Aurum Deus (GLM + EOG)

Journals - Major Programs
#1

(Latin: “Golden God”)

"A man must be cool!" - Reckless Savage Demon Venerable

Priority and goal #1 - Increase my income to 2000$/month (in my country, it’s the equivalent of 200k$ per year in USA) + pay off any bad debts

I want better house, better surroundings, better food, better entertainment, better clothing

Right now, I have one active income and some investments. I’d like to figure out some ways to get (semi-)passive income on the side.

Goal #2 - Build strong enthusiasm towards working out. Get into consistent workout routine at least 3x/week

I’ve been working out for quite some time, but I’d usually stop being consistent because at some point I’d start hating the gym because of all the pushing myself. I’ve been trying a different strategy - doing the bare minimum (which is just showing up and doing a short warm up), and leaving at the peak of enjoyment. Adding on top of that dopaminergic things such as music/audiobooks.

This way I went from hating the gym, to now craving it even, going there, doing 5-7 sets, enjoying it, and leaving, and doing that very consistently. The amount of sets is growing and when I truly become consistent, I’ll work on specific programs, progressive overload, etc. - current phase is just consistency

Goal #3 - deep inner work and self-exploration

I want to drop limiting beliefs, harmful societal programming and improve my mood, energy; achieve some specific character traits

Stack:

  • GLM
  • EOG
  • Third sub as needed

Until 01.01.2027

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#2

done it lol

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#3

I like it. Now I have to do the same.

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#4

Listening day 3 - GLM + EOG1 (30s)

here are the starting dates of the stack:
- EOG1 - Sep 23rd, 2025
- GLM - Oct 19th 2025

I’ve been tracking my eating habits to slowly change them, through baby steps. So far it goes pretty smoothly

As for wealth, there’s one work task that I just can’t do for a few days already and I don’t know why. I’m just procrastinating so hard on it lol

But I’m doing everything else at least, so it’s good…

One thing I noticed is that often, recon manifests for me as tension, and relieving that tension reliefs recon. Through TRE, sex, conscious relaxation, etc. - all work

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#5

rest

Slept 11 hours. Still have some recon/processing. Other than that, feeling very energized.

Easing into intermittent fasting (as I mentioned, baby steps). Did first fast, it was effortless and I feel a sense of accomplishment from it. I’m going to keep doing it and slowly expanding my fasting window.

Noticed that my mind is racing at times with some weird, sometimes literally meaningless thoughts, but after that, there are moments of clarity and stillness. I think my mind is trying to release a lot of useless stuff that is constantly going in the background in my subconscious mind. If that’s correct, I believe I’ll become much more energetic, calm, focused once enough mental gunk is cleared.

Other than that, I woke up and saw a message from someone I outreached in the past, they are very interested in the service I’m offering. I’m embracing a small manifestation as per EOG guidance lol. The clients also happened to be in my city which would make work easier.

One thing that EOG did for me is completely reframing my idea of Value. Coupled with some NWE manifestations which were negative at first but then turned out to be great lessons, I come to the conclusion that as long as you don’t miss deadlines, don’t bother the clients needlessly, be polite, and do work that is good enough - you already will be an above-average specialist here lol.

Paretto, as usual. 20% of action (focusing on basics) lead to 80% of results

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#6

One of the most prominent effects from GLM is that I got much more horny lol

#7

Compare that to what I wrote here :point_down: :point_down:

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#8

Yep, I remember that post!

Can you tell me about your experience with RoW? I want to add it in about 2 weeks

#9

I have EOG1 and RoW running together in the same custom, so it’s hard to tell exactly which one is causing which effects. I’ve run the old version of EOG1 quite a bit before, but this new version feels infinitely deeper.

Mentally and emotionally, I’ve become almost completely detached from the idea of money, or the lack of it. One thing I can clearly attribute to EOG1 is that I no longer see being broke as a problem. Millions of people have been broke, and millions have become wealthy. Neither state is unique or defining. Not making enough money is simply a symptom of not putting enough value into the marketplace.

Instead of thinking about money, I’ve started to obsess over value. “What kind of value can I create and share?”. That’s what keeps me up at night now. :joy:

Money follows value. I spent years worrying about the wrong thing.

Lately, I’ve also been reflecting on what wealth truly means to me and realizing the futility of competing just for money. I’m pretty sure that part is coming from RoW.

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#10

I think I’ll come back to your message after some time running RoW, because even though it consciously makes sense for me, something in it creates an internal conflict inside and I can’t pinpoint what exactly is bothering me yet

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#11

Listening day 4 - GLM + EOG1 (20s)

Not sure if I’m going to listen to the subs today, or take another rest day. I had some big trauma release from TRE yesterday and not feeling like I’ve integrated it yet. TRE sometimes produces recon just like subliminals and I seem to have dissolved some big blockage, now I just need to give my nervous system some time to reorganize itself.

Waking up, I feel more clear, less reactive to the negative stimuli, and more “free”.

Additionally, my mind is still reconciling the idea of value. (I was writing a big rant here but figured that it’s more suited for my offline journal at the moment; I’ll probably publish it once I come to some specific conclusion)

Getting some recon on idea of detachment as well

Other than that, I seem to have more mental clarity, better articulation, more insights

#12

Took a nap, feeling much better

Still having some internal turmoil though. But listened subs anyway at lower duration

#13

Confirmed once again. It seems though that TRE doesn’t work as well on immediate tension and rather digs up trauma-related tension. Sex, on the other hand, discharges all immediate tension

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#14

Something reconciled and I’m now working on that task. There’s still some blockages on it but it’s way more manageable.

I wonder if it’s because I decreased duration to 20s instead of usual 30s?

Edit: I’ll try 15s next time and compare

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#15

I think the reason for my procrastination on that task were a few things:

  1. Overexposure. I’m always prone to it, even though I believe now that less is more, there’s still some deeper block to fully embrace it lol. I guess even 30s were taking so much of my mental energy that I couldn’t work on this task? - guess my mind was working through so many issues at 30s, its only choice was to limit my capacity for productivity.
  2. There’s a very big thing that is reconciling right now. It’s as if the core of my personality and motivation is now being brought to light, without traumas/societal programming blocking it, and now I have to re-learn to live and work in true alignment with it, rather than chasing things that deep down, I didn’t even care much about

Regarding #2, I even jotted down in my private journal - “I’m repairing the core of my psyche”.

Nevertheless, I finally realized specific actions that I can take to resolve those issues. Once I fully implement those things, I think my growth will skyrocket

I think it’s mostly EOG doing because I have a bit more than a month of it already, and only added GLM recently. But even so, if just 1 month of consistent listening without sub hopping and consistent action does so much for me, what would happen in a year?

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#16

Rest day

Overexposure absolutely blocks (external) results for me. Either because all energy goes to processing and reconciling stuff, or for some other reasons, I don’t know

But honestly, the pattern is clear for me lol. Or else how come I’d have all this internal ruminations at 30s but would get a clear external result on 20s? And that’s not the first time

Well, the path is clear: more execution, gentler increase, longer integration before increasing duration

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#17

Work is easy when

  1. You realize how bad it is now
  2. You know how good will it be once you accomplish your goals (and you deliberately do something good that you weren’t able to do prior, in order to have positive reinforcement towards work)
  3. You know what you need to do

That’s the formula for endless energy and motivation

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#18

Seems like the anti-recon module is tackling this issue as well. I externalized it, and now I’m having some internal conflict. Not in the bad sense. It’s a positive one, actually. My natural desires slowly changes from “I want to add third title” to “I don’t want to add third title, my stack already hits all my goals and I’d prefer deeper results faster”

I think it’s this module at work?

Time as Teacher

Helps you discover that patience is not the absence of progress, but the refinement of it. You release the urge to force outcomes, learning instead to move with the rhythm of what is ready. Each pause or delay becomes an active discipline, and the wisdom you gain arrives complete, unforced, and lasting.

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#19

listening day 5 - GLM + EOG1 + AsC (15s)

Had some war dreams, in which I somehow was taken by enemies and was made to fight alongside with them. And in the dream I was trying to escape them while pretending like I’m on their side

I had multiple awakenings during the night but I’d always fall back to sleep and return to this dream

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#20

15 sec feel the smoothest. No recon, not feeling any processing. Guess it’s some of the 20-30s parts that hit some blockage

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