Looking for this especially from DR v2.
so，I have been back to my regular stack…it feels like back to my normal self…it is pretty good …this week I added one loop RME to my stack just out of curiosity and it rhymes with my stack pretty good…much better than run it solo…it has an emphasis on social intelligence ，increase in emotional impact/influence and somehow it enhances the Raikov module too…
for example，there is a creepy guy tries to pursuit my sister…and I sister rejected him and later blacklisted him on social media account…but that dude is persistent…keep changing different account to send her friend request…so that dude becomes a joke in our family…I was teasing her .by.mimicking the way that dude speaks verbalizing the thoughts process that dude might have.（I dont know that dude）…I know，it sounds like pretty mean…but it is fun…the way I say it was fun and dramatic…both my mom and sis love it…
I know for a woman，when encountering a dude who doesn’t take the hint is a pretty creepy thing…it freaks them out…make it into a joke could really help them take off the edge…so I did what I did…successfully…and beautifully…
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We’ve all been in a position where we’ve liked someone that wasn’t into us. The smart thing to do would be to walk away and find someone else. I hope he gets the message real soon.
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yeah，that is what we hope…but I get a feeling he is not gonna let go that easily…if he comes to find my sister，I might have a heart to heart conversation with him and point him the right direction…of course ，the truth might not be that easy to swallow sometimes…
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I know what you mean. The best of luck!
two thing ：first ，I was having a thought about developing my masculine core …I decided to add Khan to my stack next year when I meditated…this conscious thought seems to fire up something in my subconscious…recently，I became aggressive towards those who I deemed to be passive aggressive or disrespectful…I bursted out my anger without any hold back…I guess I am still in an adjusting process…probably later ，I will learn to use these anger/masculinity in a much more discreet way…it could be SQ from AS working ？or the compound effect ？not sure，anyway it is working and I am moving forward …that is what counts…
second ，the creepy dude I mentioned in the early post came to my home to find my sister…I told my sister to be straightforward with that dude tell him she doesn’t like him ，dont waste time，then leave the house…and my mom was the one actually comforting his wounded ego…that dude was telling my mom that his family members think highly of my sister，and he wants my sister to give him a chance…things like that…out of courtesy，my mom asked him to dine in our home，and he did…after that my mom drove him to the train station …and that dude still couldn’t give up ，asked my mom to give him my sister number…my mom rejected ，then he asked for my mom contact…rejected again…
the whole thing was creepy and that dude definitely doesn’t take hints…I was having this premonition this dude would come and I tell my sister to come up with a precautious precedure…the whole time my sister thought I was joking…but the truth is no…I am not…the creepiest part is that…the others day…I was imitating how his family member might encourage him to be forward …the things that he told my mom was almost identical to my imitation…I dont know where this comes from…could be the effect from AS ？my intuition has improved a lot…cant imagine how much more I will grow if I keep listen …
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First, I would encourage you to think about reducing your number of loops.
As of right now, what is your listening schedule or what are you planning to do this week?
As for your sister’s situation, I hope things get resolved soon peacefully.
I will also be running a khan custom next that ive been workinv for a long, cheers to next year
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well，my listening schedule is fine…I dont feel any need to reduce it…I believe it is a natural process…thanks for concern
been contemplating on the creepy dude event before sleep and I got some new perspectives
first，the reason why I had a hunch about his coming is due to QLQ…it allows me to see under the surface …analyze and infer what will happen next…this reason seems much more believable…however，still，I think there is more…
second ，it is due the time distortion effect of Terminus square custom…my intuition has been developed and enable me to glimpse into the future…it sounds a bit strange…but this kind of prediction is not first time I made…previously I had successfully predicted two times what kind of person my sister about to see and clearly see it in my mind eye…so there is a chance I guess…
third，there is a phrase in Chinese “yan ling” or “言灵” which means the spirit of word…I will use my novel writing as an example to explain it…I used to believe that a writer is the god of his own stories……he/she has the absolute power over the story and character and anything related…but recently，I changed my mind…I believe a writer through emitting an intention/thought/word open a portal to another dimension…where the story happens…the story is actually happening somewhere and has its own life ，which the writer could not control…he might have some power to influence but story has its own course…this portal is a two way channel connecting the writer and these other worlds…if this spirit of word is used in a verbal form …it will become an announcement or invitation to a new reality therefore those thing has been announced will be pull towards us…I will experiment with this idea a bit…openly announce something and see if it will come to me…
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Do you know any famous Chinese writers who write with this 言灵 style?
Maybe it is an explanation of how gods and deities are created by humans.
Recently, I had been reading Neil Gaiman’s American Gods where gods and deities depend on human belief to maintain their power.
Also, I always wondered how the Monkey God became someone for people to worship if he is just a fictional character in The Journey to the West. And I heard there are people who worship Pigsy too.
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I dont think it is a style of writing…instead it is just an perspective of how the story unfolds…
and the American God…I read it years ago…but never finished…I remember the idea that you said…“god depends on human‘s worship to survive ” weird enough，later on ，I went to a NLP seminar…my teacher taught us a really similar concept …he specifically said that god is a concept，a set of idea that created by human for different purposes…and he then went on teaching us technique on how to create our own god for personal purposes…
the same teacher also told us a story ： he knew someone who claimed to be the incarnation of Monkey King…and has all kinds of superpower…and some idiots actually believe in that fraud and paid him good amount of money to seek Feng shui ‘s advice…of course it is all in vain at the end…my teacher stated that those who claim to be incarnation of deity…is no difference than dissociative identity disorder‘s patient…they dont actually possess any super power…they just create a not so practical identity…
anyway， I think it is a interesting perspective to look at things…
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I’m gonna bookmark this for future… research… purposes 
Great story mate. So happy for your success! 
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What’s in your profile picture?
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hahaha，a personal sigil which represents the identity I am cultivating…
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Damn, how’s it working ?
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definitely works，but it is really hard for me to pinpoint what the change that come from the sigil…cuz over the years I have learnt and practiced different techniques …I kinda mix them all together…
if you are interested in the sigil technique …it is quite simple…
first write on your statement in capital letters…
for example ： I AM XING LIAO
then pull out all the repetitive one and use what is remain I AM XNG LO to form a sigil or mantra…whatever way you like it…
after that…you could chant or visualize it while meditate or you could put it on a paper and tack it onto something…just dont look at it directly…forget about it
if you want to make one to represent an identity…please make sure list all the attributes ，beliefs and values etc that you want first…
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an interesting realization ，I just noticed that I have not judged/attacked myself for a very long time…in fact ，it is really hard for me remember when was the last time I did that…I was a really judgemental person（still am in some way ）I criticized myself a lot …often time to a point that it was really unbearable…
I just notice that I am starting to accept my weirdnesses……I dont think it is unforgivable or shameful anymore…it‘s just uniqueness in disguise…I think self love /self acceptance is developing…
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Interesting good to hear that, improvements are good keep it up
so yesterday I tested Stark Ultima again…as a result，I stayed up all night until 5 AM in the morning…I had three dreams…
the first one…I was trapped in cyberspace and keep repeating similar action…I could not remember what exactly I was doing…I could only remember each time I did the same thing ，a small variant appeared then I jumped off a building …and I woke up…
what it supposes to mean …could be my brain is running simulation to find out an optimal solution for something ？I am not sure
the second one ： nuclear war happened…as the bomb went off…my consciousness transfer into a robot/AI …I saw that robot having a thought to rule humankind as a way to preserve humanity from extinction…and I saw the robot actually run a 700 hundred years simulation. within a second…then the robot was destroyed by the shock wave…I woke up again…
what it supposes to mean ？an inner desire for civilization destruction could mean despair or dissatisfaction for life ？hoping to have a impact on the world ？ not sure…could it be something symbolic ？
the third one actually is pretty easy to understand…I was having a speech in front of many people I did not know and at the back of my head…I was worrying that they might not like me for certain thing that I have said then a voice tell me “fuck that，some people are bound to dislike you…no matter what you say or do” then I woke…
latter on，this evening，I took a walk…and my niece，a five years girl ，saw me and greeted me by shaking her hand passionately…I did not like her that much …for her boorish behaviours……but at that moment …my prejudice towards her cracked…through this crack…I actually saw the connection between the things happened to me recently…it all relates to Love and my perception of love…my inner child /younger ego equals love with separation ，disapproval ，pain and attack…therefore I keep attracting this type of experiences…now，I think it is time to finally take a close look at this subject…I guess DR could help me with the battle…