Budewr’s journal

Hey man how is it going? Is the last scene already more moving in your country?

Yeah it’s max 2 titles for me too. You know when I ran Ascension Qv2 the full effects of Ascension where still there in the rest day. Using the one day of one day listening pattern, with the weekend resting. I have never had that with the other titles…

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hey man :slight_smile: im doing great thanks for asking hope your doing fine as well

what do you mean by this? i dont understand

yeah me too i think its better that way faster stuff,

thats awesome man, i cant say the thing about myself with ascension but i think with zp now it will be great, i have a nice feeling about it :smiley:

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Autocorrect changed it haha. I wanted to ask about the party scene in your country? No DJ jobs?

I think you will like this one: “If you are lonely when you’re alone, you are in bad company.” - Jean-Paul Sartre

hahah there is but its not my type of thing, its like you play for cafes and restaurants which doesnt feel authentic for me i think its stupid in my opinion,

i very much do :slight_smile: whenever i feel alone i remember that its not having any friends is the issue, its me whos not feeling myself’s company

on 3th day of washout, feeling a bit of a posture fix kinda?

i feel im aware more of my posture, i just noticed this morning,

im hitting the gym soon, see how it goes i will try to catch myself off guard with my posture to see if thats ascension influence

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Feeling some ascension stamina at the gym, and i thin my posture is looking clean

Maybe the washout is bloomin :sunglasses:?

Im not sure yet

But i can feel some stamina with some last reps

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Bro one tip, stop saying this because it becomes a gateway for negative thoughts and can lead to you feeling disappointed.

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I appreciate the comment brother, but im not sure really

Its just a perspective rather than an affirmation

Also im learning to let go of the lust of results and focusing too much on the sub,

Things became much easier

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I feel very brain foggy, bro everything is out of focus

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Processing and recon.

You might need a bit more washout.

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Think about it this way, if you injected testosterone at 400mg per week, 3 times a week, for 16 weeks, but no weightlifting whatsoever, and don’t make ANY significant gains, then are you gonna say that steroids don’t work?

These subs are like that.

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Gonna start my listening at the 4th

But if i feel brain foggy the next days ill take more rest

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finished my washout :slight_smile:

listened to my playlist overnight

posture is doing great while im making my smoothie feeling a bit sharp

also ive been feeling anxious a lot whenever i wake up, cause i have this weird paranoia that somehow the zp files didnt play correctly or that my phone was muted and it couldnt play em, or that the playlist somehow went wrong or that the headphones fell down while im asleep

and that might be the reason with my littlie results but lol its bunch of thoughts i know everything is correct, like the playlist my head position when im asleep to avoid the headphone to not be wore off

but the anxious is real though lol, whenever i wake up it always happens i just keep thinking about that maybe the zp files didnt play correctly

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until now. nothing crazy with results with either programs

paragon or ascension

gonna give more time for this month, if it dont go well il go back to stark as a main sub

maybe ascension + stark :+1: but that merely depends on how paragon will do in this 21 day cycle, ascension too

although i kinda can see some posture change, but barley anything else

LETS FREAKING GOOOOO

Your boi back on track im start c-walking

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I probably only slept for 3 hours and a half. But i gotta start my day.

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Day 3 of running 1 loop of stark 1 loop of ascension ,

less noticeable effects from stark than that i experienced at day 1

i woke up feeling a bit tired the same effect of my body wanting more and more sleep so that might be recon,

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Observation: noticed my focus while reading is improved while theres people talking in the cafe

Usually i feel so out of focus and cant focus when people are talking

But now it seems very clear and its just background noise and i can read nicely

Stark effect id assume, or paragon but definitely its there

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What’s your current stack?

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Stark + Ascension + Paragon