]

Also felt more productive took the trash out without having second thoughts about it, feels things are way easier to do

[Budewr]

A thing that i think i noticed is the things that werent natural for me and the things that i didnt feel like doing became something like a natural habit that i do you know?

Case if you want this natural feeling of lets say doing 10 mins of staris machine before hitting the weights

You have to do a lot of cardio that your mind will shut up one day and not nagg on how uncomfortable it is or that 2 minutes is enough lets get to the weights now

i did 5 mins of stairs machine on level 7 which is new to me. Cuz usually at min 3 ill be dead

But somehow i feel my fitness feels way stronger its like my mind knows that this is good for me so why do i keep nagging on him and talking to him about uncomfortable this is

So the stairs felt very natural and very smooth i love it

I couldve done 10 mins but i gotta hit the gym quick ans go home

[Budewr]

I think ive seen some journals that say something very similar, that things that didnt feel natural and uncomfortable felt the opposite way?

Maybe thats an ascension thingy

[Budewr]

You know like those 2 last reps that feel like crap and you just wanna end your set cause your mind tells you to do that?

It disappeared

[Budewr]

The posture fixing is really noticeable

Its like its the other way around, before a good posture wouldnt feel so much comfortable, and a bad one with the shoulders forward would feel much comfy

Now it feels like the shoulder chucked back is way much and smoother and more comfortable, unless were talking about pooping in the bathroom

[Budewr]

I also feel like theres a small voice in my head thats holding me from lets say wasting time, its not a voice it feels just like me bro thats the incredible part

Like i had a thought that says lets go to the cinema and buy some cigs and get some nachos and enjoy a new movie,

Then a natural counter thought came up and made feel not that exciting and it would rather focus on working on music,

Whats crazy is that that voice feels so natural its not like an invader that sounds fake, it feels so me dude

But that wasnt me a week ago hahahah

[Budewr]

And also whats crazy that this feels so natural that if you were not fully aware of whats going on, you wouldnt notice

[Budewr]

My voice feels a bit deeper and more confident

Also i feel more masculine hahahah, this feels great

Nothing stupidly broish masculine, i just feel more brave deeper voice, a bit natural confidence in my skin

But the confidence is not very obvious its kinda slick which is still cool hahah,

Dude im so tempted into running the old listening pattern, im so hungry for results after 3 months of starving HAHAHA bro i get excited for the next day so i could play the loop

[hyperbeam]

The natural feeling is a bit sneaky in a good way. Journaling helps when you compared yourself now compared to a month ago or even 6 months ago.

You do seem happier as of late.

[Budewr]

@hyperbeam

The natural feeling is a bit sneaky in a good way.

Yeah man if youre a dead unaware zombie you probably wouldnt notice a thing changed but i kept being alert and i always do when if comes to sub results just to not blame subs for not working and me being too blind to see

You also see the slick natural thingy? And notice it?

Yes im very grateful now that im running ascension and put emperor on the shelf that was a wise decision,

Honestly i would say the past 6 months are the worst in terms of growth, ive grown at much better rate, but sometime the train slows sometime it goes faster than ever, life isnt a stone

But yeah im pretty enjoying how it is, and it hasnt been a week with ascension and im happy

[hyperbeam]

@Budewr

You also see the slick natural thingy? And notice it?

Yes I do. I have noticed internal and external changes in myself. Mostly from Emperor then Ascended Mogul and also RICH. I am a bit more assertive and less aggressive in real life. From RICH, I am steadily becoming less risk averse. I take more risk but it is more calculated. Not something super risky like investing with life savings or on credit.

[Budewr]

good to hear man, good luck on your journey bro <3

[Michel]

@Budewr

Dude im so tempted into running the old listening pattern, im so hungry for results after 3 months of starving

Whilst it’s tempting to push it further, there’s no need to because Ascension works quickly anyway. Day by day you see the results build so every day is a win.