listened GLM + EOG2 + EOG1 for 30 sec today, got the energy to finish that damn project, basically grinding it out
Will try different approaches to work after this one because it has been ROUGH lol
Going to also do more rest days, resuming listening only after I start feeling completely normal, rather than just following 1 on 1 off
I think I was in some healing recon hell which didn’t allow me to finish this project properly. I am done and suddenly I find myself having a ton of energy and enthusiasm for other projects lol
I overcame some big blockage. I couldn’t handle more than 30s of my stack, now I’m freely doing 1 min! let’s go
kind of in a seclusion period right now, studying various financial instruments, making little investments here and there.
Honestly speaking, 2025 was rather shitty. Looking forward to 2026 though 
I want to do 1 cycle of ROW instead of EOG1 next cycle. And maybe keep rotating them. But we’ll see
2 days of rest in between loops works better for me
Also I got to recon-less 1 min. 3 min next time?
I don’t know if that’s recon or just some depression bouts but I’m taking an additional rest day just in case.