Heroes can be made by winning their inner battles.
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I switched DR st 1 to st 2 almost one month now…it seems really different than the previous stage…it brought up a lot of old stuffs…not like stage 1 gently squeeze in…stage 2 works much more directly…I have been having dreams and events that relating to approval seeking tendency and the matters and perceptions of love…I guess this is something really buried deep…and subconsciously I was running away from…now with the poke of DR St2…it surfaces up…I pick up my meditation routine again…hoping it could help me smooth out the edge…
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We’re all weird to someone. If you move to another country you might be considered the coolest person in that city… then you move somewhere else and some people may find you “weird”.
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yeah，I know what you mean…it is the emotional release/acceptance that really do the magic…
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Hope tge meditation ive been meaning to also meditate for some time feel ill do a 30 minutes session today thanks for the reminder
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so ，today I had a singing class…I chitchatted with my teacher a bit …and out of blue ，he said…“your life experiences is legendary”…well，I was a bit surprised…not that I dont deserve it…but hadn’t I talked about anything that impressive…the only reason I could think of why he would say something like that is the lingering effect of Stark Q2…
yesterday I tested one loop of SQ2 just to see what it does…I felt a bit tired at first…then my cousin came to visit…I was oozing my magnetism…stories and jokes flew out of my mouth without stop for thinking…every body had a good time…the effect was a bit similar to BLU…significant improvement in verbal expression and cognitive abilities plus magnetism…unlike RM，which mainly improves my emotional impact on other （not necessary based on intelligence，sometimes even stuttering a bit ）
overall …it was really impressive…the only down side is I could not fall asleep at night…
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I’m glad you are getting such noticeable results! Congratulate your self man!
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I just ordered a new custom ，which is the modified version of AS…I pull out ME and facial morphing and replaced them with RM and sacred words…it is the standard strength Q2…I shall call it The Reformed Artist Sebastian （RAS）…I believe it will serve my purpose better…
here is the list of the modules：
1:Current Invoker
2:Sphaera Magnetica
3:Temptation
4:Auric Overdriver
5:Aura of Craving
6:Emperor Fitness Height Inducer
7:Renaissance Man Q Core
8:Sacred Words
9:StarkQ Core
10:Ultimate Artist Q Core
11:Earthshaker - Sexuality
12:Focused Arousal
13:Gorgeous Manifestor
14:Instant Spark
15:Iron Frame
16:Long-Range Seduction
17:Seducer’s Gaze
18:Sexiness Unbound
19:Sexual Manifestation
20:Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
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Because of the multiple auras in there, please monitor yourself for fatigue or exhaustion.
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the creepy dude I mentioned in the previous posts made a move again…
today my mom got a phone call from someone she had a business deal with previously…and that someone is the creepy dude relative…my mom answered the phone and turned out is that creepy dude on the other end and he said…he is coming to visit…and my mom told him dont our whole family is on vacation…then hung up…
the whole thing is so strange and funny…cuz I have been teasing my sister for weeks that creepy dude is gonna come back …he is not gonna give up that easily…I urged her to come up with a plan…she refused to believe it…hahaha…
I start to wonder…what makes me so sure about it…I just felt like it is true that dude is gonna come again…is it the effect from QLQ St4 seeing the underlying mechanism ，so I could know the nature of that dude and make a proper prediction of his move ？or is it the effect from ME in my custom AS helping me to manifest the thing that hovering in my head ？either way…I am getting tired of that dude…I am gonna focus on something else and see if something interesting and beneficial to me will happen…such as publishing my novel and gaining wide recognition…or some sexy girls …lets see…
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I find that since listening to subliminals, I need to be more disciplined in what I focus on, or it might happen.
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yeah，at first I was just teasing my sister…but repeated it again and again…I started to believe in it…and then boom…it happened…I think，I really need to be thoughtful and aware of what I am wishing for…I will start to openly announce something beneficial to me…let‘s see what will happen then…
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something underneath the surface is changing…
I noticed that a lot of things that I learnt years ago …recently it is shifting from logical understanding to emotional recognition…which means those concepts now are incorporating into my internal world…soon I will see something big changed externally…
now I am assessing my internal belief system and writing it down on my notebook…I am sure something interesting will come up…
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might you be able to help her to come up with a plan? (for dealing with creepy guy)
or is it something you feel she needs to handle herself?
the guy seems to have really fixated on her.
that dude is actually not that evil or bad…he is just a typical nice guy/mommy boy who listens to other people but himself…he lacks of his own opinions and a solid world view…because his family kind of know my mom…and his family member constantly tell him my sister is a good girl
he should be forward and he is just a normal dude who doesn’t have a lot of experiences in the mating game and lacks of the necessary social skill…these are the main reason my sister felt repelled by him…
I personally believe that each person should go through their own problems to learn the neccessary lesson…I could not always be around …they have to learn how to solve problems to become an independent individual …so I will leave that to my sister …I will only step in when it is absolutely necessary…and that will probably end up really ugly for those people…
now all I could do is narrating/announcing a new story line…help her to manifest some one new…hopefully it will work out that way…
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I just finished my fire ritual…a ritual I perform every few month when a notebook is finished…this ritual could help me let go of the past …it is a symbolic gesture to my subconscious mind signaling it those things have come to an end…
also ，I picked up my old habit affirmation writing again…let‘s see what will happen…
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nice ive heard about this when it comes to bad memories
so，I notice that recently my thinking process has changed a bit…the spiritual side comes up again…in my hand writing journal ，I am writing some of the spiritual concepts that I picked up in the past and contemplated a bit…also…I do future scripting and affirmation writing on my notebook…it seems the writing style has changed too …I guess these changes are coming from RAS…
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recently I started incorporate a physical exercise plank into my daily routine to build up my transversus abdominis muscle strength …my singing teacher said it could help me sing better…while the exercise does help a lot，I get muscle soreness as well…I listen to one loop paragon at night，the next day I wake up feeling fine again…
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so today something interesting happened…
My cousin send me a picture，which probably relates to something I said to her last time…and she then said that you are a deep thinker…well，she compliment me a lot…which I am used to it what really rare is that last time she contacted me through social media was 2018…and because something I said …almost never …
later in the chat group …as soon as I said something multiple people tagged me and asked me a question or made a half joking compliment on me …and some one I never talked to before teased me…I recognized the frame that he tried to put on me…I was a bit harsh on replying cuz we dont have any rapport…and he went on explaining he was joking…I ignored him…
another thing is that I realised now whenever I decide to pick up a new exercise or technique…my brain will tend to envision what it will help me to achieve in the long term …and it help me develop the ability of delayed gratification
I believe all of these are coming from RAS…
last thing ，my online course teacher asked me to summit the same assignment more than 8 times and probably he will continue to do so until I meet the standard…I am really grateful for that…he is really responsible ，professional and holds high expectation for me which will definitely help me learn better and improve a lot…
on retrospection ，both my online course teacher and offline in-class teacher are really helpful，responsible…I believe these are the manifestation of UAQ…helping me find good teachers for my creative endeavors…thanks them again and thanks Sub Club…today I am just in a grateful state …so happy to see so many helps along the way of my self development journey…thank you all…
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