Thank you
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I guess I’m finished with the necessary deep work with the wealth titles, and now the results are exploding. Well, I certainly don’t mind that haha
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I think Mogul has stabilized in my stack and I now don’t feel any need to switch it. At first it felt weird and as if it doesn’t fit me very well, but now I’m used to it and it feels great and normal. I guess it’s just the same habituation process just like with any skill/habit/mental pattern
Now, there’s only The Stabilizer left in my stack that I haven’t accustomed yet. It still feels a bit weird and I keep wanting to change it. But I’ll keep running it for some time
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spent whole day working and learning (alternating the two), roughly 12 hours.
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such strong recon from The Stabilizer, it’s insane but so rewarding
guess it’s hitting deep. I’m still not used to it though, guess the patterns are really ingrained
at this point it’s the only sub that I constantly want to switch lol
It’s fine though, logically I understand that it’s the best sub at the moment and fits my stack perfectly
RICH and Mogul are very stabilized though. Zero recon from them currently
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I have no idea what I am even reconciling at the moment tbh. I’m basically taking action, solidifying new mental/behavioral/emotional patterns, etc. and sometime have recon here in there (usually in the form of energy crash coupled with sadness/feeling of emptiness and hopelessness, and also in vivid dreams. Today I was fighting gods and zombies with superpowers)
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I haven’t spoken on this much because it’s hard for me to translate this from the abstract into the concrete, but wait until people start realizing that sometimes, recon isn’t even self-generated in the sense that you’re dealing with internal blocks, but rather collective forces.
By this, I mean silently absorbing things like negative news stories, being around negative people even if they aren’t interacting with you, overhearing negative things. Sometimes, you carry slight trauma over these things, even if it didn’t seem to consciously affect you at the moment. It’s still there, being processed through your own reconciliation process.
The next time one of those recon moments occur, think back at the day, see if there was a comment or moment that really bothered you, but you had to suppress to get through the day, or just ignored for whatever reason. These things still silently weigh on you and can trigger recon.
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Interesting. I think you are correct, I really did have some negative moments in the last couple of days so it’s probably the reason. This recon doesn’t seem to relate to any of the (obvious) goals of the subliminals
I guess I should look into regulation techniques then, because even though I did act correctly when the situations occured, I still felt tense and annoyed afterwards, even after the conflict was solved
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I wonder if there is a difference. If I had no internal blocks, would I still be swayed by collective forces? I don’t know.
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considering that Saint said this:
I guess if you had no internal blocks, you’d be fine
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My theory – no, you wouldn’t. Collective forces would still attempt to act upon you, but you would choose your response with absolute and complete clarity. The inner life wouldn’t be moved in the slightest by anything external.
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I finally understood what was reconciling so painfully for me with The Stabilizer. For the last 2 weeks or so, I’ve been wanting to change The Stabilizer and use EOG instead (which is my plan: finish The Stabilizer and start using EOG. But I wanted to do that right away which is a recon sign).
It’s the self sabotage scripting
In a sense, the constant desire to switch this title was the training ground for me to learn to express this specific feature.
I noticed that I’ve been tackling this recon through good habits (which indirectly strengthened my willpower), reframing it (“I want to use EOG right away” → “The more time I spend doing the foundational deep work with The Stabilizer, the better my results with EOG will be”), being careful with exposure amounts (avoid strong recon, stay on lower exposure) and learning what to do in the meantime (literally doing anything instead of obsessing over the stack lol)
Now I want to spend additional month on it just in case. I was planning to run it till August originally, but now I want to really solidify the results and run it until September
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Seems like some big changes are coming within a few months. Excited but also a bit nervous. But it seems like Mogul + RICH result, so I guess if this stack helped me manifest it, it will help me go through it as well