Break the ceiling and get through to another caliber of manhood, I know that feel
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I have used RAS for a week now…it is pretty good…more energy…sleep less…dreams are not symbolic and fast moving as AS…I am doing alright…
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What is RAS?
my custom…
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reading through the Wanted sale page…it just feels like it resonates with my inner bad boy…unlike Stark，which resonates with my yet to become ideal self…this one is really close to my natural personality…a rogue…a prodigal son …some one rebels any strains or limits …walks his own path…so I bought it last night and made plan for future usage…I just ran one loop…did not feel anything at first…now I feel a bit dizzy…nothing too bad…tonight I will go out and lets see what will happen then…
another things…since we are talking about the rebellion issue…I noticed that my tendency to rebel against authority figure has a negative impact on my learning …I find it whenever some one told me that I should change the way I sing or anything that relates to my performance …subconsciously ，I will fight it and do the exact opposite…when I am practicing alone and giving my self the same instruction…I could change quickly…logically ，I understand a lot of time ，people are giving me constructive criticism…which is helpful…but there is a part fighting it for internal identity cohesion.it doesn’t want to lose control …it wants to win the invisible power battle…it is a primal instant seeking the external recognition …desperately wanting to be on top…this is the part I have to work on …it seems there are a lot of things holding me back…I am at the tipping point now…guess I just have to stiff it up…
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so yesterday ，I did one loop Wanted…I didn’t feel anything at first…after I finished it…I felt a bit dizzy…and then I went on a chat group…I posted a selfie which was edited purposefully leaving a hint for people to infer that I have a lot of girls in my life…people kept complimenting me for several minutes…a girl took the bait and teased me …I ignored her…then this seemed to make her want to talk to me more…I just kept ignored her…let the vacuum builds up…just didn’t feel any desire to communicate with her…then she probably felt pissed off…she scolded some one else…then I left…starting my daily singing exercises…
I noticed my mental state had changed a bit…I was more in a flowing and nonchalant state…similar to the pre Q version PS …I was doing the breathing exercise…next thing I knew was one hour passed…then I started plank…I noticed my stamina increased…much easy to sustain the posture…
then I went to a pub with my friend at night…too bad there werent any girls…I didn’t have a chance to test Wanted further…
just one loop…it seems pretty smooth and strong…I will definitely incorporate it into my stack around July…later I will build a custom …
the modules that I decide to put in will be ：Wanted，Deus，Jupiter，omnidimensional，pragya，the merger of worlds，tyrant，Yggdrasil，Divine will，inner voice，limit destroyer，Empath，Sanguine，All-seeing，Awakened perception and Mosaic…
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I just noticed something about my personality/persona…I have a lot of contrary parts…the way I present it makes me really coquettish…it must be something from AS（I put temptation in it，and ran it for ten months）I didn’t realise it until today…on multiple occasion，people kept mentioning they are curious about what I am…or my personality has a lot more depths in it …something along the line…
come to think about it…I really did a great job on displaying my self…I seem to always show my polarizing parts to others and have no problem doing it…
In literature ，we have a term for it …binary…meaning you want to show the good …you have to show the evil too…with that…you could highlight both parts…human brain is wired to pay attention to extreme and opposite for survival purpose…and I at times will show my frivolousness…arrogance，insensitivity，negativity，aggressiveness，hostility …and other times my intelligence，responsibility，talent，uplifting，generosity，thoughtfulness…by doing these，I am creating a cognitive disorder in those who come to contact with me…forcing them to invest more mental energy to contemplate/figure out who I really am…I could see this ability will totally develop to the next level when I add Wanted to my regular stack later…lets hope for the best…
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I noticed that RAS has a delayed effect…unlike UAQv2，which is activative immediately when I listen to it…RAS starts to show effect when I am not listening …usually it will be on the rest day and the way it activates is also different than UAQv2。
UAQv2 could help me immediately correct my course of action…when my singing teacher gives me the instruction…I will automatically correct myself without reaching any conscious understanding…I can just do what he said or demonstrated
on the other hand，RAS will help me do it the different way…I will remember my teacher‘s instruction…repeat it in my head and tap into the similar mental and physical state…it is a lot more logical/rational…and the effects seem to last longer but I dont feel/see the subtlties that UAQv2 could provide…
UAQv2 really lives up to its reputation…artistic and intuitive…I really start to believe I am an artist…and RAS provides me with another set of learning tool…I guess this is the compound effect of RM，UAQ and SQ…I like them both…
edict：I forgot to mention that RM also helps me dissect the subject I am learning bit by bit…when I am looking at the lyrics my mind will start to immerse in it…and my brain is also starting to build a logical structure of the subject…it is like putting different pieces of the puzzle together…it is fun…
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Always wondered what RM and UA would be like together. Great to hear your results with regard to singing 
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I replaced DR st2 with st3…it will be in my stack for the next two months…let‘s see what this baby will bring me into…
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I just finished my first novel…I will polish next week…after that I will send it to the writing contest I talk about earlier this year…I am really excited…if it works out…great…I will get some money…if it doesn’t…I will polish it again and send to other publishers…it is all fine with me…yesterday when I meditate，I got an idea for my second novel…I am already preparing for it…this year is gonna be the year I bloom…the future I envision is coming my way …first step into it…I will accelerate it by taking more action…damn…it is a bright place to be in…
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Congratulations on your first novel!
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been using DRst3 for three days…so far so good…I am lighthearted…I guess there will be more to come…
another thing is I read through the writing contest page…it states specifically…they want something optimistic …uplifting and political correct…mine is gloomy…and outrageous… I am not gonna change my tone just for a contest…nevertheless，I will polish and send it to other publishers…
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recently，I interact with few girls on the social media…and my brain seems to assume the girls I am talking with have a special feeling for me…logically，I know they are just being friendly and playful…but there is a voice inside my head keep telling that they like me…I believe it is PSQv2 doing its job…I added it to my stack for sexual healing and limiting beliefs about intimate relationships ，such as abandonment issue ，approval issue etc…well ，so far so good…it pairs really well with DR …I will have PSQv2 in my stack for another month before I replace it with Wanted…guess there will be more to come
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AWESOME! 
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so I ran one loop Heartsong today…first thing I noticed was that my chest/heart charak felt stuck…after I finished…I felt a bit light headed…like the kind of feeling I usually had when I was drunk…not bad…then I noticed I was a bit annoyed…for no specific reason…and my need for approaval seeking surfaced up…I guess…there is something inside I have to deal with it first…even though ，the other day I had an epiphany about love…still I have not let go yet…Monday，I will resume my stack…lets see what will happen then…
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how do people notice/observe these things?
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you mean how do others people who interact with me notice any difference ？
I honestly dont know…cuz my focus was primarily inward…I just felt annoyed when talked to others…specially with my mom…with others ，I could manage to keep my calm…with my mom，I just displayed my discontent overly…
I guess Heartsong triggered some hidden childhood trauma…this morning I felt those feeling again…I had to listen to Love Bomb to ease up a bit…fortunately…it worked out pretty well…I fell asleep and had two relative symbolic dreams…
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no. i meant how can I observe this within myself
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