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hm，so today I had my singing class，my teacher was doing a demonstration for me and I leaned towards him to see it more clear and he bursted out laughing and said “you getting closer makes me want to laugh” I guess that is chosen positivity aura activating …and in the past ，he also showed signs of being affected by the subs that I ran multiple times …later，my friend ，who I meet up once or twice a month ，and I had a drink in a juice shop…he didn’t show signs of being affected by the subs…not only that he tried to preach me about marriage and his personal values …this is not the first time he tries to talk me into believing those personal view points…for period of times the whole conversation went into this weird direction even though we geared it towards something light hearted but a disdain left…I guess both of us already reach the point of realising our personal view points/value systems are fundamentally different…pretty sure me and him will part way at certain point…I could sense that certain things that I said were frowned upon by him and deemed as unrealistic…he didn’t say it but I could definitely feel it…he was mentally projecting a lot of limits on me…I guess ，I just have to admit the fact that I knew it long before…me and him had passed the point of no turning back …both of us are going to a completely different direction…it is best that we dont spend too much times together …it wouldn’t do good to any of us…I believe…he has my best interest at heart and genuinely tries to tell me the “right way” …it is painful to let go but I think I have to…he is one of my friend who I have known ever since junior high…over a decade friendship…unlike other people I let go…those people I could delect their contact without a blink but him，I actually feel sad to do it…that is the thing we all have to face…
farewell my true friend…may see you in a future time…a better place…but not now…
P.S. now I realised that all those value judgement talks before was him trying to “save”our friendship…he tried to persuade me into believing the social conformity so I would not go astray…so we could still be friend…he subconsciously sensed my changes…and tried to pull me back to his sides…I think the subs do affect him…but in a different way …
so today is the last day of the 21 days cycle…I am gonna start it a 11 days washout…mentally ，I feel a bit exhausted…after the washout…PSQZP and WQZP will remain and RAS will replace the third title…this stack will be run for three month…lets hope for the best…
a small summary：
1: I experienced the subconscious learning /training both awake and asleep .Love it…
2:sexual transmutation is there all times…easy to apply…
3:my voice seems deeper and now has a magnetic resonance…it grows on me…
4:the deeper introspections…
5:the enhanced self awareness…
6:the quick and sharp intuition
7:fast manifestation
8:energy emitting
of course there are also those objectives that listed on the sale page like optimistic about how things working out…and the flow state was really strong…I sometimes just sat there and got in a flow state…almost like meditative state…soothing ，natural and comfortable…
over all this is a really exciting experience…and this is only the preview…the final version probably will be much better…
finally，it seems there is something in the scripts that helps the listeners make difficult decisions …I am guessing it is in Chosen ？today I deleted and blocked my friend‘s contact，who I mentioned in previous post…now，I reach a challenging point where I dont have any friend back at home…I could either make new friends or go to another city to meet someone…OK，a hard and a rock place…it should be fun…now …it also means that those limitations associate with my past relationships now are gone completely…I am totally free from the past…I am sure my subconscious mind will guide me through it…
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Why 11 days?
Maybe he likes that number 
Well if you closed that relationship, it seems like you’re getting closer to some kind of freedom you’re looking after ? I might be wrong tho, jus twhat I felt reading your last few posts.
just felt I need more time to integrate the scripts…and from what I experimented in the past…after ten days washout ，I usually will be feeling refreshed…
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in a way，it is what you said…our relationships and external environment are parts of our internal identities…by letting go those past relationships ，I do feel some kind of release and freedom…it just feel like…as they are gone from my life，same goes with the limiting beliefs/identities…
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just finished my washout the other day and resumed my stack yesterday…
the first three days of the washout was really bad…I was in classic recon…in fact much worse…sadness and frustration was swelling up…couldn’t help but feel powerless … for whatever reason，the third day‘s afternoon，I realised I was playing a role of victim…I dropped it…then my mood continued to elevate…at day 7th…I felt energy surging again…each day goes by…I felt better and better and I started to see affects of chosen…even though I just ran two loops and my sister told me that I was displaying traits of chosen…like caring ，gentle ，thoughtfulness and compassion for others…and my five years old niece seemed to be affected by my positive aura and acting really sweet and cute…of course my sister was affected by it too…
to my surprise，WQZP didn’t show too much effect like Wanted Qv2…I am guess it is because I didn’t rest enough to let my brain incorporate the WQ‘s scripts and almost ran right into WQZP…two titles scripts clashed？or overload？whatever the case…I will pull out WQZP this month and add it back next month…so this month my stack will be…RAS，PSQZP and Rebirth ZP…
P.S：could be the synergetic effect of PSQZP and chosen…I do feel positive about my life/future…even though I need a lot of money to continue my music endeavor and I have no idea how to get all those money…it is bright and hopeful in my mind …and for the first time in my life…becoming a decent person is actually something that I am willing to put a lot of hard work to…in the past ，I mainly identified myself as a badboy/the player type of guy…I was proud of being damaged/broken and tormented somehow…it was a identity I wrongfully developed thinking that‘s what attracts girls（in a sense，yes，but the wrong type of girls）now，I could actually see…there is more to the picture…I could actually step out of the mind frame and see it clearly that having a dignity，being a decent person could actually be really attractive and sexually appealing to the type of girls that I am interested in …those are the girls that actually pique my interest and I am willing to connect with…I am happy that at this time of my life…I realise something that important to my personal development…and that I attribute to chosen…it just feels like its effect…thanks，I am grateful for that
PSQZP and Rebirth ZP gives me a much stronger masculine edge…emotionally I feel more in control and stoic and not influenced by the external that much…for example，I was out walking ，a car drove by…it was so close that it almost hit me…beside jokingly cursed that dude…I didn’t feel anything negative…normally ，I might feel the shot of adrenaline …but no，not this time，I was soon redirect my focus and I appreciated the fact that I live through the storm…it was a different experience than the Pre-Q PS…more mature and in control…I like where it is going…looking good…
the manifestation and synchronicity are happening fast …I mean really fast…the other night，before I slept ，I thought to myself，I need to find a way to make money…the next day，I found an online course teaching people how to write different articles for different platforms and the payoff seems really good…I will definitely look into it…last night，I fell asleep with an idea in mind“how could I balance my life and find a proper way to execute” today，I saw @SaintSovereign posted something in another thread about this topic…I pondered upon it and wrote it down on my offline notebook…I introspected my past behaviour and reaction I got from the past…a minute or two later…my sister was posted a conversation she had with a dude…it was the same topic displaying in real life conversation…that dude was acting just like the dude here on the forum…immature and pretentious …I actually reflected on it…my own emotional problems and personal experiences in the past actually were caused by the similar reason ， all those acting out was a form of overcompensation for the mental imbalance…lack of self love was the cause…I am glad that I started this journey…first time in my life，I feel like the universe is on my side…signs are showing up in a way really help me see clearly what has hidden inside…more to come…thanks for all the reminders and helps
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Couldn’t help thinking of the phrase
天助我也. (Heaven is on my side).
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I will use the phrase “God helps those who help themselves”
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so，my sister told me that the shape of my nose changed…interesting…I wonder which sub did that ？ RAS ？ PSQZP ？or WQZP ？
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It’s wanted mate
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Wanted definitly 
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so today is the fourth day of my seven day washout…I feel a bit recon…could be induced by the energy healing session I had yesterday…it supposed to raise my energy level and fill me up with love energy…but the opposite is what I experience …really similar to the old Love Bomb Ultima‘s experience…feeling really good during the session/listening…after that…my state drop drastically…
I guess there are some internal blockages ，probably I associate them with Love…I already made plan for this year listening schedule…mainly focus on two sticking points…one is masculinity ，the other is love…hopefully，by the end of this year I could greatly improve in these two areas…if not，I will continue it next year…
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so today I had a singing class…my teacher told me that you need to think when you sing…every times you open your mouth ，you should already have planned what you are gonna do with each syllables…plan beforehand…also calibrate when singing…
honestly，I must have heard this valuable piece of advice multiple times before，but I kept ignoring it…today I noticed it and asked myself why ？
it is quite simple …cuz deep down，I didn’t make a firm decision to see myself as a top-notch singer…I had this expectation and standard that to be a top-notch singer，I have to be able to do certain things first…in reality ，this only limits me from accelerating my progress faster…it stops me from developing the top notch singer‘s mindset…as long as ，I decide to be a top notch singer and work towards that goal…I am a top notch singer …it doesn’t matter if I could exhibit those qualities or skillsets right away or not…I will pick up on those things ，once I take on the identity…
I think …this is the problem I had with a lot of things…I would have high expectations for myself and would not let myself to easily identify as the top player…and rebirth ZP helps me a lot in this scenario…it definitely helps me shift my perspectives and roles
I had a shamanic cleansing session today…the shaman said my energy state was really animalistic…fiercely strong and masculine…the funny thing is ，the past few days ，I have been meditating on so below supercharger…so…dont know if it is a coincidence or what…I did feel somehow different …my state shifted when the session was done …placebo ？dont know…according to the shaman …my negative programs/energy fields has been restored…I guess I am now limitless…I should expect to see faster and even more profound effects from the subs now…let‘s see
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recently，my mom kept telling me that my look had changed…and my sister today said that “you look pretty when you shave your head” …so out of curiosity…I took a picture tonight…I did change…three months ago，I took a picture for shamanic ritual and energy healing…at that time，the dude in the picture was really tired，stressed out and he seemed to be in agony and pain…but today，that dude seems to be at ease and looked younger…I have been feeling much better lately…my emotional baseline is much higher…and I had few realisation about my identity…I guess …I am on the right path…
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Keep going glad to hear about your results.