listened GLM + EOG2 + EOG1 for 30 sec today, got the energy to finish that damn project, basically grinding it out
Will try different approaches to work after this one because it has been ROUGH lol
Going to also do more rest days, resuming listening only after I start feeling completely normal, rather than just following 1 on 1 off
I think I was in some healing recon hell which didn’t allow me to finish this project properly. I am done and suddenly I find myself having a ton of energy and enthusiasm for other projects lol
I overcame some big blockage. I couldn’t handle more than 30s of my stack, now I’m freely doing 1 min! let’s go
kind of in a seclusion period right now, studying various financial instruments, making little investments here and there.
Honestly speaking, 2025 was rather shitty. Looking forward to 2026 though 
I want to do 1 cycle of ROW instead of EOG1 next cycle. And maybe keep rotating them. But we’ll see
2 days of rest in between loops works better for me
Also I got to recon-less 1 min. 3 min next time?
I don’t know if that’s recon or just some depression bouts but I’m taking an additional rest day just in case.
That was recon, I think. I’m still grappling with some of the features from EOG1
But, life is taking some interesting turns. I’m adapting some interesting practices, doing some new things for me, investing (something I always thought I don’t have the money for, turns out it was just a blockages
Everything is generally going pretty good. I’m on the right path.
Again debating taking a break from EOG1 and trying out some of easier, more feel-good subs such as Genesis AOH
that is, as usual, recon lol
I’m taking a washout until the end of the year now
It seems that even doing the whole 30 active listening days is a far away thing for me, let alone that + 15 min loops. I currently do about 18-26 days of standard listening schedule (1 on 1-2 off, counting all days, not just active listening) + microloops of 3 titles per listening day. I drop into some heavy-ish recon by that time and do a washout then. Seems to work so far
I’m currently reflecting on some of the most personal matter and see that unexpectedly, GLM and EOG are resolving some deep seated blockages and problems that I had. It’s unrelated to money, rather it’s some general life meaning type of things. It’s interesting and is exactly what I was looking for
Next 1-2 cycles are going to be RoW, then back to EOG1. All my desires to take a break or rest from EOG1 or recon-induced bouts of depression are just that - recon. I’m getting better at managing it but I’m still missing the beginning of it
Decided to do Paragon Sleep instead of RoW at first, because my sleep wasn’t as good lately and hypothesized that improving it would be a wiser decision than just jumping straightt into RoW (I believe it was the right call).
Bought myself a new supplement stack, focusing on a few new practices which I think are important for my specific situation and overall just enjoying the life right now
recon from EOG1 was insane, I’m in a much more comfortable head space right now haha. But the changes are insane as well, I’m managing money very differently- paying myself first (investing), managing everything well, not having any urges to buy useless stuff (like, previously I was addicted to energy drinks but somehow it just stopped without me noticing) which actually leads me to being able to save money.
It seems that EOG1 eradicated my fear of poverty after all but I still am grappling with meaning, motivation and generally finding something to do for long term. I have things that I enjoy now and which bring me money, but I don’t see myself doing them forever. I do feel close to figuring it out though
EOG2 kicked in too, which lead me to change my routine and optimize it, which makes me more productive, makes it easier to form habits and so forth
I don’t think I’m having any recon from GLM, EOG2 or Paragon Sleep tbh. The one and only most recon-inducing sub was EOG1 lol. Other subs are so easy to run for me, outside of listening sessions, I completely forget that I even run those, what they are supposed to do, etc. and live my life without a care for them, then reflect back and see results lol.
forget about it hahah
I did quite a bit of reflection and soul searching and figured that currently, my belief system is good enough finance-wise, I can just continue with EOG2 and keep taking the same action, and it’s going to be some time before I hit the plateau.
EOG2 did help me a ton with biohacking, productivity and purpose-related things.
Or more like, it helped me to asses my health situation (mental and physical), take necessary action (which includes supplements) to fix my hormonal/neurotransmitter system and the side effect from that is increased productivity, easily identifying the topic I enjoy the most and last, but certainly not least, skyrocketing my results and allowing me to listen to much more than before without ANY recon (first time listening full loops today)
I wonder if I can do ST1 now, with more than 1.5 min haha. But, I don’t feel the need for that just yet.
Those are the biggest changes. Initially, I thought that EOG2 isn’t really as great as I imagined it to be (when I just started running it), but now I look back and am completely blown away
So, anyway, I added Khan now 
Currently at ST1
I’ve got a theory I want to test with Khan, if I’m correct, then it should make my progress with just about everything much better, faster and smoother
I used Paragon Sleep for like a week but that was enough to fix my sleep, and then I didn’t really take a break, and just added Khan straight away lol. But it’s been a week and I’m already seeing profound effects and not experiencing recon