@Niles can you share more about your experience with Hero: Air?
You can PM if preferred. I’m having some trouble with my next stack and some of the goals in it are very appealing.
Curious how it helped with work/life/vision etc?
Also how do you feel Emperor compares to ASBR overall?
Ran Paragon for 1 minute last night and my HRV is 32% higher than norma this morning
signalling peak recovery- even on less sleep than usual.
Don’t know if related but
I lay in bed looking through my iphone and embracing pictures from times I feared and felt I was glad were behind me, as I reviewed I felt gratitude for them
Just to make sure, before embarking on your SC journey, you made less than 1.5k a month and after 5 years, you made 50k in one month?
Not saying that I’ll make the same journey, but its an example of what’s possible
Yes at the time I started subclub I was doing around18K (a year) on the books and maybe up to another 4k off the books.
Years before, I was more successful with my own athletic training business and hustling in production but more like average salary not broke.
I started growing my income at the time of subclub faster and the last two years have been exponential.
I don’t always do 50K a month-I normally do bewteen 25-40K a month . This is a big one for me.
It’s definitely an example of what’s possible. And I think years of roots growing create potential that individuals may not recognize in themselves.
I will say every time I had major growth in financial boost-I was courageous aroudn doing or trying something I had not done before or asking for something I had not done before.
And what made it really succeed-was intense high performance in roles that directly gave revenue and value to others.
To get to my next level I need both these things again
Also I worked 60-80 hours a week 7days a week for almost two years- I’m not glorfiying hustle or grind culture but the reality is I worked a lot to earn big. I’m open to create businesses/structures for passive income, and even having exponential sucess being lighter or easier-but to gain momentum- I’d say hard work was key in my case
Modifying my workout custom
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
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ESSENCE: Total War
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Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
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Heracles
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Legacy of the Spartan Core
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Male Enhancement
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New Result Enhancing Experience Core
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SPS: Endocrine System
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SPS: Fat Burn
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Serum X
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Spartan: The Beast Unleashed Core
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Synergy: Apollon
I’m dancing over the map with testing but things are going well overall.
Tests
I’m feeling a chemistry and love for a woman I have not felt in what feels like years.
I will run it more in full next month
I started doing PE exercises again- didn’t even do that on my prevous BDLM- custom- but it just felt right
honestly dilutes Beast’s pure hype in the gym but creates a more natura,l grounded high performance
Not a diss to Hero Earth, and I understand things take time, but not initially impressed with the strength, healing, or physical movement elements of it, it’s not as powerful in performance or strength as Hero O or Beast-close, although it DOES enhance them both.
If I were to credit it- I would say
and I understand it’s a subtler sub- the mechanist and body awareness on it are powerful, going into states of presence and embodied -ness is powerful, listneing to my body on it is powerful, I’ve had several injuries since testing it (not blaming the sub) in a way it makes me feel more aware of where my limitations are.
When testing certain skill based things on it, spike ball, rock climbing, new movements- I do tend to learn and growth quicker. I can see Hero Earth really shining over time, it also has a bit of a revelation element to it, not always going in the performance direction I choose like Hero O or Beast.
But I can see it growing into incredible physical prowess over time and subltyl modifying other subs to really be powerful over time. I also think with strictly physical activities engagement aside from martial arts- it probably would take an edge of HeroO over time.
Hero O and Beast are INSANE for physical stuff- each in their own way. The resilience of Hero O beats anything, and the strength and athletic jumps of Beast beat anything. They both have strong skill and movement improvement too. With Beast getting the edge if I needed on for pure performance.
Work wise
In the lead with sales AGAIN. The last 6 months I’ve led the team. Numbers came in, and I’m half a million higher in sales than anyone else on the team last year and the only person with a $200K monthly average.
I’ve learned to love and accept I’m hyper competitive. I’m just practicing embracing it as fuel to be number one, learning to find things I care more about, practicing celebrating others’ success, and abundance for all. Also, the moment I am in leadership, I want everyone to do their best - I’m excited to be a top performer, but excited to move into leadership soon.
The team will start growing rapidly now that the company is profitable
and that triggers some concerns but rolling with thte tide.
I have been VERY frustrated with how my calls are going lately despite the overall performance being good. I’m feeling impatient, board, and intolerant of how slow people are. May be recon- may be too much masculinity inmy stack.
I have a huge calling for running ROW, so I will add that back into the stack for the next two weeks.
I’m building a custom with that and GM.
I invested a big chunk into a fast-growing private tech company yesterday
Some interesting things
I actually don’t feel confident in myself or my future. I am EXTREMELY confident, and willing, and courageous - But I don’t feel the energy of confidence in wealth, in a woman, in myself. Again possibly recon because I am still showing up how I want and making sxx happen, but that internal feeling of through and through confidence in my ability and what I want for my life is a bit elusive lately.
There is a subtle anger and anxiety there all the time. Not a bad thing necessarily but itneresting to note.
Will be doing a pretty big washout end of August so pushing the envolope still for the next few weeks
My other physical custom
HERO: The Light That Blinds ST1 Core
Spartan: The Beast Unleashed Core
Heracles
Male Enhancement
SPS: Endocrine System
SPS: Skeletal System
APS: Arms
Singularity’s Paradox
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence]
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
edit : credit @bujin for his awesome Hero: TLTB Aeon picture combo
Lots of challenging life stuff going on which I don’t want to share at this point.
Compounded with this work challenges which I will share.
It’s been the week from 'hell’I had a massive craving to test ROW so test 30 seconds of it in my stack
Everything that has been going wrong is gong wrong, client issues, service issues, clients rejected, can’t sell to save my life, people feel impossible to deal with lately, every person who seems there going to move forward -some crazy last minute think happens or they change their tune, from multiple people hospitalized (these are people have deep rapport with and were still in touch on their situation) to some random life event meaning their no longer moving forward. That’s not to include all the people who are leaning so far back on the calls we shouldn’t be talking. Part of it is especially the bad flow of marketing lately but its been 7 months since anything like this
on top of that
The company did a massive new hiring -without the ability supply the new hires with leads- so on top of an already difficult landscape it will compound.
Man I forgot what’s it’s like to really struggle sometimes-at this job- it sucks-its a test in endurance.
I’ve spoken to close to a 100 leads this week. I have a couple sales but quite a few people cancelling.
I’m running Ebon Manuever and I can tell one person on the team wants me gone so badly- their negative intent is crazy-even though the coat it with sugar I can see through.
I have zero composure and my patience has been wearing very thin. It’s compounded by trying to go on vacation at the end of August so only have a week to turn out a mediocre to amazing performance -and wanting to stay on top in the super competitive landscape, and of course not looking for a massive dip in my month paycheck .-
It’s only been a week which is not crazy and what most of the team deals with all the time- but I do so well usually it has not been an issue in months.Stuff like this really reminds me how much I want my own business - and to keep my site set on a bigger picture. Of course they’ll be the challenges there too-but more control on the full picture.-I intend to see a massive turn around tomorrow.
I’m curious if ROW is contributing to this upheaval- it was already kind of in the works before that.
It has acted like a wealth lubricant before and things start flowing at a higher level-but in retrospect there were also some breakdowns previously when testing it which is why I stopped.
I have an ROW/GM custom coming- if I can stabilize I’ll test that-I love the potential of ROW
my concerns with GM - but honestly I already so little care about leads approval- that I am concerned to be even more blunt. And I worried it would be destabilizing. Saint mentioned it wouldn’t but I can’t imagine it not manifesting situation to test imperturbability. After my first test I lost $150 of ym favorite workout gear at the gym. Normally that would flip my out like crazy-but I was super chill about it. I did 2 3 seconds microloops to see if it could support stabilizing .
Run one led to several hours of detachment and then massive anger the following days.
Run 2 felt it chilled me out more long term. Obviously not prober tests of anything.
But interesting to get a taste
I’ve been testing GM this week -in 5-10 seconds loops and also did 30 seconds of ROW
Results for GM
Like others are saying
This is all on a very subtle level but it’s freeing
Deeper results
In conjunction with my stack, it is also manifesting very specific, unique situations that are exposing and making it impossible to seek the validation of others, and requiring me to dig deeper into my own self-trust and reliance. Especially as validation applies to -not not being liked, but others extending their approval of my choices and actions, and feeling safe (emotionally/internally, not physically) because of my connectino to others (a potential form of co-dependence)
In the absence of this, I’m discovering my own self-reliance and authenticity, and seeing how much I have been selling myself short, in terms of actually generating a need for validation so I could tolerate others on many levels, instead of just experiencing them and relating normally.
On the flip side
Owning when I want to impress and actually being cool with that, like there are certain people I want to impress and put my best foot forward with, and that’s awesome.
Like -I want this woman to like me, I want this guy to think I’m the real deal. Owning that I want that gives me freedom to not NEED that. Maybe there is a deeper layer where I just don’t care with these people -but really happy with this so far.
To get more specific with examples around thinks getting shaken up a bit
For one example:
My manager instructed me to do something, which I did, and then I got into a lot (a fair amount)of trouble for it. This incident made me look really bad and tarnished my reputation (or so I thought). (Now it’s actually to the benefit of the company what I did, but it was out of protocol.) My manager is a close friend, and we both knew it was not allowed, and I made the choice to listen to them and do it anyway. It was to both our benefit. They told me as a friend, not a manager. I got more of a shaming reprimand than a threat.
It has made me see where I don’t want to be constrained by politics, and want to be fully able to do what I need to do ethically to produce results. It also had me see my desire to maintain being the best (is partially ) connected to validation. And that part had me short-sighted in my choices.
Now it turns out the main boss has nothing about what I did, and although they can’t admit it, I can tell they like what I did. I think like them.
Edit: it turns out someone on the team specifically reported me (someone who is very jealous and would likely like to see me gone)
I’m running ebon maneuver-
Ebon Manuever:
" it will make you aware of any such individuals who are attempting to harm you, reveal their plans, their reasons, the attacks already executed, guide you on how to stop them and of course ensure that they cease their activities against you forever. "
And my subtle intuition on this person turned out to be correct. The pathway to resolving it has not yet materialized. It may have to do with forming better relationships. Haters in the vacuum of lack of engagement can create their negative fantasy and justification, but when they’re in touch with someone’s humanity and reciprocity, it’s much harder unless they’re truly not a great person.
I am also aware of properly placed loyalty as a code and value of mine and those close to me.
Not sure if from Revelation of Wealth of GM but an amazing phenomenon is happening.
I’m still mainting qualifying precision on leads but I am relating to people WAY more like people.
People I am still strongly serving/leading/giving space for, but where as before certain people I connected to I had recognition of their humanity, now it’s everyone and it’s opening up a lot and getting deeper. It’s like the sale is sudden and so obviously so about them and their life.
I’ve probably always spoken to this, but I am feeling, recognizing, and flowing it in so strongly that it’s almost spiritual. Part of this is GM probably losing the constraints and pressure, but part is like ROW -turning wealth from a pursuit to a free-flowing conversation and exchange.
I am also seeing the VALUE of money more while larger sums of money seem more in reach and relatable rather than abstract concepts.
This is exaclty the combination and results I was hoping for, so I have ordered a GM/ROW custom
I will also be ordering a GM/ Daredevil: True Social custom with NWE and Essence Gold, and Alchemy
My main goal now is to crush one more big money moth with the new landscape and constraints (bigger team, tighter schedule -less leads) I have with a GM custom, and then switch gears back to Khan as my third.
Side effect of ROW - I thought I narrowly missed a $15K bonus last month. I would have gotten the $10K one instead, but due to a timing issue on the back end, I missed out on delayed revenue from a previous month. As a result, I hit that bonus as well without compromising
Whenever I run ROW -the recon is hard, for like a couple days to a week- not emotionally but it’s like sales dry up or become challenging, and then boom- I’m swimming with the big fish, and the higher revenue, easier clients, who want to spend $30K+ and up per call.
I’m starting to develop this fire for creating my own endeavor. I’ve wanted it conceptually.
But it’s similar to getting on the phones and having a beast day/ week/month. Its like I want to get after it.
I’m starting to feel that for my business. I keep asking myself, what’s my business? Not from a space of confusion, but from inquiry. And seeing what actions I can take.
I spontaneously wrote myself a 30,000,000 dollar check for my 40th birthday (2 and 1/2 years from now)
In the memo, it’s said, Founders Compensation, Executive Compensation, Services Rendered, World Better.
I didn’t think -it just kind of came to me.
Also, a ROW result, I think
ESSENCE: For the Love of Gold
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ESSENCE: The Alchemy of Money
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Godlike Masculinity Core
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Multiple Streams of Income
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New Wealth Experience Core
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Synergy: Divine Dominion
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Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
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Synergy: The Golden One
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Synergy: Winner Overdrive
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Hey Azriel, I’m wondering what does winner overdrive do for you?
It’s one of the few modules I can’t really notice and am wondering if it’s because I am naturally driven…
I use natural winner way more.
Just find myself good at what I do, getting good at them, and oriented around doing things until I win.
Don’t use overdrive much or winner overdrive.
This will be new for me, using Synergy Winner Overdrive in the above custom-haven’t tried it yet
Couple things to note from my journal
The last 8 month have been the best for sales and income yet. I had though HOM in custom along with ASBR was the main driver with this. And it it is a KEY ingredient, but actually I attribute the success to Khan (Khan Stage 2). The power, dominance, and sexual energy scripting add so much umph to my sales and mindset it’s crazy. The months and weeks when I take it out I seem to do less, but even 5-10 seconds a week changes my experience
Spartan: The Beast Unleashed is a gamechanger sub. The energy it gives me in life even beyond the gym is way up. My performance on the gym is super chagered. I can rep 225 bench for like 15 reps now. (I’ll start testing heavier weigth soon). I want to get to repping 315 by the new year. Deadlift and Squat less focused on numbers because I’m more healing chronic issues around them, but the are both up to, I can rep up 225 on DL and squat (box squat I don’t free squat currently) for 10+ reps easy
I’ve added Beast and Earth in a custom. I’ve test solo Earth. I DO get physical recon with Earth, that show up as weakness and strains. I DO NOT ‘blame’ the sub for this, but it definitely comes up in my stack. My current custom has Hero Earth/Beast SPS: Skeletal , and my whole system is tightening up to heal, I can feel it, but it creates strain and the sense of old injuries being back. BUT I can tell this is needed to recover fully. Hero: Earth+ Beast changes the all out intensitiy of Beast, and makes it more getting ‘lost’ in the movement, to aweareness around everything and precision. The APS/SPS modules in my custom may be too much and I just want to let Earth/Beast shine. I also have Radiating Health. On this new custom, I feel its very naturally to eat extremely health but still enjoy myself as well. Hero: Earth seems to make me more attractive and make romance customs stronger, it’s the embodiment of it. Radiating Health also seems to make woman more open and attracted to me, didn’t expect that but it totally makes sense.
I make multiple versions of the same custom to test slight alterations, like different suits for days/ occasions. As long as certain drivers are there the long term growth will happen and I can have different effects. I don’t know if this is recommeneded but I find it very powerful in discerning things.
I’ve tested GM and created customs for it I have not tested yet. I do absolutely love it, and it adds an element that is SO strong in sales. I’m currently not using it, because the detachment transistion in it was not where I want my focus, but I may return to it soon. My main interest in GM was not feeling something was wrong if /when I’m not number 1 performer at my job. But Khan helps with this too, because I feel I naturally rise to the top of the dominance hierarchy in whatever venture I am in. That’s what I love about Khan, it’s ineviatable. To me your either outside the game, making the game, or the best at the game. Outside and making are higher levels of evolution for me, but I’m not there yet.
I’ve tested EOG stage 1 again while on vacaction and off sales work. It is very challenging for me to run. It ‘feels’ so different than previous EOG healing. Elements I love, but it just feels not quite ‘me’. It also absolutely tanks my sales for some reason. (ran it the 4 days befor returning to work and then re-introduced my normal stack). Othersof spoken about EOG stage 1 leading to temporary set backs as well. I will have to run it more when able. HOWEVER it did do a couple amazing things in the short time running it. My budgeting is already different, I see how I want to spend money differently and I’m spending way less. I started to feel a loosening on the fear of never having enough.I started to feel the value of working where I have passion and ease AND the big one. My friend and a very high up positino at another company, called me and said she had a dream and vision of a product and she wanted to create a business with me. She had NEVER had such a clear vision and calling and would I work on it with her. NOT what I expected for my own new business venture but that is an EOG result to me lol. Her product is not something I ever would have done or my normal orientation but I will join her and see where it goes.
I would love a wealth title that ‘feels’ more me. Khan with my stack feels that. I love that WB, Emperor, Khan feeling- in the stack. EOG I would need to stack to get that
Whatever the effect with new Wanted where every interaction is so ON
The lack of overthinking, the flowing with things perfectly, the influence and engagement with detachment, the bubble.
We need that for Business and/or Sales next HOM and True Sell
Same as the manifestation of women and opportunities is insane, we need that for quality leads, investors, etc.
Never posted this:
Time on vacaction away is always amazing and challenging. I’m used to working hard,
so I start to go lazy and lose structure. My days revolve around eating and enjoying life, which is awesome, but also doesn’t always feel great or fulfilling.
I was with family, and there was way more family conflict then I would have like. I absolutely love my immediate family, and sometimes it’s hard to be in the presence of them with each other. We did a bunch of great adventures together and revisited places where I spent my summers as a child.
It’s usually bittersweet and nostalgic to revisit those places. I feel a pining loss for what was and what could have been, a sense of magic gained and lost, and questioning if I did right by my younger self.
It had me realize I’m not living or pursuing my dreams.
But I AM very passionate about what I do and grateful for the life I have
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