Back to my roots - an Invictus journal

What ya think about khan then, but with transcendental connection?

Khan st1 q rocked my world, i automatically started to approach women and having lively conversations with people. I had this homeless guy with a cold telling me: i have a cold slurping that stuff back in his nose, normally i would be like ew gtf away from me. But now i was more in some kind of appreciation zone, like when appreciating amazing colour or flower, and said ‘yeah you do haha’ … Very different for me

My personal journey with connection is that the more I am in my body and out of my head the more visceral the connection is. It’s like presence with appreciation and it sucks people in and there is like shared reality and feeling.

Love the journey, find it difficult to allow myself to be vulnerable

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now I kinda noticed I haven’t really been mentioning the external results as much, but then again, i’m trying to let Khan work at its own pace from within, especially with Mind’s Eye, now let me expand a bit on how Mind’s Eye works with me personally (@Uber_Elysium hey :wink:):

  • enhanced intuition, which sometimes throws me off pretty hard because random thoughts end up turning into events, making me feel like if I can control it, then I’d be able to utilize the butterfly effect for my goals.

  • deeper self-reflection, which results in faster integration and blooming of the other subs in the stack, simply due to the faster internalization of the other sub(s)'s scripting.

  • enhanced manifestations, with some random manifestations that end up revealing their true purpose/reasoning a while after the manifestation has already happened.

so now, what happened today?

well, some of you might remember about me talking about a girl on my floor, who’s office is on the other side of the floor, and yet she keeps coming my side for “help”.

Well…

The car was parked in a corner on the other side of the building entrance, meaning no one can see it unless they walk all the way to the back, and it was in the corner that was the furthest.

So I go to her, and start smoking, but then she tells me that she wants to chill in her for a while, and doesn’t wanna go back upstairs so soon, so I said “sure, I don’t mind staying with you for a while”, and then she asked me if I wanted to get in the car with her, but I simply refused and said “I feel like standing to be honest, or I’ll end up wanting to stay downstairs for longer”, to which she replied “so what?”, but I still declined haha

I know precisely why I was messing around with her like that, and that’s another issue I had with WANTED haha.

Anyways, we kept talking and suddenly the conversation started taking a sexual turn, and the topic of “sex at university” got started, and well, the following is a brief overview of how it went:

Her: we had stupid people at our uni who were caught in a dark classroom after uni hours.

Me: doing what?

Her: fucking.

Me: damn, they were dumb to choose such a place :joy:.

Her: official places are a turn on though.

Me: I know, I was the reason my uni put up cameras in the playroom.

Her: so you called them dumb yet you did the same thing?

Me: well, I like to be dumb sometimes, adds some extra spice to life haha

Her: have you done anything at work yet?

At this point, she had already been biting her lips, and squinting her eyes a bit (in a seductive manner), and right as I was about to answer and say that I haven’t done anything yet, my friend called me and asked me what was I up to, and I told him that I’m in the parking lot with the girl, and told him to come join us :joy:

And this is one of mind’s eye’s random manifestations, because this guy calling me and coming downstairs helped me leave her wanting more, because she did make me stay an extra hour with her later on at work, but I had others coming to me so she couldn’t really have any alone time with me like earlier.

I wanna stick with these 2 for now, I do stack a 3rd title every now and then (mostly beast within).

I personally don’t like Transcendental connection as much, because I noticed that any custom I make with it makes people clingier to me, and I end up with less time for myself, like my 1 hour workouts turn into 2 and a half hours cause of the people.

It’s nice to enjoy life with others, but when I’m busy working (whether it’s my job or working out), I prefer some alone time so I can focus.

Maybe one day I’ll try it out with LBFH and see if I like that combo.

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Lovely story, liked it.

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Being mysterious again😐
Add temptation with And without the rogue, after all you got good amounts of cash😉

Yo that’s pretty dope lol I went ahead and bought it last night anyways :joy: but today was my first listening day. I listened to Minds Eye first then Ascension and then Primal. What I noticed was that after minds eye reality felt different idk how to explain it lol. I will say I was a lot more present during the day and my mind is much clearer, to the point it was easier to focus on the task at hand, as someone who has ADD this is amazing. Other things I have noticed:

  • More introspection that isn’t bogged down by my negative thoughts and if they did show I was able to put a stop to them, and replace them with more positive thoughts. By literally visualizing a big red X on the negative thoughts. :joy:

  • Felt very calm and relaxed but also ready for action with the Primal Ascension stack

  • Felt like Primal integrated very quickly.

  • Studying is easier as well

  • Nothing for manifestation but it’s only been 10 hours lol

Definitely see why you enjoy this sub mi amigo

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Lies, I know.

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@Invictus
How do you manage to stay on track, evading Shiny object syndrome? Do you have any advice on that, maybe what module would be the best for this?

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Hahaha ma man
I literally have 17 customs due to me switching titles haha, but in a way, I’m always on the same cores (mostly), like now I’m in the Khan phase, before that it was like 6 months with Stark being the main title of my stack, so in a way, I get you.

To answer your question, I’d say that the easiest way is to really know what is the main goal that you’re achieving, and then tie that one with a sub.

That one sub can’t leave your stack, while the other 2 subs should not be something you necessarily need long term, so for example:

True Sell for me is a temporary short term sub, but Khan isn’t, but for someone like @Billions or @Ice True Sell could be a long term program.

Stick to one, don’t feel bad about the other 2, cause not all subs are meant for long term use.

Also, settle on your goals first, and then choose to commit, or else you’d wanna do everything, and try to use any and all subs, if you have a good vision of your end goal, you won’t care about shiny objects.

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Thanks, man, what would you think would be better for this

Virtue Series: Patience
or
Virtue Series: Temperance

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This

It teaches you delayed gratification, I would add that with something like Foundation maybe.

Because shiny object syndrome is because getting overwhelmed by FOMO and wanting instant gratification, and that’s not healthy.

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Make that 18 :eyes:

I know you’re gonna tell me later.

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I’m going online now :eyes:

Im going to sleep now XD

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Man, I need your advice again :).
I have a custom with Physicality Shifter – Sexiness, it is not even the first full cycle, but my boss, we had a call yesterday told me that I am looking good and I have a similar feeling when I look into a mirror.

I can not put a finger on what exactly is better but this is not a point.

Right now my custom is Spartan + Paragon Sleep.
Next cycle I am changing cores in custom. One will be Wanted.

And the question is. Should I leave Physicality Shifter – Sexiness as it is alongside Wanted or is it redundant?

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If you have any other modules that you wanted to add but didn’t have any space for, then you can add that module instead of physicality shifter, but if you don’t, and/or your main goal is to become really attractive, then having both will boost the results of each other.

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Thanks, I appreciate that :slight_smile: .
Btw I was looking at your Khan + Wanted custom to get some inspiration.

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Here then

Have some inspiration from this :wink:

Eclipse ZP

  • Khan st4 core

  • WANTED core

  • APS: Head

  • Heracles

  • Serum X

  • Apollon

  • Entranced

  • Gloryseeker

  • One scent

  • Sensuality & Handsomeness improver

  • Achilles

  • Fenrir

  • Call of honor

  • Carpe diem ascended

  • Victory’s call

  • SPS: Fat burn

  • SPS: Endocrine system

  • Deep sleep

  • Joie de vivre

  • Void of Creation

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Very nicely crafted.

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I will be adding it to my Custom when I get… I feel like Wanted is completely different from any of the physical shifting modules. But if you add them you can give it more direction and form.

Sexiness and Apollon is a good combination to add I think.

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