Mogul and RICH are left untouched, and I don’t really have any other goals planned right now that wouldn’t be hit with this stack with some conscious guidance
Like, I just need to keep working on my productivity and focus, and then add slowly shit on top (like optimizing exercise routine, improving diet, etc)
Recon today after 3 min of The Stabilizer - lack of any desire to work today. Can’t really pinpoint why, but I’ll try 2 min next time. 1m was fine
Unexpectedly got hit with a very deep recon about money. Lots of questioning like why do I desire to make money so much.
Wrote a big message but I figured it’s more suited for offline journal. What I can say is that I have no idea how to reconcile and integrate it right now lol. I assume it’s mogul and rich are doing its things. So for now, I’m going to keep listening and hope for an inspiration
Actually I just reconciled it. Anti recon and adaptive scripting are insane…
Some deep processing again. It always precedes a breakthrough for me, so I welcome it, even though it might be uncomfortable
I wrote this a couple of days ago but realized that it’s actually nearly one more month lol - I’m 19 listening days in. 11 listening days left + 10 rest days respectively + 5-8 days of washout = 26-29 days before new cycle lol
And then the self sabotage kicked in.
“Just finish this cycle in August so that you can start a new one at a cool date of 1st of September. Not like a few more listening days can play a big role”
Yeah right, but why would I do it? What’s the point? What’s up with this impatience?
And I can’t find a single logical answer lol. But the feeling is there.
If I switch my stack right now, can I say that I did my best with it? That I really integrated all the features? The ones that were the reason for me to start the stack in the first place? Obviously not lol, one of the features of the stabilizer is literally “follow-through”. And if I didn’t integrate the features of my stack, then what was the point of even running it in the first place? Just a waste of time
The only way I can learn to follow-through is, ironically, by following-through
In the past, I used to perceive recon (specifically, the symptoms) as something negative but I now realize that it’s literally a training ground for the qualities that I want to cultivate. And I feel gratitude after realizing it.
I think Saint or Fire said somewhere that the desire to switch stack is one of the last defenses of the subconscious before a breakthrough. That seems to be the case for me
legitimately got a headache when writing it lol, must be some extremely deep beliefs moving
Deep stuff man, let’s go!
I’m really bothered by other people when they come to me complaining and literally disregard every single option that they CAN do just because they don’t necessarily WANT to do it (even though it would solve literally all their problems)
like why are you wasting my time then
This entry above also shows that I started taking my time more seriously. Like, I doubt that the amount of people compaining to me suddenly increased (because it’s the same people I’ve talked to for years), so it must be a perception shift from my side - it previously didn’t bother me as much, now it does
Super productive today, actually focusing well and completing the necessary tasks
2min The Stabilizer. Didn’t feel recon but at the same time had fights with my girlfriend nearly all day long, which is probably the stabilizer’s manifestation (considering the themes of the arguments).
Recon today, on the topics of drive, related to money. Questioning all my goals, heavily doubting myself. I’m assuming that it’s from RICH/Mogul but if that is the case, then it’s very delayed lol - I listened those on 17th. So could it be the stabilizer? Technically, it’s a foundation-related issue…
I definitely should run RoW one day. I keep postponing it like crazy lol
Maybe I’ll give it a cycle in a couple of months. Current priorities are finishing this cycle and starting ASBR
this recon is insanely strong today, but it’s also due to the fact that I really exerted myself yesterday so I’m fatigued
If it doesn’t dissipate today, I’ll drastically reduce my loop duration tomorrow just in case
woke up feeling great today. No recon. Still listened 2 min of Mogul/RICH instead of 3, just in case.
Back to work
@SaintSovereign @Fire hey, can I please get a qOS response on Stark Black + R.I.C.H. + Genesis Mogul?
Hm, I seem to be in recon again. Maybe my processing queue is full already from long cycles?
I guess I’ll reset the subs once again because why not
@Floridianninja hey, can you tell me how you are supposed to work with this resistance?
I notice it a lot with my stack. Just need more time and push through? Or some specific technique for deeper identity change?
It doesn’t have to do with subs it’s just something natural
As you work on changing your life your ego will push back because it wants to keep you safe and doesn’t like when things change
Best thing you can do is keep going no matter how many times you fall
There’s no hidden secrets to that one
I’d assume it’s the same thing with recon as that’s basically similar in a way
As you run a subliminal and it works on changing this or that your mind will push back at certain areas because your reality doesn’t match up with the one you’re trying to build with the subliminal
Action is the biggest thing that will make the journey easier
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That’s my take on both of those
@SaintSovereign @Malkuth @Fire
These guys can probably explain it better and correct me if I’m totally off/wrong lol
What’s your stack?
Thanks!
The stabilizer, Genesis mogul and RICH