Really great reading about your turnaround at work and in social settings. It’s like RVC 's “prophecy” of things being better round the corner came true when you took a “peek” haha!
Awesome!!!
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Thanks, I appreciate the comment! 
When things get bad, I’ll remind myself of that next time!
One thing I didn’t mention is that I seem to get higher praise from my boss at times compared to my co-workers, which is a big plus! I’ll do a dedicated post more on the benefits I’ve gotten on Mogul since I’ve been neglecting journaling that area of my life.
I still feel like socially I’m a weird mess so it confuses me sometimes when people compliment me on my social ability. I feel like I’m either a big hit or a huge miss. Could be internal recon going on, could be me being “on” at certain times and not at others. Great thing I’ve been doing is going to tons of social events though - so maybe that’ll help.
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You know it doesn’t sound like Love Bomb would do it (sounds more Wanted Black-ish) but…
I’ve accepted completely that I can and do romantically love multiple people. And that I would likely be completely happy with and content with more than 1 partner. I achieved this realization a couple of days ago but found it noteworthy enough to write it down now.
If anybody knows about the anime Jobless Reincarnation, if you watched the most recent episode where they’re around the campfire - you’ll know what I mean. That’s when I felt accepted for who I am and I shouldn’t feel bad for it.
Describing what I want as a “harem” is technically correct but gives off the impression that I just want to have sex with multiple women, which isn’t really the case (though wouldn’t deny that’d be pretty damn awesome).
I love romantic intimacy and connection. It means a lot to me to be able to show your world to another person. I’ve just now expanded it from the feeling that it just has to be one to the many. That’d be the dream I’d love to have.
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@Beowulf It’s funny that you’re running LB and AM because yesterday I stared a stack of LB and Ascension myself
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I’m actually running Genesis: Mogul instead of Ascended Mogul since I want a lot more focus on wealth.
What you have going for is pretty damn good. Love Bomb and Ascension is great. I love them both individually, so I’m sure they’ll go great together!
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Ran Wanted Black for 1:30 minutes on top of G:M + LB (July 1st, 2 days ago), which I regret 
. Was definitely an impulse decision.
I say regret since it definitely added to the processing and I was exhausted as hell when I woke up this morning after going to the gym last night. What I did notice was that I was felt fluent in a conversation with somebody on some difficult topics (politics, economics, business) - which was very nice.
Still, I wouldn’t want to disturb my current stack that much.
Today is a listening day.
Accidently listened to Love Bomb for 4:35 minutes (35 seconds more than I’m supposed to), so I’ll do the same with Mogul to even it up.
Wondering if even 4 minutes is too much since I’m tired than usual. It is a jump from 6 minutes total to 8 minutes total. Could also be because I’ve been going to the gym though. Hmm.
Figuring out what habit I’m going to work on for this month since this didn’t happen.
I subscribed to Audible a day or two ago and I’m thinking I can replace my Youtube/Social Media Addiction with it. Replacing videos with long-form audio is bound to improve my concentration and not rot my brain.
I haven’t talked much about Genesis: Mogul…
But needless to say, it’s been very effective for me.
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Given a business opportunity by a friend of mine that’s fun to do and doesn’t take much time.
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Among my 3 other co-workers, I’ve been given the most compliments by my boss and have essentially been given a “promotion” due to my work being the best. Found this to be surprising since I thought the other two were better than me but upon reflection, my work really is better.
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Not only that but he threw out a number for my salary (if I do a great job getting us clients) that happens to be exactly what I consider to be my " financial freedom number" - a number that would allow me to hit at least the (2) or a “low” (3) goal at the very beginning of this journal.
(2) = To live on my own
(3) = To travel whenever and wherever I want
- One of my clients that I have a good relationship told me about a pretty cheap business mentorship that he considers to be reliable and trustworthy. Must be the mentorship manifestation.
Not everything is sunshine and rainbows for me though.
I messed up by not fulfilling work for one of my freelance clients and I have no one to blame but myself. It’s that weird anxiety blocking me from fulfilling the task which I hate. They plan to stop working with me because of that and it pains me quite a bit.
I plan to finish all the remaining work I have for them to go all in on working for the company. It’s honestly immature and unprofessional of me to even not do that when they gave me a chance. Ugh.
If I look on the bright side though, this freelance client wouldn’t pay me nearly as much as my job at this company - so we would have parted ways sooner or later. I just prefer to end it on a good note instead of whatever is going on now.
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