Anon's 2026 journal

Journals - Major Programs
#121

I think there should be some distinction made regarding reducing exposure

I think some people might do better with microloops without reducing frequency while others seem to need reduced frequency more than microloops

I’m running 10-15s of my stack rn just fine and taking 4-7 days off and it works well

But if I run loops closer to each other (=higher frequency), I drop into recon hell (I’m talking about the negative symptoms specifically, like exhaustion/apathy/irritation, etc) that I’ve been dealing with

other than that, currently facing deep conscious reconciliation on relationships with money and deeper motivations

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#122

whatever it is I’m doing at the moment, it definitely works

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#123

We can look into providing guidance regarding this. I sometimes run my titles like this as well, spreading them across more days.

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#124

that would be great honestly

I suspect that higher frequency is what messes with me much more than listening duration.

With this approach I mostly get conscious recon (the productive one in which I’m consciosuly reconciling new insights, observations, etc.). The only negative effects I get now is some thoughts about switching stack but it’s very manageable lol. With higher frequency, I was getting negative effects like fatigue and apathy, which was not productive at all

I’m currently very gently and slowly increasing listening duration while keeping frequency the same and it seems to be working well for now

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#125

mood is really great, healthier choices feel natural, motivation is increasing, lost 7kg completely on accident (wtf lol) - my eating habits just changed naturally, I started disliking coffee (it was an addiction), overall I’m more active and healthy

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#126

Let’s go!

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#127

Got a new very promising activity to earn money from. Did some networking, found a group of young (my age or younger actually) driven guys, some of them are almost millionaires already. Motivates me like hell. I also found a millionaire mentor who will teach me some of his systems, also rather cheaply and I only have to pay him AFTER I get results (so, I learn his system, implement it and pay him only after I get to the promised results)

Unfortunately I have to let Emperor go now because Stark is much more suited for that, while Emperor isn’t. Still, I got a lot from Emperor in this short time of playing it and I’m not feeling bad from switching (I usually do because it’s recon-induced decision most of the time lol)

#128

I did 30s of Stark without 12 days of rest, figured that I can get away with it because the days are currently filled with actions on most of the objectives… and I was correct, lol

Had some manageable recon for a couple of hours but it dissipated really quickly because of all the actions + daily long walks

already have some results - chattier, more social, luckier in some aspects, got some gifts

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#129

I was wondering why do I feel so good lately, both physically and mentally. I was thinking that I did something/figured out some part of routine which makes me feel great but it doesn’t seem to be the case. And I just realized that I probably integrated the healing aspects of new RICH, especially the ones that deal with nervous system

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#130

That also probably explains why I was able to finally increase duration for RICH to 30s without recon recently

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#131

Honestly the longer I run subs, the less desire for journaling I have. Sure there are periods when journaling is a crucial tool but there are also periods in which one should just take daily repetitive action, keep working on the stuff they want to achieve and that’s it. Like, all the mental breakthroughs for the current success-level are there, now you just need to physically do the work required to move further

I’m currently in this period, barely journaling. No more insights needed to break through, all that’s left is work

but who knows, maybe I’m missing out on introspection?

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#132

Maybe it’s a dance. Cyclical. Right now you might be in this action thing.

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#133

so, despite running 3 titles already, I did sneak in a 15s loop of The Stabilizer… holy shit, haha

I thought I’m already rather good at managing all the mundane-foundational stuff, but I quickly realized that I keep all of this in my mind, rather than in an external device and it both causes me to forget some things, avoid considering them and be unpleasantly surprised by them lol

I wrote out all of the hanging tasks I have, time wasters, monthly subscriptions, reviewed my finances, etc. - aside from obvious results (such as discovering some weird things with my subscriptions that don’t make sense to me, and then cancelling them), the most important result is the clarity and mental ease. After that revision, it feels like some big weight just dropped from my mind and I can breathe and think and direct my energy to more important pursuits

I had a similar feeling on Emperor and on ECC but The Stabilizer takes it on a whole new level

I’m not finished with this stuff yet but this result from just one 15s loop is completely unexpected to me.

I don’t want to take anything out from my stack yet, I absolutely enjoy Stark, Genesis Mogul and RICH, but hell, I’m going to keep sneaking in loops of The Stabilizer every 2 weeks probably so that it can work on the background

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#134

ah, so many things I want to run, so many goals I want to tackle… The concept of the ‘one’ thing is incomprehensible to me haha

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