Back To Basics (EoG, Wanted & Ascension)

[weir]

Day 19 Sub Day

Good
Slept Good
Watched Courses Video
Didn’t watch TV shows/movies
Ate Diet Food
changed the way I buy clothes
giving sub utmost important

Bad
wasted time on mobile
didn’t profoundly work on wealth
procanistated
didn’t control negative thoughts
failed to go gym

Sub-Analyzing #4

manifestation
watching videos about manifestation, it’s basically manifestation meditation but i need to put more concentration while doing it

mystifying
continuously adding food to myfitnesspal app
watched 2, 1-hour videos

wealth and freedom
added a sub-task to the sheet but didn’t perform the task

Apex warrior
started reading the book,
will go to the gym

Improve and Enhance Sleep Quality
sleeping quickly but still taking medicine
downloaded meditation but still didn’t listen or take action

[Alphamale]

I am seeing some consecutive procrastination un your journal.
Do you see it as WANTED making you like this?
Good luck on your journey

[weir]

I am starting to read & listen to atomic habits to get rid of procrastination
I still don’t think Wanted is behind my procrastination

[weir]

Day 20 Rest Day

Yesterday was a typical subliminal day because now I am giving utmost importance to subs by taking necessary actions as I begin my day

It was an average day but looks like I have done something good

I am doing manifestation meditation but I don’t know exactly what it’s all about

I also learn more about myself and how my bad posture is affecting my quality of life, it looks like I am learning more about myself each & every day
for example yesterday I know about how my state will affect the outcome & why I am looking bad outside because 1st bad is in me
& I also learn how can I change my perception within a second by working on physiological things
Seduction is merely an art that can be performed

out of 4 Pomodoro, I have done only 1, It shows how bad I am toward earning & How deeply blockages are between me & earning money. The things are really really bad for which I think I have to take many actions & listen to EoG for a very long time, I also want to return to ST1 after this cycle

Talking about physical & mental health, I am also lacking in this aspect because I went to the gym but I didn’t lift weights but instead perform Zumba lol
It shows I am not at all serious about being lean & making muscles in the first place

I slept fine but as usual slept after 2 am, its shows my root cause of bad sleep is staying up late at night, I need self discipline badly into my life

[weir]

Day 21 Sub Day

I am finally glad that things are moving in the right direction. Taking action for manifesting things but didn’t experience any profound manifestation yet but I am very serious about removing blockages that are preventing me from achieving manifestation. I will start reading The Myths of Manifesting from tomorrow onwards.

One thing I understood very clearly now what we feel inside people will reflect those emotions, So my inner game is of utmost importance as well outer game.

Though I haven’t taken any actions towards achieving wealth but reading atomic habit changed the way I think about habits, Though I haven’t completed the book yet until now I have started changing my habits, Soon I will start a new journey thread as I finish my washout days.

Did gym + Zumba yesterday & I felt great because I accomplish something which I have desired but the most important thing is making all these things a habit then only I can do everything I ever desired.
The only bad thing is I haven’t read a book as I promised myself but don’t worry I will add it as a cue so that I can move forward with this object.

I did slow light breathing while asleep but not a sound sleep meditation which I have set as a goal but after writing this journal I will move files to my phone.

OverAll I am glad things are moving as per my planning.

[weir]

WashOut Day 1

Now I am trying to manifest money & seductions by knowing all the important elements in manifestation. Though I haven’t got any major manifestation “wish” fulfilled yet.
But I believe I will soon get it.

No major development in attraction yet.
But there’s a big development in the area of building habits because I am taking action to build better habits.

One thing I realized I need to be tough if all things do not go to my side, I need to face it & continue working as if nothing bad happened.

On the Sleep side, I drank too much tea yesterday which increased acidity in my blood, I did listen to a guided meditation which helps but I should be aware & avoid things that negatively affect my sleep.

[weir]

Washout Day 3

Yesterday I had one of the best sleep nearly 10 hours, remember previously I was having little over 5 hours of sleep, So I am happy with my sleep progress but just needed the practice to sleep early & wake up early to make this a habit.
My plan is to wake up early perform the prayer, go to the gym & sleep if I feel then automatically I will fall asleep early. I am starting a new course which will teach about sleep like 21 hacks etc.

Reading about mental toughness is giving me new insights about life, I want to invest in kindle but first I want to get rid of credit debt

On making habits, I failed again today but more than failure I am happy that I learn new things about repetitions, the book teaches the importance of repetition & how it changes brain chemistry, So to make a new habit of working on wealth, I have to repeat my working reading actions repeatedly so many times that working should become as a habit.

In terms of attraction few insta dm’s only & no real action even I am not maintaining yeah its so hard to write & accept these failures

In front of manifesting wealth also no real progress but the only thing, I got to know that how we are so focused on money that we tend to create our own block I didn’t understand many parts, maybe tomorrow?

I went to one wedding & got a good welcome & felt so much confidence while meeting people, it’s feeling like I own the place

[weir]

WashOut Day 4

I need to learn more about manifestation & law of attraction, did guided meditation yesterday before sleep & I felt really good.

I am learning about being a commander of oneself & how it will help me get attracted by others.

James Clear is fucking awesome I love reading his book & got too many new tips that will help me out, I love his concept about repeating things so I am putting them into action & feeling awesome

I went to the gym & tried to remove many frictions which will come between me & gym.

Learning more about sleep & god slept over 9 hours yesterday.

I am creating a new state & its still in test phase but I am very optimistic about my future now.