I think we might be running the same stack, but Im not sure. Im running Khan Black, Khan and Stark Black.
Definitely feel like a superstar.
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Haha man I know, I love the attention Stark Black gives me along with the power of khan black and regular khan
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I haven’t updated this journal in a while, but i’ve progressed all the way through the khan, and have been running Khan st4 for around 3 months
Noticed a lot of positive external manifestations such as getting a lot of invites from friends and going to exclusive events etc… But now, especially because i’m getting a lot of free time just to think and exist, I want to slow down, and really get rid of my blockages, and bring myself to another level.
This new cycle, I am running Khan st1 KBst4 and WB, this should be fun.
By the end of this cycle, I look to be free of my need to impress others subconsciously, and truly mold myself into the man that i have always been destined to be
Some things i’ve noticed so far into the cycle;
Jealous people project their own insecurities onto you, and all you can do is give them a smile, you cannot take it personally
Another thing it uncovered was a deep seated belief against hard work, I have always been a hard worker in school, but in other areas of life it’s always been forced upon me by coaches parents etc.
I really noticed how much I value the opinions of others over my own, especially whenever it relates to women(do my friends find her attractive, what would other people think abt the relationship…)
I can see some good results, with this girl 20 years older than me constantly tell me i was the best looking person in my friend group. Her niece also took an interest and she was only a few years older. She wasn’t exactly my type and it brought up old resentment from my early high school days of feeling like i deserved better looking women.
Overall exausted, but i’ve been on a three day bender.
Stack makes me so introspective but it’s unlocking my previous 4 months running khan and other seduction subs. I wanted to quit at so many points, but it’s hard whenever you know you will level up immensely if i can stick to it
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Another small result i noticed was increase in verbal intelligence. My friends messed with me abt it whenever i was speaking to some people in public and they said it was the “smoothest thing they’ve ever heard” Clearly a bit of a joke but it definitely had truth in it. I was using words that i probably have never said in a casual conversation, and it added greatly to the convo
Well some weird shits happened since my last entry.
My good friend and his girlfriend that flew down invited me out to a dinner, and to my surprise my ex was there. She didn’t wanna look me in the eyes but eventually she folded. It was very random but im guessing that my buddy’s girlfriend set it up because they are friends. Regardless, we got a few drinks and talked for hours. We hung out a few times since. Honestly i don’t know how to feel about it. She seems to still hold grudges from old arguments and i’m wondering if it’s even a good option to get back with her.
I kinda liked the freedom of being single
Interesting journal my friend.
I have abeen running Khan ST1 for about 3 weeks now, as a first ever cycle and have also noticed the verbal fluency you are mentioning in your thread. Actually I now take charge in conversations and actions.
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It really does feel like stage 1 of khan unlocks the subs
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my ex confessed to me yesterday that i seem like a new man, in the month we had apart together. No longer does anything phase me when it comes to women, it cannot get me off my center. Khan st1 and WB (and maybe my one cycle of pheonix) makes me so non chalant. I no longer try to force things, i just appreciate women for who they are, not tryna project my own feelings and insecurities onto them. Really feels like i’m starting to level up. If u need emotional control, St1 is the sub to go too
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Overall, more tired with this stack, but it’s to be expected, with all of the healing aspects. i have been sitting a lot with the emotions that come up
A girl cried on me a few times last night, being afraid to “care too much” about me.
Idk if that’s wanted black or khan
I’m starting to realize that girl that i took back is truly a chronic victim.
She constantly try’s to make me look like a bad guy, and justify yelling/being a jerk about situations by saying “it’s just how i feel”. It seems any bad she does is somehow justified and her THINKING i MIGHT do something wrong makes me in the wrong.
Personally, i’m gonna mentally check out, get with her the rest of the summer, and go find a women worth my time when i go back to college this fall
I’m sitting in bed, pondering on life after a few Joints.
I’m not sure if i’m ready to move on to stage 2.
Social situations seem awkward, and I seem to always be the one to cave in to please others. I’m really tired of it. I always seem to make myself feel like the bad guy and honestly i am done giving a fuck.
Stage 1 seemed to manifest a lot of blatant disrespect and subconscious things as well. I didn’t have too much of that when i ran stage 4 or even wanted black by itself, so i think it’s tryna bring it to the surface of my subconscious.
what’s the best way to maximize this frustration and turn it into something productive?
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Hopped off of khan, as i have been mostly running it since last june, in favor of wanted black, Stark black, and phoenix.
Started it after my vacation, which was a great time, and made some friends at the bars and resort. A lot of couples on their honeymoon and got a lot of stares from hot women throughout my time, but they were all with a man, so i did not take action
Started Tuesday, with stark black and phoenix, and man is the healing kicking my ass. My dad got onto me talking about how i need to get ahead of my competition and land an internship next summer. He hooked me up with a few good companies and we worked on my resume together. overall it looks way better and he is a high level executive, so his insight was very much appreciated.
As i look for them, i can’t help but be a bit overwhelmed as it seems to be a lot of business networking, which i am very inexperienced with. But i hope by this current stack i break free of that fear
Sanguine is the best title known to man, leaving it at that
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Doing my best to start journaling daily from now on
Got to college about 2 weeks ago with a long distance girlfriend, but things were weird off the bat. she just seemed hella distant and starting ignoring boundaries as soon as she got to her school. Fast forward to two days ago, and she broke things off. I honestly couldn’t be happier looking at the way things are gonna go. I’ve been getting crazy indicators of interest ever since i got here and i think having her in long distance last year really held me back. It was a toxic relationship that started before i got to subclub, and i’ve left a few times/wasn’t the most loyal. But i never truly put myself out there until now. Instead of freaking out like i normally do during breakups, now it’s only a few times a day of mild sadness, and an optimism and confidence with all these beliefs i have shed over the past year and a half, and the new ones i have gained, I will find the right one eventually, and have fun along the way. Current stack is Wanted, Heartsong, and Sanguine
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hate to switch stacks so quickly but i needed to make sure the breakup didn’t put me down a negative spiral
Just had some major epiphanies, All of my life, i have always needed female attention/to be in a relationship to feel good about myself. That leads me to date the wrong people, stay after disrespect, and get back together with exs. That ends today, diving deep into this
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What you on now, bro?
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Wanted, Heartsong, and sanguine
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Idk what’s happened the past few days, but it seems like attraction has dropped to zero, any thoughts on what this could be? subconscious dealing w the breakup?