Included in my wealth custom will be EOG stage 1
DR has been steering me towards this and it’s become increasingly apparent I have a block around this, especially when it comes to selling myself and my services/potential services. I’ve become very confident in selling other services in the last 8 months and have literally 90% close rate every time I call or zoom with a potential client.
It also keeps occurring to me that my value at work is related to how people perceive me. Of course the value of what I do has to be measurable and valuable to others but this is different it’s like I don’t have a leg to stand on unless they approve. I’ve been noticing this lately in work where I feel stuck. At best it’s a sense if I work really hard and do everything perfect I can earn my value. Emperor has made me really good at this but it’s not enough to leave my fate in the hands/eyes of another’s perception.
Anyway I test ran two loops of EOG stage 1 yesterday and it was just what I needed. The recon was incredible difficult and I originally chalked it up to a bomb/ too difficult to add at this time.
But several hours later I noticed I was thinking differently, like very differently, everything seemed small and irrelevant in comparison to my vision. Before it seemed like I had to take a million steps to get to the beginning, now I found myself just wanting to go, go, go. I saw I had perfectionism still hidden in my drive for excellence even though I consciously though I had expunged that.
During work I kept looking for efficiency, not just hard work and grind, but results. Not just saying I could check off the boxes of my part but again…results
I created new work processes and found an oversight I made that was costing results.
I kept feeling this sense of value and worth in myself that I had to put on the world, not earn. I was actually VERY surprised by all this, usually I get a movie preview during the sub run but this time like I said the recon was horrific-half way through felt really depressed, like I was powerless, wanted to do nothing, got intense physical tension in my neck and face, worse than in weeks etc. But then a few hours later I noticed the above effects.
I ran another loop later and same thing-horrible recon and then a few hours later something beautiful.
All in all between the effects I noticed and the recon-meaning this is an area I need addressed deeply, I’ll be adding EOG stage one to my wealth custom.
I decided this yesterday and then R.I.C.H dropped and I got a free copy! The combo of all that has me confirmed this is the right direction.