Been seeing a lot of repeating numbers lately. Like 5:55, 3:33, etc.
I don’t know if I believe that it’s of any importance or not, but it’s interesting
Also, decided to not do Ascension Chamber for now. I’ll consider adding it back to my stack when it’s updated OR when I get to 5+ min loops at least for my stack. Don’t want to add any more burden to my processing queue
Listening day 8 - GLM + EOG1 + E:E (15s + 5s)
(The first number represents GLM and EOG, the second number - E:E)
Let’s test 5s of EE.
Today would also be the final day of the old ZP schedule. I don’t feel that I need washout tbh but I’m going to do an early one after 1-2 more weeks. I’m going on a trip so I think it’s a good idea to rest a bit from the subs
Much more productive today. Now my focus is to just slowly get EE to the same level as other subs
Yeah, 5 sec is def. much better for Executive. Though I’m still feeling some lingering recon from 15s
E:E long-term, no doubt lol
Relationships with money definitely feels different but I can’t really say how and in what way. It’s like there’s more familiarity?
Listening day 9 - GLM + EOG1 + EE (16s + 7s)
Yesterday was amazing. Woke up, did morning meditation (I started meditating on GLM), and just worked until the end of the day. Meditated again, went to sleep. Took 2 breaks for food (breakfast and dinner) and just had small breaks to make myself tea. Other than that, just work. Productivity, enthusiasm, etc. - all there
Didn’t want to journal yesterday (or didn’t care much). Today decided to add 1s to main subs and 2 sec to EE. The idea is that eventually EE will catch up this way and I’ll get to the same duration, and in the meantime I’ll expose myself to new scripting in main stack
I think that’s actually a very good call. I had some recon immediately after listening but it cleared in about an hour and I was able to just start working
I wonder if I should just do increases like this every couple of days
Found a new taxi app in my country which offers cheaper services. This way I’ll cut down the costs of transportation on taxi a bit.
Also made a small income/expense tracker sheet for myself
Feeling weird and not really in the mood for productivity today. It’s because I underslept though, not recon related. Still got some work done
Listening day 10 - GLM + EOG1 + EE (17s + 9s)
Mistake, should’ve kept 16+7s
I’ll try the other approach. On a listening day (if I have no recon on rest day), I’ll increase either GLM+EOG by 1 sec, or EE by 2 sec. Not all three subs at once
I just realized that I actually might be very close to this goal and hit it in the next few months consistently, if I go at the rate I’m going
Apparently, it’s recon from EOG. The topic of recon is money.
The recon on this sub for me mostly is that I start to think that me earning money is meaningless and I don’t care for anything that it can buy, nor do I have any great goals to use money to achieve…
This recon appeared often before I found my sweet spot and I still have not figured it out.
Rest Day
Feeling weird and fatigued today. Vivid dreams too. Recon
Recon resolved. I am trying to pinpoint some strategy to figure out which actions I need to take but just can’t. And then I just randomly stumble upon action that somehow resolves recon and I don’t even understand how
Man, I want to quit EOG1 just right now lol. Imagine the recon I’m going through haha
I’ll finish this cycle and will do ST2 for now before going back to this healing stage, it’s whooping my ass lol
It’s going to be 3 months of EOG1 in about 15 days. Adding GLM with anti recon made it so brutal though but also gave me better results
(I’m not editing the entry above)
I wonder if such resistance is actually just a breakthrough nearing…
Yep, that was right, back on track lol
I identified the core problem for me. Still, I think I’ll switch to ST2 after I finish this cycle
Listening day 11 - GLM + EOG1 + EE (17s + 10s)
Had some weird dreams, don’t remember much of them anymore though
Upped EE to 10 sec to kind of hit the milestone, going to keep this exposure for now.
Plan is to run current durations until I have zero recon signs now
Rest day
I feel like I woke up a new man today. Turns out, I’ve really been overdoing TRE lately, as well as meditation and subs. My nervous system was exhausted. That probably lead to increased recon as well
Yesterday and today I felt very energetic and great. I decided to reduce my meditations from 20min twice a day to 10 min once a day, and restarted TRE starting from 1 min every other day.