gonna replace Emperor with it tomorrow 
i ran emperor for 8 days i think, now ascension is out, its time for the real muscle 
ill report back here
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Damnn the switching sub urge is real, im having thoughts and urges about just ditching ascension and hopping on emperor lol,
But nah
bro if anything ill have to stick to it for at least 2 months then evaluate 
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even that,
i feel like i lost my trust with subclub cause of my slow progress and results, so i want to get blown away by results and just let my body know and my fast paced mind know, that look it works it totally works and youre on the right path keep doing what youre doing,
cause my progress was very inconsistent, like i get good results by week 1 or 2 with subs like ascension, then the results disappear for some reason
emperor first days were incredible then the results vanished
(im talking Qv2)
hope this issue gets solved with me running ZP. i need to build the trust back, cause sometimes i feel like its not working but i tend to do it when the results arent very good, so why go on? and then i think its because my mother’s lang isnt english and that my english is very average, im not a super god english speaker i speak fluently id say about myself
BEHOLD ASCENSION ZP MY FINAL CARD
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bought paragon to see if it can help with my skin issues and some jaw clenching, and vision improvement
back to basics
- Ascension (for discpline and will power)
- Paragon (health and wellbeing)
actually if im being real, i only need those 2 or at least i only need ascension for that discpline that i lack
and im adding paragon to solve my skin issues man, i hate it, it makes me feel uncomfortable also i want it to help me with my jaw tension and also my digestive system and overall health wellbeing
my health is a top priority for me although i really love chips hahahah but its a top notch for me
also if paragon doesnt help with my skin issue ill request for a refund thats always an option
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okay so i ran 1 loop of ascension and 1 loop paragon overnight
damn paragon made me wake up at 1 am when i slept at 9 pm,. i had some sleeping problems.
usually i sleep like a baby i wake up at 5 am or 6 am from the time i went to bed,
but dude i had such a hard time sleeping, like i woke up at 1 am then i tried to sleep again and then woke up at 2 am then tried so hard to sleep then woke up 3 am then i tried again to fall asleep (btw i put a track of silence that goes for 1 hour before the actual zp files plays, so it must be paragon causing all this stuff while im asleep)
then i woke up at 5 am finally the alarm goes off, then i try to wake up and i feel super sleepy when i try to get off bed
i felt kinda dizzy in someway
til now nothing to report
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also i had a dream and i think its related to ascension, i was at high school and some guy tried to mock me and throw stuff at me, and i made him stop and told him to back off cause it was not cool and it was rude
then he tried to throw a glass at me then he ran away, lol
then one of my actual school bullies was there. and i told him something aggressive hahah that he needs to back off him and his friend
thought i would mention this dream 
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so i think i got the message behind why am i not feeling the music i used to like
its a calling for me, to start find my truest self expression through music and create something that my soul feels, not related to anyone or anything, techno not techno whatever the hell it is, just create what you truly love and feel joy with, and i think thats the way
cause i know i love music, but i kept digging and digging more techno and im not even getting emotional when listening, it kinda became a habit rather than a thing that i enjoy,
so i guess i know the answer, and i have to face the pain behind not knowing where to go, and just to create what my heart calls for
i think its an ascension thing
noticing im responding to fear differently, i fear much much less
will report anything if i suspect its ascension or paragon
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i wouldn’t say im sad but im a bit down
idk why is life treats me in some ways, like i personally think that i feel im playing life on hard mode or at least in my perspective , like for some reason i feel like my life could way be easier than this, like really ., and that theres something about me that wants me to go through all of this
but that would suggest that im a prophet or a messenger and i do not believe in that
i am special as i am the only person that is me, theres no other me
but what is life trying to teach me here ? i had 19 years full of shit really im 21 years old, and the 19 years of my life was horrible, i consider myself 2 years old matter of fact, cause thats when i was reborn to my new life and perception
but i feel now im feeling low and lost, and i honestly dont know if thats subs trying to mess with me and that i should stop , or thats just life taking its course
how do i know? how do i know if im on the right path?
but i like this quote always makes me feel safe and that i have to just keep going and that theres a destiny after all
it goes like
“only the tallest tree has the experience of the roughest wind:” theres some truth in that i love it
and yes im feeling some emotional recon, im in tears writing this cause i hate feeling lost lol
anyways ill do my best,
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You’re healing.
You’re growing.
You’re becoming whole.
Push through.
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thanks friend
Will always do
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nothing new to report on ZP feels very slow
no posture fixing with ascension (had it pretty quick on Qv2)
no push no productivity
no confidence boost
but tmw is my 5 day washout so im gon see how it goes + maybe i need more time
I feel okay with waiting. Although i was on my phone the whole time
Might be ascension
Btw If you feel down you could try maybe Love bomb or Sanguine to add into a stack.
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I think i need more of letting go and acceptance rather than adding more titles to my stack
Im already running 2 titles so its a bit too much to add another title
Hey man how is it going? Is the last scene already more moving in your country?
Yeah it’s max 2 titles for me too. You know when I ran Ascension Qv2 the full effects of Ascension where still there in the rest day. Using the one day of one day listening pattern, with the weekend resting. I have never had that with the other titles…
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hey man im doing great thanks for asking hope your doing fine as well
what do you mean by this? i dont understand
yeah me too i think its better that way faster stuff,
thats awesome man, i cant say the thing about myself with ascension but i think with zp now it will be great, i have a nice feeling about it
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Autocorrect changed it haha. I wanted to ask about the party scene in your country? No DJ jobs?
I think you will like this one: “If you are lonely when you’re alone, you are in bad company.” - Jean-Paul Sartre
hahah there is but its not my type of thing, its like you play for cafes and restaurants which doesnt feel authentic for me i think its stupid in my opinion,
i very much do whenever i feel alone i remember that its not having any friends is the issue, its me whos not feeling myself’s company
on 3th day of washout, feeling a bit of a posture fix kinda?
i feel im aware more of my posture, i just noticed this morning,
im hitting the gym soon, see how it goes i will try to catch myself off guard with my posture to see if thats ascension influence
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