For my “hard sub” in your case Khan ST1 I listen to 3 minutes once a week on Friday evening, or on Thursday evening if Friday is slow/dead/more casual. Gives me 2-3 rest days before I have to go back into sales, hopefully that is enough for Khan to process, and then I’ll run a loop of my “easier” subs Sunday night, and microloop (30s) it again first thing in the morn before my day starts
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Thank you for the compliment
Its so funny, it’s all crystal clear in retrospect. Khan stage 1 snuck up on me in my experience. The hours after a run with it I do way better. Than I start to get some anger and edge that effects the fluency of my calls. I find an non-chalance to apathy and start questioning everything, especially with lack of results. Then I get depressed, and then break through.
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Azriel, out of curiosity don’t you miss emperor?
I ran emperor today and it was just what I needed to move forward.
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Pulled through last week and closed out at 63K
Feeling very chill lately-probably Khan Stage 1
I’ve been so motivated by adrenal (which I still love) and concern (don’t love as much)
My priorities feel like there shifting, more introspective deeper report to come
Moving this week, thinking of renting an extra place as well for the additional freedom.
Also got a dope offer for a sick apartment. A little expensive even for me with the uncertainty up in the air. Considering it.
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I never miss it. I’m sure I’d love it if I ran it again.
It’s a very distinct flavor I ran for close to 3 years. So much of it laid a foundation for my success now. I needed other primaries to move forward in my life.
Emperor really is best in an executive position or running one’s own business. I definitely see that now.
Also Emperor Alpha flavor is very strong. I will say I get a lot of respect now even without any Alpha subs. Testing Khan it’s a mixed bag, as much disrespect and ‘hate’ as respect but the respect on Emperor was really solid. It was nice to have a couple months without any Alpha input. I’m very Alpha naturally and I felt the cool down was necessary to make smarter choices.
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If you like Mod, hear me out, try super small microdoses of slow-release adderral.
I have a friend who has a 30mg prescription, slow release, but in capsule form, so I open it up and take literally only a few of the beads… way less than 1mg, and it’s not a “hard” hit of focus but it eliminates internal distractibility, increases natural focus, without any of the intense side effects of a high dose of mod or addy.
I prefer it because I think 1/50th of an adderral dose is going to be healthier than a full/half dose of Mod
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Only reason I’m taking moda is because you can easily acquire it by buying it online. Adderall you can’t. Ideally vyvanse but need a prescription for it.
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Curious how do you like this module compared to Gloryseeker? I’ve used it in the past but wondering how it will mesh in QTKS.
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Do you cycle this? Say 3 weeks on 1 off or is the dose so small that hasn’t been necessary.
Once maybe twice a week maximum, and not even every week.
Personal preference - I prioritize a clean healthy body, which gives long term focus, to any sort of short term benefits
Adderral is known to reduce the brain’s ability to focus in the long term - there may be conflicting evidence, but that’s the belief I subscribe to, and I can feel it in me as well
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I don’t care what anyone says Adderall will drive you into the ground if done too consistently. ADD or not.
Mod buy online? I’m always a little weary of source quality.
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Concious Vent
This week is freaking running slow as well. One sale by wed. Yesterday I didn’t hit any sales until Thursday and then crushed. But I’m really not liking these tight runs.
Again what I am breaking through is where I ‘feel powerless’ around lead quality, and the difference I can actually make on a call. I keep having faith in a bigger picture and my ability to produce. But it seems a matter of energetics and trust, and then skill meeting opportunity.
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100%. Vyvanse is a safer option but even then your overloading your brain with dopamine if you take it too much.
I have a source I trust that has the best quality that I’ve been using for years now so I know it’s legit. A lot of scammy ones tho so I’d be weary for sure. Even with Moda you have to be careful to not take every day. 1-2 times a week max. Last time I took it was for a tech pitch deck that would of taken 4 days to make but with Moda believe or not took around 6 hours with deep focus. To this day, that presentation was the most beautiful thing I ever made and the client saw so Moda works lol.
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That’s the thing with sales, one day you’re all high and mighty and have a bunch of good leads and closed deals the other times your bored out of your mind trying to find what to do. My best advice is have a side hustle if you don’t already. Telling you SaaS and AI is booming no better time then now.
Same with my previous statement if the lead quality makes you feel powerless. Find a side hustle where you’d get leads that would give you the “power” back. Your a smart guy I know you can figure that out.
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I appreciate the good intentions here, and I’m happy to be contributed to in the right context but want to be very clear my conscious vents are not looking for resolutions. There not expressions of my outlook on life or understanding. It’s me voicing the parts of me that need voicing to alchemize. The advice here is a bit like you saying your having a down day and me giving a book on getting over the loss of a loved one lol
In reality I’ve gotten myself to a different league with the sales I’m in. There is a reality to the waves of sales but I have found away to stay above them in performance, emotionally I will always go up and down with the ‘drama’ of it. Less so as I trust my performance and emotional capacity. I don’t get bored and look for what to do ever in sales. I also am consistently an insanely high performer and what is happening lately is a manifestation of some internal resolution. Sales is gamified for me, the money matters, but not as much as the art and performance in and off itself.
I am starting a side business this month. I’m not interested in switching sales industries at this time at all.
Again, same as above. I state this clearly because I will be consciously venting on this journal a lot. It’s one of the keys to moving through recon and my effectiveness. So the context on conscious vents is RECON not practical resolution. Nuanced or philosophical resolution would also make sense. I could make a billion dollars on the side and still feel ‘powerless’ not about lead quality but about my ability with certain leads. Understanding and breaking through that is part of the Moutain breaker and plateau transcendent modules working imo.
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Bars.
Your journey (and journal) is already a significant Success Story here at subliminal club. And the fact that you’re continuing to share your internal process is eminently valuable. You’re like an elite athletics coach who allows the players and the staff to see his humanity because he knows that will inspire them to see they can achieve too and to keep pushing themselves.
It’s pretty awesome emotional intelligence for you to state these points in the way that you have. The recognition of how you can make skillful use of the ups and downs of the (external and internal) process.
Thank you.
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You actually gave me a idea now for my own journal which I will do. Appreciate the feedback and no your right I get what you mean now I just misunderstood it.
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Totally appreciate your input and there will definitely be times, when I’m at a real loss and looking for advice. You’ll know 
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I overdid Khan stage 1 again. lol
Feeling so lazy. Probably recon rather then the result of the sub.
More details to come
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So I ran Khan in full loop. Last week was another clincher. Even more than the week before.
I’d been coasting on crushing it early in the week and the last two have been tests of faith and skill.
There is so much ‘drama’ to this job. I work magic with what I have but I’m going to get the bottom of lead distribution. There is always taking responsibility for what I can with what I am given and then changing the game of what is given. I am not getting enough high income leads. I’m great at closing leads generally but other people’s close rate are saved by there lead quality. Its getting fxxx annoying to me, that I am producing 3x the results and better meals with less ‘quality’ ingredients. Not really-the people are still amazing but you get the metaphor. I’m also going to change my language around this.
I will consciously address the reality of it and start communicating to myself and others around my lead quality. With the power of manifestation modules I have I believe I need to make that alignments.
So there is a new commission structure that benefits weekend work. And I ended up pulling in most of the weeks work this Saturday. That means my upcoming paycheck is $11K and the next one will be $11K as well -meaning this month I will have been paid $22K, but earned another fat amount in bonuses and work I won’t see the fruit for until October. So my net gain for the month is $2K higher than last month. Although I don’t think I’ll beat my net revenue in sales from last month, although its possible. If not for that $45k refund I may but it would still be tight.
So it seems EOG Stage 4 in my stack makes for smoother sailing in manifestation and sales overall, but my net personal revenue is higher this month. I am accomplishing one goal I intended though- which is 4+sales in a day. I was coasting a nice sale a day maybe two and the last two weeks I’ve done 24 hours with 6-7 sales in a day. Irony that I got what I asked for just not the way I asked. So now I’m asking for 6-7 sales a day 6-7 days a week I want to boggle what’s possible and believed at this job. 4x the best weekly records and 2x the monthly.
I am still reaping some fruit from bonuses from last month as well in residuals. Also Khan adds something very good to sales when not in recon. It gives me insane confidence and ambition when not which I love. Although in recon or if the Alpha is too strong it ‘deadens’ my sales ability. I have a couple woman I’m seeing over the next week so do want to keep Khan in the stack. Maybe add in some BDLM and RONW
I have to keep remembering the subs bring out my best. I can fall into thinking I’m a blank slate then only produces results because of subs lol
After this week on Khan I will let True Sell black fly solo for a bit or add EOG stage 4 back in.
I’m also really craving creating a custom with LOTS and BDLM and running Hero on the side. Then when ready-creating a HERO/LOTS/ BDLM custom. Was considering merging EOG stage 4 and HOM into custom as well. It’s all up in the air with what creates the best manifestation/ sales skill/ money and what my other goals are.
Between Khan and my sales sub my thinking is very primal. I feel like a social and embodied genius. Everything is very driven from ‘gut’. It’s like I have resistance to everything in life outside of that and need to power through. I feel HERO or ROM would be the subs to not ‘correct’ this but add the dimension of thinking and focus I’m craving.
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