Black Adder Custom Sub Journal - "The Evolution"

Day 30
X 1 Rebirth
x 4 terminus custom

Had a dream a character from my college years confronted me he said “stop using emperor core now”.

I replied “fuck you” i swung at him with a punch and the blow landed he backed off.

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No one will stop the Emperor

Sounds like further conviction of your choice is growing/being unleashed.

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Day 30
X 1 Beyond Limitless
x 4 terminus custom

Switched from Rebirth to BL i was very impressed i ran it early this morning and hours later I had laser focus concentration. My conversions were extremely fluid during the meetings. Perhaps it was a combination of the IQ booster module and BL. BL is really helping me to absorb information like a sponge for nearly 6 hours. After that I felt tired and angry.

On the dating front not a lot has happened. Approaching women and chatting to them ends with i have a boyfriend or the polite brush off. Its not been a good month for meeting women compared to last year. In fact I am feeling really negative and down with the whole dating scene.

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Day 31
X 1 Beyond Limitless
x 4 terminus custom

Had a strange dream where my phone rang i picked it up and a voice on the other end said “you should be ashamed of yourself”.

Another dream i could not find the right bus to my home town. I searched the entier bus station and felt lost.

The third dream my mother was knockong on my front door but i just could not open the front door because it was locked.

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Day 32
X 1 Beyond Limitless
x 4 terminus custom

BL makes me feel cheerful and happy and it motivates me to focus on my freelance career. I generally feel happy with myself since I added BL to my stack. Reconciliation seems to be non existent. I always run a single loop an hour after my custom.

I also think that BL works very well alongside the licensed module that i have in my stack IQ booster.

Will go out later today to socialize and report back later.

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Not sure this dream of yours feels so familiar.

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I think dream is telling me that I have a few challenges right now and I just do not know how to overcome them. Unable to find the bus home i see it as looking for a solution to a challenge but cannot find the solution. This is reflected in my dating life its going nowhere right now despite me going out and interacting with women.

Went to a social event today and was social as ever chatting to a number of people. There were a few women I began chatting to however I was expecting the custom seduction scripts to kick in and work their magic however I didnt see any signs of them working or the auras doing their thing. Perhaps the auras take alot longer to manifest then I anticipated.

Well for me the Aura’s are the first thing that manifests, I believe the importance is that it comes with an energetic counterpart. Perhaps you should of included Energetic Development & The Architect to sustain that.

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@Hermit i did include the energetic development module in my build. I suspect its reconciliation. Not heard of this Architect you speak off will check it out.

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What effects are you noticing from the custom?

I’ve noticed that if certain aspects of the ‘programming’ aren’t kicking in, I’m probably in a kind of reconciliation I’ve just become profoundly use to so don’t think it’s reconciliation.

Day 33 5 loops of custom one loop of BL

Had a dream that all my teeth fell out my mouth in the shower.

Woke up feeling down in the dumps. This has to be reconciliation will drop the loops to 3 and see what happens and remove BL.

Saint wrote this which i have taken note off

If you start getting reconciliation, try to wait it out and see if it’s just the natural processing cycle. If you’re getting “negative results,” where you’re going beneath your normal baseline, cut back by one loop OR make sure you’re taking rest days. Speaking of which, try 5 days on and two days off. Or, a rest day every 3 days.

My massage therapist asked me to day how many times a week do you go to the gym. I see her every week after telling her she told me that my muscles are getting bigger and bigger by the week. So it looks like Serum X and Emperor Core are doing their job.

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When I was running Emperor several months ago I was literally getting increasingly shredded by the day, not that I was putting on huge mass of muscles but I was losing fat and my muscles got pumped without doing anything. So Emperor surely has beneficial fitness scripting, I haven’t noticed this on Ascension or Stark, while Stark did make me more physically beautiful and my body did improve over time but nothing compared to Emperor.

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That’s really cool. Getting that kind of external feedback from someone who is observing you closely.

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Day 34 5 loops of custom

Slept well after my massage session I decided to do some acupuncture treatment. My therapist recommended i do a second session when I am back from my leave and focus on the meridian which was related to my spleen.

Dreams…i had a knife fight with a guy the dream ended before i could see who won.

In another dream i paid someone in this underground place to fight me. The fight turned into something playful i pushed him to one side and laughed. Thinking what the hell is this then the man turned into a woman and she began laughing.

I stood their looking at her laughing thinking what the hell had just happened.

Not see any changes to my warrior downstairs yet and yes i measured it when I had wood this morning on waking up.

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I had this a week back and I am experiencing it again. I am happy by the way I look even though I have not seen any changes in my face which is strange. Perhaps its another module at work one of the sexiness modules.

@Malkuth which is interesting I am guessing since she sees me naked every week and seems to know my body better then me she is seeing these changes which i am missing.

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@SaintSovereign does the emperor have fitness scripting ?

fat burner i think

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