I’ve been using Sex and Seducation since relese at day and Ascended Mogul during sleep. This journal will be for both of them and their respective progress…
Notable changes: I’ve been waking up hard every morning since starting S&S… my social skills have vastly improved… Im speaking 2x more than usual. Im easily expressing myself…
Regarding women… general disintrest… so far… I really don’t feel like giving anyone any attention… I have zero% desire to even try. I haven’t seen a big difference with my interactions with women… however i am reading social ques a bit better now. But i dont know where to proceed. Like one of my sudents ( female/ married ) looks intrested. I see it in her eyes. But i dont feel like rolling with it.
Persuing women is no fun. Unless im having sex with someone i don’t see why i should give them any special treatment or attention. They might as well be a dude. This does not mean i hate women or that i am trying to ignore them. I just don’t see them the same way i did. I feel picky and i dont care what they think one bit.
I am fully expressing myself to the world. Taking on challenges. But with women, only the ones who see my value and truly want me are worth my time. If no one cares, i dont care either. So be it. sooner or later… i will become someone gets to have the best pick… from a sea of endless fish.