Wow can’t believe I let a month go by without updating this journal and there is some things to updates since I was last here.
In my previous post I mentioned the hr lady and how I would see her again for the hiring event and I did but it hadn’t gone as planned because there were others getting hired and we were all together.
So overall I didn’t get a chance to isolate her and move things forward or I simply messed up by not moving things further myself one way or another but anyways not really too bummed I’m sure there will be a next time with her or someone else.
- I have been listening to Ascension + PS for almost two months and I gotta say I love this combo. Even though I have noticed changes which I’ll share in a bit. I know deep down I’m starting to feel more powerful this is an excellent beginners inner power subliminal. But despite feeling an increase in this personal power I know I still have deep inner issues and insecurities that I’m running from and this combo is beginning to shed light on some healing soon. So I’m deciding that some time in the winter time I may run Regenation or Take on the Dragon and run DR but only time will tell.
So me feeling this inner power increasing which I feel I portray to the outside is truly masking aspect of myself I need to heal and truly still hold me back which is why my considering of doing healing but imma wait because this may be recon wanting me to drop PS.
There was this girl at work that I began talking to when I had the chance because we work in different departments and I kick myself because I never number closed her even though she showed interest in me. It might have been when I ran khan that she became hooked but it honestly improved when I began Ascension and PS. She mentioned last time we talked that she was planning on leaving which she did and I never attempted to move things forward because I feared rejection I’m hoping PS clears this or it might actually be a sign I need Regeneration but we’ll see.
As far as changes since beginning this stack I have noticed that women do smile at me more often than before which is new because before I wouldn’t get favorable looks so that’s a change.
By far my most favorite change has been that the way I talk to myself has changed drastically. I’m literally more positive in the way I think specially when it comes to me. Like if I’m met with a challenge I don’t think “what if I can’t?” I instantly think “I will overcome this” so of all the subs I’ve run I rank Ascension by far as the fastest acting,smooth,empowering sub of all I’ve listened to from this store.
I’m starting to see that Khan is easy to run once you have the foundation and fundamentals to accept its script and I totally believe if you’re far from alpha that Ascension will quickly build you up and prepare you for becoming a Khan later on.
As of right now I’m planning on to run Ascension for the rest of the year.
Another thing I’ve noticed is my taste in music has changed I only want to listen to empowering music only and one that reinforces positive thoughts to my head.
Also I have added supplements to my diet to help with the processing of the subs so I have been getting good results with
-Rhodiola Rosea
-Black Maca Powder
-Cacao Powder
-Aniracetam
-MCT Oil
-Lions Mane