Hi I am Friday.
Back with a new update
So I am still working 10 hours a day for my upcoming exam on 14.8, running Khan St4 24/7 for the last 45 days. I have never been so relentless in my studies. All my friends and family begin to admire my ability to study for so long and so effectively. They are wondering how on earth I can absorb the information so quickly and work so long without needing a break.
I quit going to the gym (which I did three times a week) to study more. My physic did not change yet (even improved lol). So far so good. But yeah I am amazed myself that I can pretty much study for so long and remember the stuff. I have never been bad in remembering (over-average) but it is like now I don’t even try haha. I just know it. This effect just happened after like 40 days of listening.
I already wrote in the last entries that I did not only learned for the test but also created a completely new study method which will save me a lot of pain and time in the future. After the exam, I am planning to learn 2 new languages and test the system to the fullest
Also, I do have “bad days”. Days, where I feel like I was not doing enough, procrastinated too much (working 8 hours instead of 10 hours are called bad days haha). But I know what to do better and I can apply it very easily the next day.
Regarding girls…
“Yeah what can you expect when you put every minute you are awake in your studies…”
Duuuuuh, KHAN is working here like CRAZY. I celebrated my birthday some days ago inviting 50 people. Normally, I would have been “in my head” as - who wonders- I don’t have a lot of social contacts. HOWEVER, on Khan I can switch so fucking easily. I had this effect with ST1 but on ST4 it is on a completely new level. I don’t even switch anymore. I became a high-fucking-value social man no matter what I do. I can sit down, work 10 hours on “boring shit” and I don’t feel depressed nor in my head. I can do whatever. It is like the surroundings cannot dictate my state anymore. I have complete CONTROL. But I am drifting off.
Yeah, I was throwing the party and dude 1. I had the most fun in my life and 2. SEDUCTION BECAME SO EFFORTLESSLY. I don’t even know what I do, do not, or do differently. I just have fun with a girl and then suddenly we make out lol. AND it is always wonderful. Like every girl feels truly amazing… And it is funny because before Khan, even when I was in the “state”, I never ended up seducing a girl. Oh okay, that’s a lie, I did but far less frequently.
I now have 5X the results this year (I only listened to Khan one month so far lol) than I had the whole LAST YEAR. And one thing that is for sure, I never had something with two girls on one night. As you can read above, on the second night where I went out on Khan after listening to st1 for idk (15-20 days?) I had something with THREE DIFFERENT GIRLS. I also stopped seeking validation for it. I just realised it by writing this journal. Before, I was telling my friends “Oh yeah we, sex, she blablabal” Now, I stopped doing this completely because I feel like this sabotaged my results a lot in the past.
To be honest, I just don’t need it anymore. Like I don’t the validation from other people, I am validating myself. And as I said, every kiss, every touch feels so fucking good…
Oh damn, I am so drifting off.
Back to the party, I had something with two girls. Also, at the end of the night, I was drinking and partying with 5-6 hot girls alone at 5 am xd. Duu, this feels so surreal hahah. Girls coming to me, wanting a “good-bye-kiss”.
Also, I feel like I don’t seduce them anymore by acting in a certain way. When looking back at my interactions, I am just sexual, I am just talking to them with close proximity so that they can feel my raw sexual social sexy aura oozing off. I am not someone else, I am me. And I just express myself to the fullest…
Also, I think it was in @AMASH journal again where I read that 4 different girls were asking him for a date out. And yeah, I am like the worst example of taking action in terms of meeting girls right now because of my studies. HOWEVER, there was one girl today who texted me if we could meet because she is going on a big vacation soon… “She would be really happy,” she said. “She would love to,” she said. I mean she was aking nicely… Okay, she was actually BEGGING nicely (not being creepy but yeah begging).
I know just one girl. But yeah. I am taking so much less action than Amash (who is killing it by the way). I am like the worst example. AND I still get fucking AMAZING results.
Also @DarkPhilosopher mentioned it somewhere that he doesn’t want to post under someone’s personal journal. You guys have my permission haha ;=) No seriously, @DarkPhilosopher I don’t care. So if you have any questions, things to say, just post them here.