there’s so much I want to do and run so many subs lol
It’s a shame we have such limited focus lol. But there’s a beauty in it too
Listening day 12 - GLM + EOG1 + EE (20s + 10s)
Almost no recon from it apart from like an hour of apathy which resolved on its own and was rather easy
Despite such little exposure, the overall mindset changes I’ve had from EOG1 are huge, I realized a lot of internal blocks and resolved them (like productivity issues, self worth issues, joy from work, having to work consistently on one thing to get great results, etc.). I healed whatever is holding me back at this stage, resolved the most immediate issues. I’m sure of it and I feel ready for ST2
I think the main reason for recon previously was exhausted nervous system from overdoing lots of stuff like TRE and meditation. That’s why I couldn’t handle more exposure.
Still, it was a good experience which confirmed to me one more time that even so little exposure can bring me great changes haha
I’ll definitely be coming back to EOG1 in the future, very good sub. Maybe I’ll be rotating it with ST2 every couple of cycles
And also, it did one of the most important things that was mentioned in the description of old version - “removing negative manifestations”. I don’t think I’ve had a single negative financial manifestation in those 3 months of exposure
As for the other subs, I don’t feel any recon from each either. I think EE led me to decreasing meditation and TRE while increasing my overall productivity.
GLM - it makes me question a lot of my aspirations and act from the point of authenticity, rather than from what I was programmed to do. It also slowly helps me build internal strength and conviction that no matter what happens in the world, I’ll be able to work through the issues. Also, GLM is honestly the most subtle sub in the stack. The changes feel so natural, it’s like I’ve been this way for a long time already.
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Day 13 - GLM + EOG1 + EE (30s+10s)
I’m moving my sleep schedule so today’s session is much earlier than usual
Decided to test the waters and do 30s of GLM and EOG1, let’s see how it goes. Just before today’s session, I had a realization which was a manifestation of this module:
Money as Energy
Helps you reframe your understanding of money as more than a material resource—revealing it as a dynamic, flowing energy that responds to your intentions and beliefs. Empowers you to align with money’s energetic nature, cultivating trust and openness in its flow. By releasing fear and scarcity-driven patterns, you unlock the potential to manifest wealth with clarity and purpose. Seeing money as a tool for energetic exchange transforms how you give, receive, and create, grounding your financial choices in harmony and possibility.
Combining EOG with GLM also produced some synergistic effects regarding this realization and I was able to understand the nature of personal blockages. I never quite understood what exactly a “blockage” was until today. I think now my progress is going to be much faster and better
I also can see how this realization was kind of nurturing in the back of my mind for a few days already and today it turned into an eureka moment lol
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Had a weird dream today, I somehow ended up in jail lol
Not quite sure what it symbolizes
Other than that, no recon. Seems like this was indeed the case
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As for new results, after that 30s loops I got some ideas regarding investing and keeping finances. Going to research it more
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Honestly, despite me saying this, I’m really afraid of losing the momentum I’ve built on ST1 lol.
I’ve increased my income quite nicely in those few months…
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After some new insights and results which were a response to new scripting, I got dropped into strong recon lol
Alright, that’s the last time I’m increasing exposure by more than a few seconds at the time.
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I wouldn’t even mind if my recon reaction was anything different from total apathy and absolute procrastination/lack of energy. But it is what it is
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Reconciling a lot of stuff…
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Main recon is from the concept of stillness, still mind, etc. - for some reasons, it’s a very hard topic for me
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Those are said in recon times lol
That is true but I still have a long way to go so I’m giving EOG1 another cycle and going to add EOG2 instead of EE.
EOG2 has productivity scripting anyway
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Once I achieve a certain level of financial freedom, I’m taking a big break to focus on improving my health, looks, nervous system, etc.
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I think something healed again. I woke up feeling amazing and there’s something different in how I feel about money,
Also, I realized that I suck at math because I thought I have 3 months of exposure to EOG1 but in reality it’s 2 months lmao
Well, my plan is unchanged, I’m going to keep EOG1 and will start EOG2. Except that I think I might do something similar to what I was doing with EE: have GLM and EOG2 as main subs and EOG1 as a supplementary, with half of the exposure (like, 20 sec of GLM + EOG2 and 10 sec of EOG1)
EOG1 will continue helping me build foundation, clear financial traumas, etc. while EOG2 will be building on top of that
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Listening Day 17 - GLM + EOG1 (25s)
Did 25s today. I want to push listening time as much as possible before a washout. Not sure if it’s a good idea though but anyway lol
Feeling good mostly, energetic, productive, riding a small recon wave, mainly around the topic of finances.
GLM does some really deep and subtle work. It feels as if changes the very core of my being right now, and I welcome the changes that it’s trying to bring.
Took out EE to give myself a breather before adding EOG2. EE seems to have done its purpose which is healing my work avoidance issue. I might come back to it after I get to the point where I think I did enough of EOG1
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Did 30 sec today, feeling fine too. Today is also the start of washout
Really no desire to journal lately, life is just going, I’m just monotonously grinding every day.
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Got sick so used one loop of Paragon. I’ll just prolong the washout to make up for it
Other than that, there’s something else that is being processed deep in my mind now. Related to both GLM and EOG.
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GLM has been shining lately. More assertive, setting proper boundaries, etc.
My financial belief system is being rebuilt belief by belief. I’m facing reality and old beliefs and it’s quite depressing right now. I’ve identified problem but haven’t found the solution for my exact level yet.
Today is 2nd day of my washout, I used Paragon last time yesterday. Now I’m feeling well enough
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One of the (nasty) side effects of this is that mentally, I’m thinking about big numbers (5-10x of what I’m making) and the current numbers are losing the appeal and my motivation dips
I know it’s recon though
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It’s recon on purpose and passion I think
It’s such a hard topic for me
I wonder where I’ll get in the next cycle…
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Considering taking at least 7 days off, maybe even more, not 5. 3rd day was the roughest yesterday. I can see how scripting tries to reconcile but I just don’t have the ideas on action to aid it.
(or maybe more like, I can’t take action on these ideas until I finish current project, and I just have no energy for that)
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