@Zeroskeen been reflecting more on AM vs Emp.
Came up with more things.
First, I’m more effective on emp zp than am. I work harder smarter and better, and i procrastinate less.
Second, AM was improving my inner world, but not my outer world. I felt alpha but people didnt respond to me like they would an alpha. Still felt like I had to prove myself, on emp, i dont feel that way at all.
Third, AM was doing nothing to improve my relationship. It was going downhill. Then i listen to emp and it starts flourishing all of a sudden.
Three things that weren’t expressly said beforehand but i thought were important.
Also, I think this might be because I stayed on Am for too long. Maybe I should’ve added a second sub, because AM was pretty integrated. It completely changed me, gave me alpha foundations, inner confidence, a working business, etc. I should’ve evolved. But when i tried subs i resonated with… executive, as one example, heartsong, regen, diamond, it gave me insane recon or took away the productivity that AM provided. And I was turned off by the coldness of emp qv2, so I didnt know what else to listen to. Maybe EOG would’ve been the play, but I didnt think of it and wasnt able to accurately assess the problem while in the thick of it.
I’ll probably give KHAN zp a try too. That’s a qv2 i never wanted to run but as ZP i bet it’ll be really smooth and integrated like Emp zp is.