I think when another person says something that describes what the subliminal should be doing, it is strong confirmation.
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yeah，this kind of thing happened multiple times…synchronicity ？not sure…it just reminds me of my PUA training years ago…“whatever you believe you are…the others sense it…on a deep subconsciously level…there is no need to hide and pretend…cuz the self is always coming through”
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What ever you believe you are on a subconscious level I think is even more powerful. Congratulate yourself mate!
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I watched a movie…it was not that good but somehow I enjoyed it and deconstructed it in my mind…I even wept a bit like a little girl…I guess…it is RM… making me sentimental…
after that，I started my daily writing…what I wrote was really…obnoxious and obscene but somehow appropriate for character development…it was a bold move…I guess whoever reads my tone will really need an open mind and a distinctive literature taste…again…I believe this is RM…I usually wont write something that…obviously obscene and obnoxious…I purposefully did that…I like leaving an empty space for imagination to grow…anyway，it is fun… tomorrow I will continue my experiment…let‘s see
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weird thing happened …for the past few days…every times I listen to LBU…negative thoughts and feeling come up…why is that ？reconciliation ？not sure…
sitting down and writing really helps me understand why those negativity would surface up…
I was meditating on LBU…it was smooth and pleasant at the beginning…then.I felt.my heart charak was blocked…I didn’t give too much attention to it…cuz …from time to time，this happens…I was consciously guiding the love energy to where it needs the most…my heart charak…and the negativity dissipated really soon…
I am guessing the reason why I experienced the reverse effect of LBU could be my internal beliefs doesn’t rhyme with the goals LBU proposes…I held negative views on people …still do ，in fact…this is where the conflict comes in…LBU actually is helping me to reassess those dick heads/shits……in order to fulfill or manifest the goals of LBU…this is the necessary step to take…
on retrospection，I think those dormant limiting beliefs surfacing up at this time is a really good thing…it helps me to understand why certain things /people keep happening to me…the repetitive pattern was fueled by the simple belief “people are mean，they are douchebag and out there to get me，I need to fight for myself ” this belief itself put me into a “me against the world ”mode…which needless to say…brings me tremendous amount of troubles…now I could see how it has been affected me for a long time…just like the butterfly effect…a small variant could cause the system change drastically…LBU is the new variant that will certainly bring me a new reality…
also，I believe RM has played its role in helping me see/feel those blindspot…negativity doesn’t bother me…it just fuel me…
It sounds like you might be wanting to stand up for yourself more.
I know there are certain people who can be very difficult to deal with. However please refrain from name calling, even though it can be tempting.
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I meditated on LBU2…I have to say…it is much better than the previous one…the reverse effect disappears…it is smoother…and my body feel really comfortable …I visualized my body emitting love energy and absorbing energy from all sources and this only made me feel much much better…it was like having sex with the world…I dont feel my charak blocked any more…and this wonderful feeling stays with me after my meditation session and listening…today，it suppose to be last day of my two week experiment…since there is so many update…I decide to extend my experiment one more week…
next week ，day 1:RM/RME 6～8loops。day 2 ：LBU2 6～8loops。day 3: ICQ 12～16loops。day 4: PSITU2 6～8loops 。then I will rest three day before I resume my regular stack…
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If I understand it, you are wanting to run anywhere from 6 up to 16 loops a day. If you really want to do that, you could, but I wouldn’t recommend it.
Please monitor yourself for overwhelm, reconciliation, or burnout.
Please get lots of sleep.
thanks …ICQ is 30mins a loop…I think I could handle it…but…I might change my mind on the new Ultima…it is a lot more powerful than I thought…
my sister just came back from vacation and we had a long conversation…I shared some insights with her…and she said that I am really inspiring…and she will think through what I say…during the conversation…I didnt feel like my normal self…or to be exactly…my regular stack induced self，which is a lot more intelligent ，witty and eloquent…I even stuttered a bit…but somehow my words seemed to hit deeper…and I felt like the old provocative aggressive self came back …I tended to say whatever on my mind.even if it is stupid or obnoxious …well it was fun…
RM really is doing its job…but I dont think it is enough…probably stacking with other titles will serve me better…
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renisance man is cool same like most in custom and if u stack it l be fine , did you get any results ?? been here for a while no results lets be honest did anyone get many result? . only slight result in physically changes mods . but u gotta run them alot and not long lasting. if u got result what were they . actually results in material world?
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so，today I ran three loops of PSITU2…undoubtedly…I was chatty…the old provocatively aggressive self came back…just like last time I tested it …my mom again got annoyed by me…it was fun…I was saying all kinds of nonsense and had a good vibe…later at the evening，I had a online singing course…our new teacher asked us to introduce ourself…so I had a chat with him…and he‘s a playful guy…he was playfully teasing every one… playing the frame battle…I ，of course ，wouldn‘t lose…I was also playfully putting him in a role…teasing him even when he take on a teacher role…I ignored it…it was fun …every one had a good time…
tomorrow ，I will resume my regular stack…can‘t wait…it feels like thousand years has been past…
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I think the Dragon is hard at work.
really？why？
I’ve seen a number of people post variations of that comment such as
“I’m a different person”
“I can’t relate to myself from 1 year ago”
“I feel like that my past is just a dream that happened to someone else”
Not exact quotes, but similar ideas of people who run DR.
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yeah，I see what you mean…thanks for point it out…
PSITU2 is pretty awesome…I could still feel the effect lingering today…not as chatty as yesterday…but still quite playful and outrageous…I was in a chat group…normally I wouldn’t talk too much ，especially would stay away from sex topic…but today，I talked a lot and navigated the conversation towards sex related…that was bold and unconventional…I could see some people did not feel comfortable so I changed the topic then…
UAQ is acting quick…I listened to it when I write my novel…pretty soon…I finished my daily writing…and the quality of passage is alright，I am satisfied with it
I bought As above supercharger and So below supercharger last year…I never had a chance to test it…so I decided to give it a try…and it was really good …especially As above…soothing lifting …relaxing…and I wept during the meditation… So below is OK…grounded and a bit more heavier…
tomorrow is rest day…let‘s see what will get…
I read an article long time ago…it said that verbal abuse will cause the brain to react like when one get physical attacked…
last night before sleep I ran a loop of paragon v2…as a result…I had all
sorts of dreams that relates to it…
I remembered one，I was going to school…on the bus…weird thing is the bus was full of my mom‘s friend and my mom was there too…she insulted me in front of all people…she said “I wish you are not that ugly ”or something along the line…I burst out my anger…attacked her back and she was acting like she did nothing wrong and I was the one being rude and unreasonable…I felt the agony.and plan to attack her verbally to teach her the lesson，to teach her that I deserve respect…and one of her friend tried to comfort me…well at least from her perspective ，she thought she was doing that…she asked me to understand my mom and to be emotional mature…the way she said it was condescending and she was putting herself on a moral high ground…I shook my head and got off the bus…
well，I guess there is some physical/emotional damages done by my mom and never get over it…let see what else will bring me…
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