I’ve been using SubClub since August 21 now and it’s about time I finally started a journal. I have been avoiding it for a long time.
My current stack is Ascension, Spartan and Sanguin.
I’m currently doing the 75Hard program by Andy Frisella and I think that’s the perfect stack for it.
I use the program primarily to change my habits and build momentum.
I have been addicted to pornography for more than 20 years now. It has taken me to a very dark place. And I’m just not into it anymore. I have already tried so many things. Especially the last 6-8 months I was depressed, lethargic and I just had no desire and no drive to continue my life like this.
I am now on day eight of my second cycle. And I have to say that the results so far are just outstanding. It’s mainly thought processes that have changed. That’s why the journal now.
I haven’t looked at porn for 20 days now and it feels like I never have. The craving for it is also completely gone.
When I think about what porn is, I’m not surprised either. I think that’s where Ascension has its fingers in the pie.
I mean you watch a strange man having sex with a woman you like visually. That just doesn’t fit a self-confident man.