The release of Sage Immortal jarred up something deep inside…something I should‘ve given more attention yet have failed nonetheless…there is one thing that I could not run away from ，nor could I deny——spirituality
recently I read a book about the subject of charisma…one chapter talks about how being sincere/authentic could make some one to be perceived as more charismatic…I pondered upon it a bit…while I agree from certain stand point that could be beneficial to human interaction ，but even if one has followed and incorporated all those tips doesn’t necessarily mean that person is being sincere/authentic…
years ago，when I was learning NLP，my teacher specifically pointed out “sometimes，sincerity and authenticity could be used as a mean to an end，it could be achieved through careful calculation and showmanship” he did show me the ropes later and combining his machiavellian methods and the PUA methods…I successfully con myself and others into the stories I made up …multiple occasions，girls were complimenting me as an authentic person…to a point，I myself even convinced that I am a authentic person…the truth is far from that…sincerity/authenticity （assume this is a real thing do exist）is superficial and pretentious from this view point…and I am not happy with that or even the criterion/definitions that I get from the book or other teachings…I want the deeper truth…
I could not deny that there is something deep inside is calling…calling me to look inside and dig deeper…I suppose if I gather my attention and gaze at the void long enough…I will find what I am looking for——the self…not from the psychological stand point‘ s understanding…more of a spiritual paradigm ’s living/being…
no doubt I will incorporate Sage Immortal into my next year listenning schedule …and after that it will be in my custom for next three years…a long road right ahead，could be rough，could be fun，who knows…what I seek might be right within my own grasp…
